Chapter 148: Li Xiang misses you

Asaba Li Xiang has experienced for the first time what it is like to not see someone for a day.

It's only been a day since we separated from Shen Yu, and I already miss him so much.

After hanging up the voice call at 6pm, Li Xiang lay in bed with his jumper.

She wanted to keep talking, after all, there was no rule about how long each conversation had to last, so even if Shen Yu wanted to talk to her for a whole day, Li Xiang could still reluctantly agree.

It's still early for bed, so she puts Shen Yu's jumper on and feels like he's hugging her ......

"Li Xiang, are you comfortable in my arms?"

"Comfortable!!!"

"Am I so warm?"

"Super Warm!!!"

"I like you, Li Xiang"

"I like you too! Shen Yu!!!"

Li Xiang imagines herself in bed, hugging herself, blushing and giggling dizzily, tossing and turning.

It was only when Miori came in with cut fruit for her to eat and stood frozen in the doorway, not daring to make a sound, and seeing her rolling and playing happily, that she knocked gently on the door, " Li Xiang ......?"

Li Xiang immediately stopped moving and didn't look up, but swooped under the covers and didn't come out at all.

"I've put the iPhone on your table, so you have to remember to eat it."

"Well ......"

She spoke from under the covers, her voice muffled.

Miori put down the fruit plate and looked at her daughter on the bed. When she saw her feet still exposed, she reached out and tickled her feet.

"What's the matter, so happy about what's on your mind?"

"No. ......"

Li Xiang pushed her mother out of the room: "I'm going to paint!"

It was not until Miori closed the door and went out that Li Xiang sighed on the table.

She is still wearing Shen Yu's jumper and when she lies on her back, her face is buried in her arms and she is pouting again.

After some thought, she brought a new sketchbook from the shelf, sharpened her pen carefully and began to write and draw.

It's similar to the draft Shen Yu found in her room, but this time it's a little more detailed, a kind of letter-writing and comic diary of how much she misses and likes him.

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12.27, [Photo] [Photo] [Photo] ......

It's only been a day since we've been apart, and I miss you so much. I didn't go out today because I had a cold, so I stayed home with my mum to cook, but I was thinking about cooking for you when I got back.

I forgot what I used to do when I was home on holiday. I was looking at my phone today, expecting you to send me a message, but you're so bad, you don't even send me messages.

Apart from looking at our photos today, I've been looking at Google Maps over and over again to see how to get from Yokohama to Sunan, as if I could see you sooner if I looked at it a few more times.

If only you could have come to me, you wouldn't have gotten lost on such a long journey.

Thinking of you Li Xiang.

12.28, [Photo] [Photo] [Photo] ......

I dreamt about you last night, about the details of our meeting, you were rubbing my hands together, obviously we don't meet for another eight days, but it just felt so real, and my hands were warm when I woke up.

Today, I went shopping with my mum all day and I felt tired, but when I was shopping with you, I wasn't tired at all because we agreed to contact each other at the right time.

I've bought you a new outfit! I don't know if you like it, but I love it because it has warm pockets for my hands, so Shen Yu let me be selfish.

Mum bought me five balloon puddings, they're super yummy, I've only eaten one, I've got four more to eat when I can't stop thinking about you, one a day!

Miss you more than 27 Li Xiang.

12.29, [Photo] [Photo] [Photo] ......

Oooooooooh, I finished the balloon pudding!!!

Mum asked me why I ate so little today, I said I ate all the balloon pudding, she said you are going to be fat if you eat so much, be careful Shen Yu will hate you for being fat and won't want you anymore.

What should I do ...... I didn't want to finish it all at once, but I missed you, so I ate it all without realizing it ......

If I become a little fat, Shen Yu won't like me anymore? So I went and asked you, and you actually said 'How can you have the illusion that I like you a lot now?'

Shen Yu, you're so annoying!

Anyway, even if you don't like me, I'll always be stuck with you!

It's cold again today and I want you to hold me, although I'm shy just thinking about it, but Li Xiang likes you and wants to strip you naked and then I'll wrap myself around you so we can cuddle together and it'll be warm.

You can't call me a pervert, because today it's Li Xiang who is thinking of you and is nervous after eating balloon pudding.

12.30, [Photo] [Photo] [Photo] ......

I dreamt about you again last night, that we were having dinner together because I had learned a new stew and wanted to make it for you right away.

When I think of it like that, I miss our electric car again. When I sit behind you, it's not cold at all. When we go back, let's go grocery shopping together.

Today I went shopping with Sae and we bought lots of New Year's cards because tomorrow is New Year's Eve and I wrote you New Year's cards too.

When I talked to Sae, all I talked about was you. I told her you were tall and handsome, but Sae didn't believe me and asked me to show her a picture.

You know, the biggest thing I felt when I came back was that I missed Sunan more and more, probably because you were in that city. The world is so big, but when I miss you, it's only as big as Sunan.

Mum asked me today why I had started packing so early and I realised that I had been thinking about going back to Sunan ever since I got home.

I've packed all the things I've bought for you and the things I need for the house. I'm afraid I'll miss something, so I've started preparing early and put it in my suitcase as soon as I think of something to bring.

Even so, I felt a little uneasy, I always felt like I was missing something, maybe it was the feeling of wanting to see you so badly.

Well, I'm a little bit upset today because I really want to go back to Sunan but I don't want my parents to think that I only want to go back to Sunan and I actually like being at home.

Hm! Hmph! Hmph!

I just got mad at you! Because I only talked to you for 10 minutes and you said you were going to bed because you were going away tomorrow and I asked you where you were going and you wouldn't tell me!

I'm not mad at you for ignoring me, I'm mad at you for not telling me where you're going, if it's far away I'll miss you!

When you're not in Sunan, I don't know where to go to think of you, I get the feeling that I'm even lost in missing ......

Take care of yourself, I have prayed with Lord Mars that you have a good journey.

Li Xiang is unproductive, silly and cowardly.

Still miss you.