Chapter 166: I showed my love interest the door

It had been a long time since He Yu had been on Xie Qingcheng's doorstep in such a dignified manner, and he had not dared to push Xie Qingcheng too hard since he had been explicitly rejected by him.

But he was so drunk now that he couldn't care less.

He looked at the figure of Xie Qingcheng in a daze, got up shakily, and first called out in a small voice, as if in aggravation, " Xie Qingcheng ...... ", and then slowly walked towards Xie Qingcheng. The figure of Xie Qingcheng swayed and got up.

"You're back ......"

" He Yu, you-"

Without waiting for Xie Qingcheng to finish his sentence, He Yu came to Xie Qingcheng's face. He was really confused, he had suppressed them for so long that when he got himself drunk, they came out from under the rocks like a molten stream.

He stared at Xie Qingcheng's face in awe, then suddenly grabbed Xie Qingcheng's wrist, pushed him against the wall, lowered his head, and kissed Xie Qingcheng right on the side of his neck!

Xie Qingcheng did not expect this to happen, his face suddenly changed, he grunted, his body trembled, his back against the wall was tense, but he could not break free, as if he had been drunk with blood: " He Yu, you are drunk ...... you sober up! You let go of me, you let-"

He Yu covered his mouth, and he rubbed the tip of his nose obsessively against Xie Qingcheng's cheek, the nape of his neck, so sad and so reverent.

He said dully, "I feel so bad, brother, I don't know ...... I don't know what I've done wrong, why you've been with me for so long and still won't accept me ......"

His face was streaked with tears, his back arched and his forehead rested against Xie Qingcheng's shoulder.

" Xie Qingcheng ...... why ah ...... I thought you liked it, I thought you liked me a little bit too, I hugged you, I kissed you, when I did it with you, you obviously started to respond too up ...... I thought you were slowly accepting me ...... why ......" by the end of it, his expression was broken and fractured "Why did you suddenly tell me it was over? Why did you have to do this ......"

"It's hard, Xie Qingcheng ...... I'm so hard ...... heartbroken ......"

"Will you touch ...... it? My heart is really too hard ...... you touch it and see ...... it's really beating fast ...... please... ...you touch it ......"

"Please ...... you ...... hug me ...... you hug me, okay?"

Xie Qingcheng was so angry and uncomfortable with him covering his mouth, and worried that Chen Man might suddenly return, that he struggled harder.

His face was turned to the side and he broke away from He Yu's hand, "What are you drinking ...... you are so confused you! Why are you trampling yourself so much?"

His reaction made it even harder for He Yu.

The drunken teenager looked at him and said, "You don't want me to cheapen myself ...... Then look at me, Xie Qingcheng ...... why are you doing this to me! How hard it is for me to feel inside, you won't even look at it anymore!"

Xie Qingcheng: "Yes! I don't want to see you drunk!"

He Yu stared at his face, unable to stand it, and suddenly, in a fit of madness, he pushed Xie Qingcheng into the dimly lit hallway, against the wall, and then lowered himself to kiss him like a madman.

The more Xie Qingcheng struggled, the harder he pushed. He held Xie Qingcheng's waist with one hand and clutched Xie Qingcheng's hair with the other, as if he wanted to pour all the pain and longing he had suppressed over the past few days, all the sorrow he had sought but could not find, into this kiss.

"But I miss you ...... I miss you so much that I'm dying ...... Xie Qingcheng ...... I thought the wine would make me forget about you ...... But I drank so much and I missed you more and more ...... I really want to ask you ...... Are you a person made of ice? Are you a heart made of stone ......"

He kissed him hotly, fiercely, while choking on a sob in between kisses.

He was truly fainting, his hands groping so hard for this man whose skin was warm and who made him think like a madman, pinching Xie Qingcheng to the bone.

"Why can't you accept me no matter what I do ...... My gender has become my original sin, has it? No matter how much I love you it's useless ...... is it ......"

