Chapter 127: Brother, make some sense

Qingcheng Xie did not think he would ask such a shocking answer, a time like a thunderstorm, head buzzing, like something cracked, the waves of the sea tide are pouring into his heart, pouring him nothing to say.

Yu He held him so tightly, as if he was his eyes, his internal organs, his ribs, his life.

He was shocked to the extreme, so calm people, at this moment is a blank mind, completely do not know what to do to good.

To be honest, Qingcheng Xie has been confessed to many times, and there is no shortage of suitors from childhood to adulthood, both male and female.

But most of those people are looking at his face, think he is handsome, think he has a manly taste, want to play with him.

The only person who expressed his love to him so passionately, even to the point of tears, was actually ...... ...... Ruoqiu Li.

When Qingcheng Xie married Ruoqiu Li, he was probably worn out by Ruoqiu Li's bitter pursuit, and his disease was fully controlled at that time, so he would not die early and could live an ordinary life.

So it's easy to see that Qingcheng Xie is actually a person who is not too willing to hurt other people's true feelings.

When Ruoqiu Li, who was sincerely pursuing him, he couldn't say harsh words, and even finally couldn't bear it, finally agreed to go out with her, and then was pestered by her to compromise step by step, to the point of marriage. Now for Yu He, who is hugging him and confessing his love for him, he can't use the same treatment, but he definitely can't say anything sarcastic.

Qingcheng Xie was just too surprised, so surprised that he froze there for a moment, not knowing what to do.

After a while, he came back to his senses and spoke with some difficulty, " Yu He , you ...... you first let go of me."

"......"

"Let go of me first and we'll talk, okay?"

Fuck, it's actually all in a consultative tone!

Vaguely still a bit nervous about what to do!

Qingcheng Xie used to say "fuck you" to Yu He, either as a command or as a taunt like "you can come three times in 15 minutes".

Because he knew Yu He was just messing around.

But now Yu He told him that it was true, and that he had discussed his true love, which inevitably made the fatherly Qingcheng Xie inexplicably feel a very strong sense of guilt and responsibility, so when communicating with Yu He, there were a few moments of caution.

Yu He put his chin against the nook of his shoulder, long eyelashes drooping tears, "No ...... Qingcheng Xie , you laugh at me."

"......"

"You must be trying to laugh at me."

"......"

"Come on, you laugh."

"...... I can't laugh, please let me go."

Yu He smothered for a moment, the voice actually carried a few moments of genuine aggression: "You, you are all going to say please with me?"

Qingcheng Xie simply does not know how to deal with, he feels Yu He is now like a top glass artwork worth hundreds of millions of dollars he can not afford to pay for breaking, afraid that one word he said wrong let him crack, even the pendulum does not dare to swing freely.

He deliberated his wording for a while before he said to this glass, "...... Well ...... then, will you let me go, okay?"

When Yu He countenanced and released him, Qingcheng Xie stared at him for a while and actually felt a little embarrassed, he really didn't expect things to develop in this direction.

" Yu He ...... are you ...... not kidding."

"Do I look like I'm joking to you."

"......"

Qingcheng Xie raised his hand to his forehead and seemed to be having a very hard time digesting this information.

He didn't laugh at Yu He, sarcastically at Yu He, nor disrespect him, nor scold him.

But he was in a bit of a broken state of mind.

Yu He likes him ......

How the fuck did this happen?

You know, before Yu He kissed him, hugged him, and did it with him, he never thought about liking it.

Both of them were straight before, developing this kind of bed relationship, at the beginning is with the nature of revenge, later although the nature of revenge is gone, Qingcheng Xie also only think that it is a small virgin after the taste of lust, love and confusion.

Even if they both fainted on New Year's Eve and did so enthusiastically, he was only scandalized that he even had a physically intense reaction and felt very uneasy that if he tangled with a young man whose feelings were so hot, he might lose control in some way and then fall with him.

Of course he knew that Yu He was in love, but he never thought it was true love.

Love and affection, are not the same.

One seeks the body, the other wants the mind.

Yu He is, after all, a young man still in his first year of college, what can not play? When the head of the time to pick off the stars to you, the flat began to regret, to go back to find the so-called "true life". The passion comes and goes quickly, the relationship for them is like playing a new and exciting game, successful on the score on the abandoned, Ruoqiu Li when this is not the case.

So and young people talk about feelings are fucked, the light in their eyes, the words in their mouths, heard even, can not be taken seriously.

As for Yu He always skin hunger, like, want to kiss and hug him, he also as Yu He is playing addicted, the back are too lazy to pull with him, anyway, the more pull he is more interesting, simply are ineffective struggle, as long as not to do the last, then let him go well, they do not respond, he may soon get tired of.

But Qingcheng Xie did not expect Yu He did not get tired of it.

