Chapter 94: He tasted the pain of parting

Ciyan Qin is just gone.

But something even more cruel is yet to come, and it is far from over.

After Qin's death, the police came to investigate the case further, and when they found out who Beihai Yi's mother had first contacted, they suddenly found Qingcheng Xie.

"When Beihai Yi's mother first came to Huyi Hospital, she was standing downstairs, not knowing how to register, did you go up to her and ask her about her condition?"

Qingcheng Xie's eyes were as still as dead water, and he said, "Yes. It's me."

This is also the reason why Qingcheng Xie advised Ciyan Qin not to treat that patient illegally at that time.

When Beihai Yi's mother came to Huzhou alone, bewildered and helpless, carrying a bag of shabby souvenirs, she stood in the hospital lobby for a whole day, stinking of sweat.

A doctor noticed her at the end of her shift, asked her about her condition, and handed her case to a colleague.

The doctor, none other than Qingcheng Xie himself.

Qingcheng Xie was feeling sorry for her and was just helping out. He didn't know the patient's very detailed condition when he handed over the case, let alone the fact that the woman in front of him had an idle, unreasonable son at home.

When he found out about it, he advised Ciyan Qin several times not to do anything in this case.

"Her situation is different from others, we can apply for remission, we can do our best, but you can't think that you are a highly respected academician again and no one can do anything to you, so you just take it all on, Qin Lao , you listen to me ......"

"She's already this serious." Ciyan Qin pushed the thick lens and looked at the film in front of her, and said to Qingcheng Xie without looking back, "This is a matter of life and death, and human life is important."

In fact, not only Qingcheng Xie, but also other doctors have advised him.

But their perspective is different from Qingcheng Xie's. Qingcheng Xie is worried about medical malpractice and medical malpractice.

Other doctors think that Ciyan Qin is too old and has worked hard all his life, which has caused a lot of problems, such as three highs and blood clots, so he should not make too much effort in this case.

"I've seen the film, too, Qin Lao. One of the chiefs in the neurosurgery department sighed and said to Ciyan Qin, "The operation is too difficult, if you are not careful, you can't even save the patient. If you fail, your reputation will be damaged in some way. The loss is not worth the gain."

Ciyan Qin's tone is gentle, but her attitude is very firm.

"Then what does my reputation count for?" He smiled and said calmly. He smiled and said calmly, " Ciyan Qin, the reputation of this person, in front of a human life, that is not important. I am just a personal reputation, she is a living life, is not it?"

He is to insist on doing so.

Everyone thought he was overly optimistic and completely idealistic.

But it wasn't until the police came to investigate the case that they learned -

Ciyan Qin is not stupid, his heart is uneasy, also has a guard.

Before he operated on Beihai Yi's mother, he said many times to the people at the nurses' station, the infirmary, and the infirmary:

"If the patient's family follows up with something, no matter what, have him come directly to me in my office upstairs, not to the other doctors on the team, and especially not to the one who hooked up the patient, Dr. Xie."

At the end of the old man also smiling to a: "Dr. Xie is not our department, the character and cold, if you find him directly, one is useless, the second is easy to quarrel, remember ah, find me on the line."

Qingcheng Xie stood woodenly in his office, listening to the police narrative.

All his strength felt like it had been drained from his body.

For a long, long time, he could not hear any extra words, no sound, he felt that the force that had supported him for more than a decade, fell apart at this moment.

It was as if he was like a dead man.

He was already a dead man.

In fact, Beihai Yi may have originally sought him ...... because the first person to contact his mother was not Qin Lao, but Qin Lao ......

Qingcheng Xie thought with a chill in her body--

He's just a psychopath, a long overdue mental Bola Ai patient.

How could the life of a mental patient like him be more important than a flawless and selfless doctor like Ciyan Qin?

Why protect him in this way ...... Why take care of him in this way.

He's just a patient! A patient!

He would rather die a million deaths than go back to that day.

If only he had known this before Beihai Yi walked into Ciyan Qin's office.

He'll take anything for it.

Qingcheng Xie was a very aggressive smoker for a while, and was extremely addicted to smoking.

Ruoqiu Li could not be persuaded, and she looked at his disheveled appearance in disbelief, not understanding why the death of a doctor would give him such a big blow.

No one understands that no one understands ......!

The only person in this world who fully knows the truth has become ashes in the fire of the incinerator ......

Qingcheng Xie, after a long time of repression, finally got up as if he was a puppet on a string.

He gathered the courage to go to Ciyan Qin's house.

The door was opened by Mrs. Qin, who was slightly frosted at the temples.

When Qingcheng Xie came to Ciyan Qin's house to avoid suspicion, it was always when his mother was not there.

He was therefore unsure if the old woman would believe him and understand him when he explained his intentions.

He came to pick up the report of Qin's unfinished writings.

He didn't know what he could do to repay Ciyan Qin for all the kindness he had given him in his life.