Xie Qingcheng couldn't answer him at all, he struggled desperately, "You're crazy He Yu ......! Do you know what you're doing, don't you ......"

In the midst of the confusion, he suddenly heard a roar and then felt He Yu being violently pushed away by another force.

-- Chen Man .

Xie Qingcheng's mind buzzed as he saw the face of the visitor.

It's Chen Man.

Chen Man all saw ...... he all heard ......

Chen Man did see everything. As soon as he got upstairs he heard someone arguing and looked to see Xie Qingcheng being pushed down the hallway by a tall boy around his waist, Xie Qingcheng's shirt all scrunched up, the boy holding him and kissing him in such an obsessive way ......

And the boy who was blaspheming Xie Qingcheng was He Yu, who had advised him not to pursue Xie Qingcheng!

Chen Man finally came to his senses after the initial shock and felt his mind explode with a million flames of anger. All at once he went mad and rushed towards He Yu, his eyes and ears blurred with the words he had just heard.

"What the fuck are you doing? Get the fuck off him!" Chen Man, who had hardly ever cursed since he was a child, turned red at this moment, and along with the veins in his neck, his voice shouted so loudly that it didn't sound like his own anymore, Chen Man roared, "You bastard! You ...... dare ...... you dare!!!"

Chen Man couldn't believe it, every inch of his flesh and bone trembled, shock and anger, jealousy and fear almost turned into a sharp blade that cut to pieces the good manners he had been so proud of! He came back from the initial shock that had almost torn him apart and slammed into the boy who wouldn't let go of his arms around Xie Qingcheng, and slammed He Yu into the wall on the other side like a gladiatorial fight.

He Yu was quiet for a moment as he took in Chen Man's face, which was contorted with rage.

He slowly rolled his eyes, looking at Chen Man and then at Xie Qingcheng.

The original ......

So the two of them ...... are together tonight, are they?

If he hadn't appeared here ...... Chen Man would still have to go into Xie Qingcheng's house, wouldn't he ......

He Yu bit his bloodied lips and suddenly ate a smile: "Hahahaha ...... hahahahaha ......!" The smile was poignant with a bit of pathos and a bit of brilliance that he finally didn't have to hide anymore.

Or even, revenge.

He didn't know who he was getting back at - Chen Man ? Xie Qingcheng? Or maybe it was himself.

He Yu hissed, "Yes ...... I dare ah ...... I have what dare not? I might as well tell you today, Chen Yan ...... Mr. Chen, Officer Chen!!! You listen carefully!"

"Me and him, me and your unattainable Xie Qingcheng! We've done everything, his first man was me ...... to now it's only me! ...... I was the one who wanted him! I held him and kissed him! Your Xie Qingcheng ...... He begged me in bed, he was bullied into tears, it was my name he called when he couldn't stand it! Mine! It's your turn to stop me from touching him? Who are you! Get out of my sight!!!"

"......" Chen Man is shaking all over.

He Yu went so far as to say - he went so far as to say that he hugged and kissed Xie Qingcheng and that ...... also said that Xie Qingcheng pleaded with him... ...!

Crazy ...... really crazy ......

But all the previous doubts have come to light in this moment.

Chen Man's feverish mind is now in a frenzy as he walks through the scenes of the past.

--

The strange atmosphere between He Yu and Xie Qingcheng when they meet in the corridor of the playhouse.

When the set itself asks Xie Qingcheng where he is going, He Yu replies with cold sarcasm.

The Marlboro cigarette He Yu was smoking at the entrance of the Soo restaurant, and the meaningful words he said to him.

And ......

And Zhi Long Entertainment basement, He Yu sent him out the door, and after gritting his teeth to himself that Xie Qingcheng couldn't possibly like him, he turned around and went back to the fire, back to Xie Qingcheng ......

He ...... got it all ......

He got it all!!!

Chen Man's emotions were completely blown away, and his 20 years of cultivation were reduced to nothing. He was holding him against the wall and kissing the side of his neck.