Yu He not only not tired, but also cried so sadly, said so sincerely, do so much, suppressed for so long, and then under his pressure, gave this answer that caught him off guard.

He said he loved him.

That's the end.

Qingcheng Xie thought, "What the fuck should I do with this?

Dr. Xie's mind is in a mess, how to think how wrong, but do not know how to face Yu He held to him a heart.

As calm as Qingcheng Xie, when faced with such a matter, he actually panicked a little. He did not move, but his heart was in turmoil, thinking very quickly for a while - suddenly, Dr. Xie like to find a straw, from the mind to find a very correct answer - yes, this must be the case.

After he thought of this possibility, he himself was first slightly relieved, and then seriously looked at Yu He, as before to this child, almost a standard psychological diagnosis and treatment of the frame: "This, Yu He, in fact, I think that you ...... should be misunderstood your own feelings. Understand?"

Yu He : "......"

"You see." Qingcheng Xie said patiently, "I'm more than one round older than you, your father is forty-one this year, and there's not even much of a gap between my age and your father's, so how can you like me?"

Yu He : "You are thirteen years older than me yes, but you are also eight years younger than my father, how to get to where he is, you become not too big gap."

"Eight is not the same as thirteen."

"How is that different."

"...... one is not even ten yet."

"But eight is only five years less than thirteen, too."

Qingcheng Xie headache, how this conversation suddenly childish up.

He also stopped doing first grade arithmetic with Yu He and said, " Yu He , you can't like me, you know? You have to be responsible for yourself and don't misunderstand yourself. Imagine carefully, would you like a woman who is thirteen years older than yourself? You wouldn't, and then you would be even less likely to like a man. This age gap is completely counter-intuitive, even if I don't discuss generation with your father, I am still your uncle-uncle generation, do you think this is normal?"

Yu He shook his head.

But Qingcheng Xie was not even relieved when he nodded again, "But if it's you, it's normal."

"......"

"If it's you, it's a woman I also like, not to mention uncle and uncle, it's dad I also like."

"......" is really off the mark with this crazy talk.

Qingcheng Xie think he is completely unreasonable, young people are like this, small mouth a honey, what bee words dare to say outside.

After listening to Yu He's idea of love, he only felt that Yu He was even more unreliable than Ruoqiu Li.

He is now more certain that the boy is a whim, do not distinguish emotions, crazy disease on the head, reason disappeared, the mouth, nonsense.

He just had to be patient and use the tone of explaining 1+1=2, and this young man who couldn't figure out his feelings said, "First of all, listen up, that example just now is called incest/incest, although I'm not your own uncle, let alone your own father, but your assumption is just wrong, you shouldn't have this thought."

Yu He looked at him from under his disheveled forehead, and his eyes looked as if he was listening to Qingcheng Xie very carefully, but also as if he was mocking Qingcheng Xie very seriously, as if he was saying bitterly, "You see I guessed right, you really don't believe it."

Qingcheng Xie didn't pay attention to the little brat's nasty look, since Yu He confessed to him so seriously, he would also reply to him seriously.

So Professor Xie continued to explain his 1+1=2: "Second, do you know what love is?"

The young man's eyelashes are still stained with tears from his confession just now, is so unthinkingly tilted his head and said:

"It's me who likes you."

"......" Qingcheng Xie actually did not dare to look at his eyes for a moment, the child said this, the light in his eyes is too hot, more or less burned him.

The man lowered his eyelids and was quiet for a moment before sighing, "You kids ......"

"Look, love is responsibility, it's binding, it's family. Yu He , none of these can be what happens between us."

Yu He one breath to Qingcheng Xie announced such strong feelings, actually also not uncomfortable, just now to the onset of the kind of boredom actually disappeared.

This enabled him to listen quietly to Qingcheng Xie's words and to say:

"Hmm. I agree with the first half of the sentence."

Qingcheng Xie was stunned for a moment at the words, "Do you agree?"

"I agree, I also think love is responsibility, discipline, family." Yu He said, "But Qingcheng Xie, you're missing one thing."

"What?"

Yu He wanted to answer directly, but suddenly he changed his mind and said, "What did I say to you before I echoed your words?"

Qingcheng Xie frowned for a moment, remembered, and mechanically repeated Yu He's words, "I like you?"

Yu He broke into tears and smiled, although the smile was bitter, but he smiled, some bittersweet meaning, and then he put his forehead against Qingcheng Xie's forehead.

"Hmm. Me too."

"......"

"I like you, too."

Qingcheng Xie now understands that he is earning himself.

Yu He is not Ruoqiu Li, he will not obediently listen to his teachings and instructions, he will not only refute him, but even set him up.

Qingcheng Xie was made by him to be a little angry again.

