Chapter 128: I'm going after you

Qingcheng Xie has seen a lot of patients, but I have never seen such a difficult symptom - the patient complained that he insisted that he liked his former psychiatrist, and that he liked him even if he died 10,000 times.

Really outrageous to home ......

Dr. Xie's side was speechless.

Yu He, on the other hand, had said everything he needed to say. He expressed all his deep feelings and heartfelt sentiments, then wiped his tears again, calmed down, and asked the man in front of him: " Qingcheng Xie, so, now that you know the truth, you won't feel guilty and blame yourself anymore, right?"

"......" No, he seemed to feel more guilty and self-conscious.

Yu He: "You do not have to worry, I tell you this, just hope you can understand the fault is not you, is that I like you, heart and soul like you. "

"......"

"I like you a lot, not by mistake or misunderstanding, and could give all I can for that. But-"

Yu He said here, the look is dark again: "I also know, I will let you feel troubled, I may even hurt you, so as long as you can relax and stop blaming yourself, I will not bother you in the future, I ......"

"Say what things?!" Qingcheng Xie reacted, rabbit he is trying to close himself up again, he immediately raised his sword eyebrows, angrily said, "Are you planning to let me see you toss yourself back and forth like this? After all you've said to me, do you think I'm going to let you run amok?"

Yu He was stunned and looked up suddenly, "So ...... then you mean ......"

"Trouble you in the future do not put words in your heart, you have any idea you tell me, I even if homophobic I can not laugh at you." Qingcheng Xie said, "And I think you must have just gotten your feelings wrong, with me around, you can slowly change over."

Yu He : "......"

Qingcheng Xie : "You should still do what you want in the future, everything to their own emotions. This is the safest, but not easy to hurt others, look at you now, all said out, the state is not much better?"

When Yu He heard that, he thought about it carefully and realized that it was really like that. When he said the strong feelings pressed in his heart, his mood actually calmed down a lot, but will not develop hurt each other.

He froze, looked at his hand, which was no longer trembling, and murmured, "It really seems to be ......"

Qingcheng Xie : "Live according to your heart, your little mind temper, I can handle it, you do not worry. You tell me frankly, I can still enlighten you."

Yu He : "......"

Qingcheng Xie : "What, any more ideas?"

When Yu He was told this, it was as if a light had suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and he suddenly became enlightened, but not, of course, in the way Qingcheng Xie wanted him to.

Qingcheng Xie only told him to stop hiding his heart.

Yu He realized that the way to become Qingcheng Xie's protector instead of a danger is to be by his side. The only way to be with him is to be there for him.

What he wants is actually not much, as long as Qingcheng Xie can know his love and let him be good to him, then he can behave and become very human.

So he said, "Qingcheng Xie, I've figured it out!"

"What have you figured out you say."

Yu He then said to him, " Qingcheng Xie , as long as you don't mind my noise, then I will definitely try to make you really understand my heart and prove that I really like you."

Qingcheng Xie : "............"

Just understand this?

Yu He also said, "So Qingcheng Xie , if ...... if you don't mind, can you let me chase you?"

Qingcheng Xie again: "............"

The doctor to the little crazy brain circuit whole speechless, the more the kid said the more transparent, yes, this is the best way, as long as Qingcheng Xie in his side, he will be able to maintain inner peace, never again onset, can protect Qingcheng Xie ......

"Brother." He took Professor Xie's speechlessness as his default, and his heart grew hotter and hotter, and he said attentively, "Just let me chase you, and if you feel disturbed, you can always shout to stop. Okay?"

"......"

"Look, I've been shameless, I've been sick like this, I've given up, and you're the one who forced my heart out, so since you're a very responsible person, you have to be responsible for me, too."

"......"

"Give me a chance to chase you, will you?"

"......"

Qingcheng Xie said to himself, "What is this and what is this?

Yu He completely misunderstood his silence, and when he saw Qingcheng Xie did not say anything, he took it as his acquiescence, so there was a bright light in his eyes again, and his face turned a little red.

The rabbit in bed so wild things have done, he now declared himself to chase Qingcheng Xie, actually and middle school students like, pure emotion to both excited and some shyness of the situation.