He Yu says he had sex with Xie Qingcheng ......

The man who smoked a cigarette, with arrogant eyebrows and a proper suit, always towering over him, whom he dared not even touch ...... was once defiled by this boy, even younger than himself, pressed down ......!

Were those white, slender tattooed hands once clutched by He Yu on a pillow in a hotel? Did their fingertips tremble and their fingers curl because of He Yu?

Xie Qingcheng's thin lips, which had so many times whispered calming sentences to Chen Man when he was in desperate distress and in awe that he dared not even look at them, had been fiercely kissed and sucked and bitten by He Yu. ...... The magnetic voice that had only spoken calmly and coolly in front of him, had made husky, fragile pleas at He Yu's ear. The magnetic voice, which only speaks calmly and calmly in front of him, has made a hoarse and fragile plea at He Yu's ear ......

His unattainable, mature older brother, his big brother, was the prey of another young boy's bed!

Chen Man bellowed at him, " He Yu, you're a fucking animal, how could you do this to him? How could you do this to him?

He Yu violently wrenched Chen Man away from him and said harshly and morosely, "Who are you to talk about me? Huh? Are you so clean? You don't need me to remind you how bad you are in your own heart!"

The two were arguing so loudly that if they continued to argue like this, the people living next to them would surely be made to come out.

Xie Qingcheng slowly straightened up next to him and came back to his senses, feeling so embarrassed and dizzy that he hadn't listened to much of what the two men were saying and hadn't noticed how wrong He Yu's last few words about Chen Man were.

He barely managed to regain his consciousness, gathering his messy clothes and his composure back with trembling hands.

"You fucking ...... all stop it in moderation."

"......"

Ignored.

"Fuckin' stop it all!"

Seeing that they still refused to stop, he gritted his teeth and simply stepped forward and pulled the two men, who were fighting together, apart violently.

He caught his breath and, in a few moments of dead silence, decided to face Chen Man first.

Perhaps because he was so humiliated by what He Yu had said, Xie Qingcheng looked back at Chen Man, but his peach blossom eyes were already flushed with red, although he still had the courage to face him openly. He said to Chen Man, "Chen Man! You go back first."

"Brother ......" Chen Man's lips were trembling as he looked at Xie Qingcheng, "What he said ...... he said is all true?"

"......"

He Yu wiped the blood from his face, and with his eyes as red as blood, he stepped in front of Xie Qingcheng and said morosely, "Naturally, I am true to him, and if you don't believe me, I--"

"Snap!"

Xie Qingcheng turned around and slapped He Yu across the face with a backhanded slap: "That's enough, you! Shut up!"

"......"

He Yu took the slap so hard that he turned his face slightly sideways, and his forehead hair fell in disarray, falling in front of his dark eyes.

A long silence.

Xie Qingcheng slowed his breathing and once again said to Chen Man, "You go back."

"But ......"

The man who had always been very respectful and tall, who was very conscious of his image in front of his juniors and who never seemed to speak half an inch softly with them, was still holding on to his dignity in this moment.

But the light in his eyes was already very dappled.

Xie Qingcheng breathed heavily and said, " Chen Man, count on me to invite you back."

"......"

"I don't want to make such a mess. Even less do I want to make a scene and have the whole dormitory building come out to see what's going on."

"......"

"Count on me."

Chen Man's heart tightened and his breath froze.

Xie Qingcheng did not say the word 'beg', but Chen Man sensed his deep despair at this moment.

Chen Man moved his lips to say something, but nothing came out, he heard some movement upstairs, the other teachers had sensed something was wrong and were coming out to see what was going on.

Chen Man's body was trembling slightly.

He knew he should leave, he had always been obedient in his bones, and by nature he did not want to make things difficult for Xie Qingcheng. But for some reason ...... at this moment ...... there seemed to be another soul awakening in his body. That soul was so painful, so resentful and wanted to explode, it made him unable to follow Xie Qingcheng's orders as quickly as before. The two contradictory sensations were at war within him, making him tremble more and more.

