Chapter 167: Don't you cry

This time, can you keep your word?

Yu He's ears were ringing and his eyes were dizzy for a while.

He seemed to suddenly lose sight of Qingcheng Xie's face, and there was the twenty-something Dr. Xie sitting in front of him in a trance, telling him, "I'm leaving.

Yu He was like a destroyed building, he broke down, hand on his forehead, tears like broken beads, and kept falling down.

He did not answer Qingcheng Xie's words, he only asked with the utmost pathos:

"Why do you have to be like this ......"

" Qingcheng Xie , why do you come to me again and again, and again and again do not want me ......"

Each word seems to be cut out of the throat, stained with hot blood, trembling.

"Why did you ...... why did you have to leave me ...... behind!"

Qingcheng Xie fumbled for a box of cigarettes, tried to light it, but finally just put the box to the side.

He said, "I have no desire to leave you behind. If you could be my patient, my junior, or even my friend, I would be there for you. But ......"

But Yu He's feelings were too strong.

Qingcheng Xie hopes that she can make Yu He grow tired of it, but she finds that his love is like a moth that catches the sun and burns its way to the flame, so passionate that it burns up its life before it stops.

He really can't imagine what will happen to Yu He if he continues like this and one day he is no longer there.

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes and said, "But what you want, I can't give you."

"Yu He, I do not want to know that the road ahead is dead, but also do not hit the wall and do not turn back to you, let's go down, the boat to the bridge to the natural straight. Do you know that you are only 20 years old? Twenty years old, that is the best age of life. Can have many dreams, can have a myriad of possibilities, can meet a variety of people, and can even change your life after."

Qingcheng Xie said softly.

"When I was twenty years old, I had no choice, that period should have been the most relaxed days, but I lived a heavy like eighty years old ninety years old. I don't want to wait for you to reach my age, look back and find that once every day is taking a detour, every minute is failing on the broken road."

"......"

"How long are you going to be entangled with me? Knowing that it is impossible, but how can you not want to let go?"

Yu He muttered hoarsely, "Why wouldn't it be possible?"

" Xue Xie and Dongheng Wei are possible, why are we not possible?"

"That's not even the same thing."

"Why? Isn't it the same thing to love someone, to like someone, to want to spend a lifetime with them? What's the difference between us and them, between us and any pair of people in this world?!"

"I don't like you." Qingcheng Xie tilted his head and said, word for word, "I don't like you, okay?"

Yu He suddenly went mute.

"I'm just a total heterosexual, I could never like you, that's the difference, Yu He , are you satisfied?"

Yu He repeatedly opened his mouth, unable to speak, he was like a fish out of water, even breathing is becoming unusually difficult: " Qingcheng Xie ...... you say you are a complete heterosexual, then I ask you ...... When you were with me, did you have even a moment of reluctance and wavering?"

Qingcheng Xie looked at him in silence and finally dropped his eyelashes as if he were dropping a curtain bar: "...... No. I have never wavered."

Yu He suddenly stood up, his eyes were red, crossed the coffee table to him, looked down at him, his expression gradually some confusion, although the bracelet gave him calm, his emotions in this moment still began to lose control.

He pinned Qingcheng Xie to the sofa, looked at him miserably and stubbornly, and questioned him frantically and desperately: "Did you? Have you never wavered?"

"Then I ask you again, who was the person who kissed me that day in the basement, before a life and death situation?"

"Who was the person who stayed with me all day and night that night on my birthday and said happy birthday to me?"

"Who is the person who took care of me, took me to a hot pot, and ordered a bowl of longevity noodles for me? Qingcheng Xie , I ask you, who is that!!! If you don't like me, if you don't have the slightest heartbeat, why are you treating me like this? Tell me!!!"

"You said it!!!"

Qingcheng Xie looked at the teenager in front of him, but he sealed his heart away.

Hiding in their already declining bodies.

His thin, pale lips opened and closed as he said, "...... That's not for like."

"......"

"I didn't do that to you because I liked you."

"And because of what?" Yu He shuddered, "You tell me, you kissed me, you hugged me, you cared about my feelings, what was it because of?"

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes for a long time and then said, "...... just sympathy."

Yu He even the light in the eyes are trembling, his expression gradually distorted, the look on his face can not say is extremely sad or feel extremely ridiculous ridiculous. These complex feelings make him look extraordinarily broken.

"...... sympathy." He repeated, chewing these two words over and over between his own lips, "Sympathy. ...... What a sympathy, Qingcheng Xie . What a sympathy!"

The monitoring ring on his wrist suddenly soared red, as if his eyes were at the moment.

Before Qingcheng Xie could respond, Yu He violently pushed Qingcheng Xie off the back of the sofa and onto the sofa, and then pressed up heavily, clutching Qingcheng Xie's wrist, with tears in his eyes, but ruthlessly said, "Is this--? -These are also sympathy?"