He shook Qingcheng Xie's hand.

"......" Qingcheng Xie did not dare to break away for a while.

Yu He took his hand and whispered, " Qingcheng Xie, you bear with me. I have a generation gap with you, when I come to your side, I may risk bumping into you and may say something you can't understand. If you can't stand it anymore, it's okay for you to scold me like you did before. Just please don't tell me to get lost."

Qingcheng Xie finally couldn't help himself and asked him, "Why?"

Is it possible that every time he says he should roll, it really hurts the kid inside? But he hadn't seen him ever really roll.

Yu He replied seriously, "I'm not pretending now because you took off my mask yourself. I can't pretend to be calm anymore."

Yu He added: "You took off my mask, you have to be responsible for me, since I'm not pretending, then if you want me to roll, I may do bad things again when I'm impulsive."

For some reason, when he said this, Qingcheng Xie suddenly thought of a TV series "Daiming Palace Words" that he had watched many years ago, and the scene in which Xiao Taiping took off Xue Shao's mask at the lantern festival.

The real face is revealed, and the eyes are brilliantly bright.

......

"I'll roll into your bed."

......

"Really."

Really what? What a load of nonsense.

Qingcheng Xie said, "Let go of your hand."

Yu He really let go, just before he did, he grabbed his fingers, his eyes gazed at him, and then on his white knuckles, he gently dropped a kiss.

"Brother, thank you for allowing me to chase you."

Qingcheng Xie thought in hindsight: ...... No, wait a minute.

When did he allow it?

.

Strange Rain Lane.

It was the night after Yu He confessed his love to him.

Qingcheng Xie was lying on the bed and wanted to light a cigarette, but after a few moments, he put it back.

It's been a fucking day, and the conversation between Yu He and himself is still echoing in his head.

He is really unable to understand the nonsense of young people, Ruoqiu Li is only a little younger than him, he already felt that some parts of the communication with her is not so smooth, now encounter Yu He's way of showing love, he only feel that the generation gap is even more exaggerated, are bigger than the Marianas Trench.

Qingcheng Xie turned over in bed, rubbed his knuckles, sighed heavily, and had a terrible headache-

No, what does Yu He like about him?

Is it because he is old or because he is in poor health?

Although he knows that he is handsome and has many likes, it is outrageous to have Yu He as his target. The two of them have never had a friendly relationship before, and there were even many unpleasant things that happened between them. Yu He has a lot of taste to fall for a doctor's uncle who brought him up since he was a child.

Thinking about it, Qingcheng Xie got even more squirmy.

Because Yu He said that even if he is his own uncle and father, like is like.

Just fucking ridiculous.

He now does not know how to properly deal with this matter - Yu He must not really be in love with himself, this child, ah, must be confused with sex and love, confused with dependence and like.

If Yu He really has a brain and likes him, he will not be able to respond to this feeling.

Emotionally and rationally, he could not give Yu He what he wanted.

He can only hope that Yu He will gradually recognize his own heart, thinking about this, Qingcheng Xie are some wonder who is the girl Yu He liked when he first fell out of love. How to say put down and put down, and then never obsess about it.

If Yu He still likes that girl, wouldn't things be a lot easier ......

It was hard to get a good night's sleep.

Early the next morning, Qingcheng Xie woke up and saw two more unread messages on her phone -

Ah, the experienced skilled and handsome man: " Qingcheng Xie , would you like to have dinner together tonight?"

This one was posted last night after 11:00. Yu He really started chasing after it.

But probably the young man himself felt that he was in too much of a hurry, and the second one was sent at a time that showed more than 2:00 am. Like looking for a filler for himself.

Ah, the experienced, skilled and handsome man: "I'd like to talk to you about the case."

Case?

"......" Qingcheng Xie thought about it and replied, "OK."

After sending the message, he clicked into Yu He's homepage and frowned as he tried to change the note for "Ah, experienced, skilled and handsome man". This note was set by Yu He himself before, Qingcheng Xie has been too lazy to change it, but now suddenly some mind, thinking for a moment, Qingcheng Xie to Yu He re-note to:

"Kid."

Just after the change, the phone vibrated, the "kid" sent a message: "The kid":

"Then at five o'clock in the evening, I'll pick you up."