He stares at Xie Qingcheng and asks, "What about him?" He was referring to He Yu.

"......"

" Xie Qingcheng ." Chen Man's voice was choked with sobs and hesitation, "Where is he?"

Xie Qingcheng said, "He has to stay."

"......"

"I have something I have to say to him." Xie Qingcheng stopped Chen Man before he could open his mouth, "I understand what you're worried about. It'll be fine, there are people upstairs and downstairs here."

Chen Man's eyes went completely red and his fingers squeezed unnoticed: "......"

Xie Qingcheng's choice to let He Yu stay seems to have brought back a little of He Yu's sanity.

But he is still very, very dangerous.

Such a He Yu is not fit to be with anyone, and Xie Qingcheng knows that he must end the stalemate between them as soon as possible.

So he didn't say anything more, not to mention that Xie Qingcheng felt that his dignity was already in tatters and he really had no shame in saying anything more to Chen Man at this moment.

He walked soberly to the door, took out his key and opened the dormitory door.

He didn't turn around and said without any expression, " He Yu. You come here."

He Yu's face still bears the bloodstains from his fight with Chen Man, which seems to have torn a gaping hole in the sober mask he always wears, revealing the blood and ferocity beneath.

He breaks Chen Man's grip and walks slowly towards Xie Qingcheng, the monitoring ring on his wrist still flashing red and orange menacingly.

Chen Man leans forward: " Xie Qingcheng ......!"

Xie Qingcheng's shoulders tremble slightly as He Yu enters the foyer and he follows, turning his face slightly sideways to give Chen Man a final glance as he takes a step.

Until now, Xie Qingcheng did not know that Chen Man was fond of him. Chen Man's anger is, in his view, the reaction of a junior who cannot accept the shattered image of his elders.

In Xie Qingcheng's eyes, Chen Man is a junior.

He felt disgraced enough in front of his juniors to be wretched.

He doesn't want to involve Chen Man any further in this mess.

Chen Man is innocent and he should not be affected.

Xie Qingcheng: "Go back."

Perhaps it is because the sense of brokenness in Xie Qingcheng's body is so tragic that it suddenly stops Chen Man in his tracks, bringing back the soul in Chen Man's consciousness that respects Xie Qingcheng the most and listens to him the most, while the other soul belonging to the sinful humanity is suppressed.

Chen Man looked at him, stunned and in tears.

" Xie Qingcheng ......"

Xie Qingcheng: "...... I shouldn't have let you see such a bad thing. I'm sorry, Chen Man."

Chen Man wanted to say more, but Xie Qingcheng had already closed the door - that seemed to be his last dignity in front of his juniors.

Inside the house.

Xie Qingcheng walks in and looks at He Yu. He Yu's face is a mixture of sadness and madness as he stands there in silence.

Without saying anything, Xie Qingcheng stepped forward and grabbed He Yu's wrist.

He Yu shuddered and looked up at him.

Xie Qingcheng, however, simply adjusted the data on his monitoring bracelet, which was adjusted to its maximum threshold, and He Yu felt a warmth running up his wrist pulse and slowly throughout his body.

"...... This maximum appeasement value is to be adjusted manually." Xie Qingcheng's voice was deep and low, no more emotion could be heard, "It won't be turned on under normal circumstances because of the high radiation and it's not good to use too much. But you need this now."

He Yu originally thought that Xie Qingcheng would beat him and scold him after he closed the door.

But I didn't expect Xie Qingcheng to look so tired after he dropped the lock. It was even ...... desperate.

He was constantly trying to pull something out of his body, to accomplish something, to arrange away the lives of his offspring. He doesn't have much energy left to kill, yet he has to overdraw emotionally and mentally to cope with these sudden surprises. Xie Xue, Chen Man and He Yu ...... were one thing after another, and it was as if his whole being was being boiled down to nothing.