He pulled away from Yu He: "I'm seriously talking to you. What are you playing at?"

"But I'm also serious." Yu He wiped the tears that had fallen during the confession, and now calmed his previously agitated heart and said with a straight face, "I'm not playing with you."

"......"

"I recognize what you say about responsibility, restraint, marriage, all of that. But what about 'I like you'? What about 'I love you'? Where do you put that?"

Qingcheng Xie : "You-!"

Yu He also said: "You always dislike my young age, saying that I am only nineteen years old, but I am already twenty years old, you forget? And why do you look down on me because I'm young, you think I don't know anything. Thinking everything is wrong, as if I can't even figure out if my feelings are like. I'm not stupid."

" Qingcheng Xie , I know well enough to understand."

"One of the most important things in love is that I like you, without that, it's nothing. You have to have love before you can talk about responsibility, otherwise what are you doing, are you giving love?" Yu He simply hit the nail on the head, "You and Ruoqiu Li together is like this, you do not love her at all, you are the wrong, you feel guilty because you put together with a person you do not love, in the end you hurt yourself and hurt her, you have turned your own previous marriage into a volunteer activity, why do you still say I do not understand love? "

These words certainly stung Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie finally showed an extremely ugly face, he gritted his teeth and said, "You little brat, and what do you know-"

But Yu He looked at him.

One pair of almond eyes just stared straight at him.

He said, "I'm a grown-up too, Qingcheng Xie."

"......"

"Did you notice that?"

"......"

"You always used to sarcastic me, saying that in ancient times I had not even reached the age of weakness, in ancient times I was a child. Well, now even in ancient times, I can already get married to you and have children with you. It's already after the New Year, I'm twenty years old."

"...... false calculations, real calculations are not yet available."

Yu He glared at him with red eyes, "I think even if I were thirty, you would still think I was a child."

Qingcheng Xie said, "...... I'm not going to talk to you about the age thing. But you have to be clear, you really can't be fond of me."

Yu He said, "You're not me, how do you know I'm not really into you?"

The son is not a fish, how do you know the joy of fish, the argument, and even the argument of the wit.

Qingcheng Xie only felt that Yu He was 100,000 times more difficult than Ruoqiu Li back then, he originally did not want to mention the topic of sex, but now he can only bring out as an explanation: " Yu He, you are a kind of chick mentality. I know very well that I was the first person you had sex with."

Yu He : "......"

"Even though you've told me before that you've had sex with a lot of people, I know you're telling lies. Because you really don't act like someone who has had any sexual experience."

Yu He's face can't hang, to the side of don't.

Qingcheng Xie finally found some sense of mastery, dad's back are straightened a lot, said to the young man: "You in this case, to I will have some wrong ideas, from the human nature, I can understand."

"Physical desire is not love, that's just a physical reaction. Although not very appropriate, I can give you an example - some people will watch some films, and they have some interest in the characters in the film, and they will even be keen to watch a particular actor's performance - is this love? No, it's a very simple sexual desire. That's all you feel for me."

"...... I didn't take you for a bodega."

Qingcheng Xie : "You see, your instinctive reaction is all about an actress. Your own sexual orientation is normal, you like women, you still remember what you said to me when you were in Hangzhou, you failed to pursue a girl in your school."

This time it was Yu He's turn to have a headache: "I didn't know my feelings at that time -"

He knew he was wrong before the words were out of his mouth.

Sure enough, Qingcheng Xie immediately said to him calmly, "Then how can you be sure that you have figured out your feelings now?"

"......"

"You're only nineteen years old."

"Twenty ......"

Qingcheng Xie ignored him, stood up, put one hand in his pocket, lifted one hand and poked Yu He on the head.

"You, ah, are still very young, do not waste your time on the wrong person, do not misunderstand your feelings again. You need to understand that you have only a physical habitual desire for me, and a ...... perhaps similar desire to make up for the defects of fatherly love. And two men together, I think ...... is wrong in itself."

Yu He : "Then the mistakes you and I have made together are enough to condemn us both to death 18 times."

Qingcheng Xie : "Then don't be sentenced for the nineteenth time."

Yu He did not say anything, and looked at him as if he was hurt.

Although Qingcheng Xie didn't laugh at him, didn't sarcastic him, and even spoke to him properly in such a serious way to teach him to turn back, even such a reaction is frustrating.

"I can be sentenced to death with you for an unlimited number of times." Yu He said stubbornly, " Qingcheng Xie . If there is reincarnation, I would love to die with you 10,000 times 100 million times."

"If only at one of these times, you could believe that I really love you."

Qingcheng Xie : "......"

It's outrageous, it's not the extent of honey on the lips to say bee words anymore, how can a child be outrageous to this extent.

Uncle wants to--

It's really killing me.

How the fuck is this disease supposed to be treated?