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you're doing.

"You let go ...... Yu He , don't you touch me, let go!"

The blood-soaked kiss continued fiercely, and Yu He was no longer drunk this time. The monitoring band on his wrist was rapidly soaring red.

Qingcheng Xie's words stirred up his heart, which had easily calmed down a bit, in a flash.

His eyes were frantic, one hand forcing him to square his face to bear his kiss, and the other hand roughly doing tearing with the snow-white shirt as if to put these fabrics on the ground. Because of being stimulated more, the action is also more brutal than just in the hallway. The teenager's body was hot after drinking, and when he intended to brutally force it, the intensity of the outburst and the heat of the stick up were incredibly high.

Yu He kissed him while asking him roughly and hoarsely, "You looked like that in front of me those nights, also because of sympathy? You were so active, sitting in my arms, ordering me to hold you hard, you wrapped your arms around me and kissed me and kept shivering ...... you and I did that ...... again and again ...... and couldn't stop ...... Is all this because of pity, Qingcheng Xie ?"

Qingcheng Xie's shirt had been torn and several buttons had fallen off, but he really didn't dare to let Yu He see the bruises on his body.

Those marks that had to be strangled all over the body with restraining straps in order to control their stormy out-of-control selves during treatment.

"Don't ...... you let go, Yu He ...... you let go of me!"

He clutched the already loosened bodice with his hands, barely covering the treatment strangulation marks all over his body below.

He used to have so much physical strength, so strong strength, can compete with Yu He, but the result is that his body is getting worse, a body of organs are on the decline, a crippled arm ...... once could easily carry Yu He as a child, walking calmly on the road Qingcheng Xie, now in the face of the dragon with wings spread, there is no longer the power to fight back.

Only those eyes.

The eyes, as clear and sharp as ever, have not changed, and are still looking at him with the same refusal to give up, to pluck into Yu He's heart.

Yu He pinched his jaw and tried to kiss Qingcheng Xie's already bitten lips once again - but suddenly stopped when he met Qingcheng Xie's eyes.

He saw Qingcheng Xie's cold and quiet peach blossom eyes, but there was a broken light.

--

It is difficult to defend when cross-examined by Yu He.

When Man Chen finds out about his affair with Yu He, he loses face.

The weakness and pain in the body.

The fear of being seen by Yu He for the strangulation marks on her body.

Qingcheng Xie is ultimately a body of flesh and blood, ten thousand hectares of emotional weight over, he does not collapse is already a strong soul, but to say that no movement, and how is it possible?

Qingcheng Xie didn't even notice that his eyes were already moist, a reaction his body makes when it's pushed to the breaking point. But his people have been numb, he closed his eyes, only vaguely feel something warm, along the end of the eyes trembling trickle down.

Yu He's heart fluttered with the fall of Qingcheng Xie's tear.

The red light on his wrist went off and he suddenly straightened up, suddenly realizing what he was doing. He immediately released Qingcheng Xie and looked at the man beneath him in confusion.

Qingcheng Xie has suffered too much emotion, and because of his personality, his self-protection mechanism is different from Yu He's. Yu He will vent unconsciously, while Qingcheng Xie just holds back.

The pain finally spilled out of his eyes, and his whole body looked broken, lying on the sofa in disarray, his pale fingers still clutching his lapel. His dark hair was wet and messy, hanging down in front of his forehead, and under his long, slender eyelashes, those glazed bead-like eyes were just open.

The tears have fallen straight down the temples, silent and silent.

Qingcheng Xie sex is too tough, too manly, he always felt that he could still hold on, so he did not even feel his tears, and the tear marks seeped into his temples.

Yu He woke up completely.

He said in a trembling voice: "Thank you brother ...... I ......"

Qingcheng Xie slowly closes his eyes.

Yu He no longer dared to force him. Yu He tremblingly reached out his hand to gather his clothes for him, but Qingcheng Xie's fingers refused to let go - he was shaking slightly and seemed to have stopped trusting Yu He.

Yu He tried to button up his coat for him again.

But he found Qingcheng Xie shirt front buttons have been ripped off by themselves, can no longer be buttoned ......

Yu He lowered his head, shoulders trembling, and hugged Qingcheng Xie tightly into his arms: "Don't be afraid, Qingcheng Xie , don't be afraid, I, I won't hurt you again ...... I won't."

"You do not cry ......" Yu He himself has been full of tears, but still raised his hand, stroking the wetness of Qingcheng Xie's temples, he was like holding his own cherished, but has been broken treasures, choking, said. "Brother Xie, I'm sorry, please ...... it's my bad ...... you don't cry ......"