Xie Qingcheng watched as the wristband on He Yu's hand slowly reduced its red pulsation after a period of time, finally dropping He Yu's hand and trying to make his way inside.

He Yu, however, snapped his wrist and clutched it.

" Xie Qingcheng ."

His desperation stung He Yu so suddenly that he seemed to have recovered some sense.

He wanted to tell him he was sorry and ask him why, but his insides were so stabbed with holes that the words went up in smoke before they reached his chest.

He opened his mouth, twice, but only managed to say the man's name hoarsely.

Beyond that, he could not put together a complete sentence.

The drunken teenager could not speak, but tears fell down his lowered eyelashes and landed on the back of Xie Qingcheng's hand.

It was very much like the day he confessed his love for him, when he held Xie Qingcheng's hand, wouldn't let go, and then, with tears streaming down his face, gutted himself and sent a whole heart to him, begging him to look at it.

But now Xie Qingcheng doesn't want him anymore.

He had been adjusting as best he could these days, he thought he could hold on, but it turned out to be all in vain - it was impossible for him to get away from him.

It was Xie Qingcheng who gave him the oxygen to live.

He Yu didn't know what to say, so he finally embraced him morbidly, stubbornly, and his countless words became tears that fell drop by drop on Xie Qingcheng's shoulders. He looked mad and sad at the same time, his eyes confused to the extreme.

Xie Qingcheng did not resist any more, he was really tired to the core.

He said hoarsely, " He Yu, do you know what you have just done?"

"......"

"I don't want to get any more angry with you, so let go of me and I'll go and get you a cup of tea to relieve you of your drink, then we'll sit down and have a good talk." Xie Qingcheng didn't say disappointed to him, but every word he said felt like it was soaked in disappointment.

The tea was made, a steaming hot ginger tea.

The two sit wordlessly across a coffee table from each other.

He Yu was stunned for a moment when he saw that the cups he was given to make his tea had been replaced by disposable paper cups, and he shed another stream of tears.

He asked, "Where's the cup?"

Xie Qingcheng: "What?"

"Where's my mug?" He Yu asked in a small voice, tears hanging from her eyelashes, "Where's my mug? The one, the cartoon mug with the Nick Fox and the rabbit. Shall we use that mug?"

Xie Qingcheng was quiet for a few seconds: "I've tidied up the room."

"......"

"The set of cups, I've lost them."

"......" The teenager showed a look of extreme pain all at once, pain and madness gathering and dispersing in his eyes, and he could not rest in peace.

Xie Qingcheng pushed the hot ginger tea to him, "Drink it."

The teenager held up the paper cup, but could not take a sip.

He shall not rest in peace ......

He knew that the tea would make him feel better and would clear his head.

But there are times when one does not want to be sober, and sobriety makes the pain more intense.

And he has been in too much pain, every day since they parted he has been in so much pain so much pain ......

No painkillers will help ah ...... He has no peace!

" He Yu, I know you really like me, and I don't want to hurt you." Finally, Xie Qingcheng opened his mouth.

"So when I cleared everything with you, I still allowed you to stay with me and never asked you to never show up again."

He Yu trembled slightly, he felt a vein at the back of his neck popping out, he felt as if he was really being pushed to the brink by Xie Qingcheng.

He asked, "And now what?"

"......"

"Now are you going to let me leave you completely?"

Xie Qingcheng looked at him in silence and after a long time, he asked, "Do you remember what you said when you confessed to me?"

"......"

"You said I could call a halt to your advances if they ever became overwhelmingly disturbing to me."

"......"

" He Yu, this time, can you keep your word?"

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What the author has to say.

An Dongni doesn't like Xie Qingcheng, his interested means interested in the person's behavior ...... he even tried to get Xie Qingcheng killed at that time in the reservoir ...... definitely don't like him hahahahahahahahaha Duan Wen also doesn't like ...... cover your face cover your face ......