"So early?"

"Wanted to see you sooner."

Qingcheng Xie : "......"

It's a little awkward not knowing what to say back.

However, if I don't reply, it seems to confirm what Yu He said, "Once I tell you the truth, you will avoid me and you will hate me even more". Qingcheng Xie doesn't really want Yu He to think this way.

So Professor Xie bounced around the emoji library and finally chose the very polite smiling emoji pack.

It can give a bit of comfort without losing the sense of distance. One of the must-have social expressions for middle-aged men.

Qingcheng Xie finished his hair, very satisfied, got up, washed up and went to Meiyu private hospital.

"Brother!"

Xue Xie is in good shape today, when he arrived, she was leaning on a very fluffy pillow to read a book, see him coming, she immediately put the book down, revealing a bright smile.

"How are you feeling today?"

"That's better. When can I get out of the hospital."

"Wait a little longer."

Xue Xie was slightly disappointed: "I've been waiting for a long time, brother, I'm really okay, I don't even have a nosebleed these days, I have to go back to class."

Qingcheng Xie tapped her on the shoulder, "Wait a little longer."

She couldn't do anything else but deflate her mouth and lay down on the hospital bed: "How boring ......"

Qingcheng Xie pulled over a chair, sat down next to her, peeled an apple for her, then cut it into small, easy-to-eat pieces and put it on the disposable tray on the bedside table, handing it to her: "You usually say you don't want to go to work, but when you're really allowed to rest, you can't stay idle at all.

"Brother cut another orange for me."

Qingcheng Xie glared at her, but still helped her pick one from the fruit basket, remove the skin and flesh, cut it and put it in the fruit plate, since it has been so, he added some grapes, plus Yingzi, walnuts, and finally turned around to get a can of yogurt, and simply made a fruit fish for her.

Xue Xie is finally satisfied: "With such a brother, it's normal for me to be a waste of life, and he said before that I-"

Suddenly realizing that he had lost his tongue, his words came to an abrupt halt.

Fortunately, Qingcheng Xie seemed to be preoccupied and did not pay attention to what she had just said, so she was quietly relieved.

Qingcheng Xie tube himself cleaned up the table, scrubbed the fruit knife, and then said, "You have to learn yourself in the future, you can't expect me to do these things for you for the rest of your life."

Xue Xie : "No, I have to rely on my brother when I am seventy years old, so that he can make me fresh fruit fish, but then do not put walnuts, can not bite."

"......" Qingcheng Xie looked slightly moved, quiet for a moment, averted his gaze, "Out of breath, then what can you do for me."

"I'll tell you a joke. I'll bring you your little grandson."

Qingcheng Xie : "......"

"I can also accompany my sister-in-law to square dance. Brother, you are so handsome, you will definitely have a particularly good and suitable sister-in-law for you in the future."

Qingcheng Xie inexplicably remembered Yu He, felt a pang of discomfort, coughed and got up: "Eat your food, ring the bell after eating and let the nurses clean up, I still have some business, I'll leave first."

Before leaving the door, he suddenly remembered something and turned back to Xue Xie and said, "By the way, the ring on your hand."

Xue Xie was so shocked that she almost choked on a piece of apple.

Qingcheng Xie : "Don't wear it, wear a ring on your ring finger, people still think you're married."

Xue Xie sheepishly hid her hand under the blanket.

"Good, good looking."

"Behave yourself." Qingcheng Xie finished lecturing her and walked away.

Xue Xie exhaled and reopened his hand in the sunlight - it's a good thing Qingcheng Xie knows nothing about fashion, or he would have discovered it was a Tiffany couple's ring.

Dongheng Wei gave it to her when he was leaving, along with a promise that when he returned, he would personally replace it with a real engagement ring for her.

Dongheng Wei has not been in contact with her for a long time, as cell phones are almost impossible to use in the army.

Xue Xie sighed and rubbed the ring face, her heart was a bit worried - Dongheng Wei should be back during the summer, they had discussed to tell Qingcheng Xie everything at that time, but she was actually a bit worried that Qingcheng Xie would accept it. It's not going to work.