After thinking about it, it became the old man's greatest wish to finish the unfinished business of Ciyan Qin's life carefully.

Qingcheng Xie What he didn't expect was the trembling light in the woman's eyes that had swollen eyelids when he was only halfway through the sentence.

"Ah, so it's you. ......"

Qingcheng Xie was stunned: "You know me?"

"You all won't say anything, but I'm not stupid, I can feel the presence of such a person, come on in boy."

Mrs. Qin guided him into the house.

Qingcheng Xie Another cone of pain.

Whenever he used to visit, he would have a long academic conversation with Ciyan Qin in this home, who would always bring a steaming cup of Longjing from the kitchen and hand it to him.

"Little Xie, have some tea."

But now, the house is still the same house, but the old man has become a smiling black and white photo on the wall.

Qingcheng Xie stood in front of that photo, unable to say a word for a long time.

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"Have some tea."

When someone suddenly spoke to him like this, he turned around and met Mrs. Qin's kind but sad eyes.

"I always knew there was a kid like you around."

"Because after Zhou Zhou left, Qin Lao, for many years, locked himself in the house on that child's birthday and didn't go anywhere or ignore anyone."

"Then one year, he suddenly didn't do anything like that again."

"That year, the boat's birthday, I thought he would be like the old days, shut himself up and not go out. But early in the morning, I actually saw him happily alone on the balcony, picking a handful of fresh perfumed lilies. I was so surprised that I walked over, not even daring to speak or make a sound. Even thought I had misremembered the day myself ...... but I knew that couldn't be."

"He saw me awake and came back and smiled and said to me that the flowers were blooming again and it was so pretty."

Qingcheng Xie listened in silence, his eyes moist.

"I knew in that instant that something must have happened, but he had no way of telling me. Maybe it was...maybe there was someone who made him let go of the boulder that had been weighing him down inside."

Mrs. Qin said here, took a handkerchief gently wipe the tears.

She is a very elegant bookish girl.

Even if she is grief-stricken, she always has a gentle gesture.

"To tell you the truth, Xiao Xie ...... from the moment you walked in the door and said a few words, I knew that person must be you. You didn't lie to me."

"Maybe you've always been thankful that Qin Lao saved you. But what I want to tell you is ......"

True kindness is that even if you are in great pain, you can't help but want to pull people who are swimming in the dark back to shore.

Mrs. Qin choked back a sob and said with a tearful smile, "Actually, he and I really thank you for being there for us, too."

"You don't know ...... the day of Zhouzhou's accident, was trying to talk to Lao Qin. The child is so small and needs the father's attention. But Qin Lao was too busy at that time to take anything into account. He ignored him, shut himself in the study to write papers, and then the hospital had an emergency consultation looking for him, and he immediately left home ...... when he left he found that Zhouzhou was not in the house, and he did not have the energy to care, and by the time he finished rescuing the patient, the duty room already had more than ten phone calls looking for him."

The mother was heartbroken, even after all these years, she had long been dying of old age.

But it's been a long time since she's talked about it, and as she talks to Qingcheng Xie, she seems to be the woman who lost her son decades ago.

She hid her face and sobbed: "He did not know that on his way to the hospital when he left home, his own child had been in a car accident ...... He rushed over and only had time to say goodbye to the child dying, the child had been holding on for breath, it was like a miracle... ...I know, Zhou Zhou just wanted to wait for his dad to come to see him after work. He loves his father, adores his father, almost every day to sit in front of the house and wait for his father to come home, before leaving, is also to be the same stubbornly waiting for his father to come back ......"

"He saw Qin Lao and only had time to say Dad, I don't want to die, and then he left ...... as if he had taken Qin Lao's heart with him."

" Qin Lao always thought that it was his fault, if he could be patient at that time and share a little more time with the child, then the child must not run out of the house ...... but at that time ...... but he was talking to his son The last words were ......"

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Young Ciyan Qin said sternly to his child, "Don't disturb daddy, daddy is very busy and has a lot to do, be quiet."

"Dad, I ......"

"Get out."

At that time, Ciyan Qin did not know that his child would remain quiet forever.

And, there is no coming back.

When Qingcheng Xie said goodbye to Mrs. Qin, he took away a thick stack of his teacher's uncombed materials, two boxes in length.

Mrs. Qin sent him out of the showy little red brick house, bowed gently and sent him away.

That was the first and last time he talked with his mentor.

Soon after, the mother of the couple's love, grief, and harassment by those journalists, netizens net violence, they are younger than Ciyan Qin nearly ten years, they repeatedly rumors that she is a mistress on the top, I do not know who leaked her phone, kind and gentle woman in the loss of a loving partner, but also over and over again to suffer such unwarranted stabbing, she fell ill. Soon, also in a curtain of rain in the closed long death, following the footsteps of her husband, to reunite with the early child.

Leaving Qingcheng Xie in the world is like losing a parent again.

Separation of flesh and bone.