Dongheng Wei is too unreliable in the eyes of others, only she knows that he is just bad in the mouth, his heart is not bad at all, and even a little dumb, very cute.

It's just that her brother is so stereotypical, if he knew she was actually in love with Dongheng Wei, it would be ......

She didn't dare to think about it, scowled, and managed to continue reading her idle book.

Qingcheng Xie finished his business at the hospital, returned home to clean up, and at 4:30, there was a knock on the door.

Yu He was standing outside - Yu He seemed to be in a much better state after he had told his heart, he was no longer in such a depressed state, and his pretty almond eyes had some bright light in them.

The tall, handsome teenager wore a spring beige thin shirt and casual suit pants, svelte with some defeatist taste.

Fifteen degrees of temperature, twenty-five degrees of dressing.

Qingcheng Xie looked at him from a high position for a while: "...... Aren't you cold?"

To date men and women are not afraid of the cold, not to mention 15 degrees, minus 15 degrees can not stop women want to show their breasts and men want to show the muscle.

Yu He smiled: "It's not cold."

Qingcheng Xie went along with him: "Why are you here so early, I thought it was five o'clock."

"Wanted to see you sooner."

"......"

When he said it to his face, Yu He himself was a bit overwhelmed and wrinkled his nose: "Ahhh, it's still quite disgusting."

"......"

"But it's the truth."

Qingcheng Xie is now too lazy to argue with him about what he likes or doesn't like. This matter can only wait for the young man himself to realize, or one day find an opportunity to enlighten him again, otherwise all the arguments are a waste of time.

He shut Yu He out.

"Wait, I'll change my clothes."

Qingcheng Xie dresses very casually, always with so many pieces, are not wrong men's shirts, suits, or coats. He certainly did not go to change clothes, he just found an excuse to go inside and take a pill.

His health is not good, recently lack of conditioning, more and more worse, always coughing, head is also dizzy.

He should have gone to Meiyu for a proper treatment, but he couldn't find the time these days, so he had to put it off and rely on the medicine to relieve his symptoms. But the medicine can not be seen to Yu He, see and be more questioning, so he simply tell a lie.

When the door opened again, Yu He saw Qingcheng Xie, who was still wearing a casual shirt with a black tweed coat over it.

"...... You're just wearing a jacket, why are you closing the door."

Qingcheng Xie lit a cigarette, faintly: "What do you have to instruct."

The cigarette was lit, and Yu He took it away before he could take a puff.

Qingcheng Xie : "Give it to me."

"To smoke or for me to kiss you, your choice."

"I choose your mother's." Qingcheng Xie pushed Yu He's head away and snatched the cigarette back from the teenager's fingers, "Where's your car."

"Smoking is not allowed in my car."

"Then I'll take a taxi, and you send me the address."

Yu He : "...... brother, don't smoke OK."

Qingcheng Xie : "......"

"Count me in as begging you."

Qingcheng Xie was speechless for a while.

He is a person who eats soft but not hard, Yu He said with a pathetic tone, he actually for the first time in front of this little beast sprouted the idea of "I give him second-hand smoke seems really inappropriate, after all, he is only 19 years old".

The man was annoyed for a moment, but eventually let out a low curse, pressed the cigarette and threw it into the trash.

"You're the only one who has a lot to do."

Yu He pulled him into the car.

The two arrived at the scheduled hotel, Qingcheng Xie now found Yu He this slut is really slutty, he thought it was what to eat, the brat actually pulled him to the Bund kind of two people can eat a working class more than a month's salary terrace restaurant, the place is not a business occasion will go, men to women are couples, there is no shortage of second / milk and gold owners.

Qingcheng Xie thought that Yu He was neither his wife nor his second wife, and that it was not appropriate for two men to come to such a place to talk about facts, so he stopped before entering the door.

Yu He : "What's wrong? Don't you like it?"

"Do you think I'll like it?"

"...... The only place I can think of to talk about things is here."

Qingcheng Xie : "Return it."

He said, taking out his phone and calling the taxi app to prepare a reservation, "I'll find a place. I'll buy you."

He had intended to find a random restaurant, but half of the address input, he glanced at the young man across the unreliable look, a thought, deleted the previous lost western restaurant, replaced a different address, lost in.