Chapter 37: I can't, I can't

It seems that since he met Jing Rong accidentally, he has been much quieter in the face of Jing Rong, probably because he is a bit embarrassed, a bit ashamed to face. As a junior, Jing Rong, who had just recently been advised by Jing Rong, had seen so much of his own wretched side, his dignity made him not know how to relieve himself.

He really pushed the boundaries of shame, and he didn't even want to cover up his body.

Jing Rong is interested, he even put on the gas mask, Xi Gu bitterly.

He doesn't care, but someone else does.

Jing Rong again came over well prepared, with a glance just now to determine the location of Xi Gu went over, all the way closed eyes.

The huge towel blanket was spread out and Xi Gu was wrapped up like a cicada chrysalis. Xi Gu had been sitting in place for too long, his whole body was like an ice cube, and he was wrapped up in the soft temperature and was still a bit unresponsive.

Jing Rong gently placed him on a stone chair with a soft cushion, which was not so icy.

During this time Xi Gu was like a docile puppet, without the slightest resistance, and even his breathing was so light that it seemed inaudible.

In fact, Jing Rong was not surprised that Xi Gu seemed to trust him inexplicably.

With the original depiction of the Alpha's touch extremely repulsive, Jing Rong remembered it vividly.

But the reality was the opposite, Jing Rong was worried that Xi Gu had over-hit, forgetting that it was the Alpha that touched him.

Jing Rong's eyes were closed, and he couldn't open them again to surprise people.

After the layers of gas mask filter, although still very tempting, but he has been able to resist.

Finally you can breathe easy, with a gas mask, hoo-ha.

Just, very secure.

Alpha's destructive power is too horrible, sex yu too strong, is Jing Rong such willpower just now almost broken.

Instead of being uneasy about Xi Gu, he was more uneasy about being an animal. The beast himself.

[Finally, I can breathe freely and don't have to worry about hurting him].

Jing Rong, with his back to Xi Gu, did not notice that Xi Gu suddenly looked up at him, as if he was surprised and a bit incredulous.

Maybe it's staring at the ground for too long, even that ET-like gas mask looks a little comically cute.

Xi Gu's peach blossom eyes, a slight bend, can not resist the heart of the stirring, also do not want to move away from the line of sight.

Wow.

Jing Rong drained the cooled water from the bathtub and put hot water back in.

The only sound in the bathroom is the sound of water being released, and the huge multi-person bathtub is dense with faint heat, which warms even the heart.

When Jing Rong closed his eyes again and picked up Xi Gu, the person in his arms seemed to be shivering slightly, I don't know if he was scared or too cold.

Jing Rong just wanted to say something to tell Xi Gu not to be afraid.

But I felt Xi Gu's silky arms wrapped around his neck lightly and tremulously, his head leaning over slightly, his soft hair brushing against his clothes.

Soft, delicate and sweet.

It is as if the frosty flowers standing proudly by the snowy mountains have receded from their outer layer of ice crystals to reveal their sweetest stamens, making the heart tremble.

Jing Rong's walking pace paused for a moment, feeling like he was holding soft snow, his heart beat a beat faster.

"Just now,...... I didn't control it, right..." Xi Gu buried her head in Jing Rong's chest and whispered.

In fact, it is not no control, hit so many inhibitors, he is almost half dead with pain, how can not rational, just another guy can not wait to come out.

"It's not your problem." Jing Rong was busy interrupting him, it was not Xi Gu's fault, and he had not blamed Xi Gu just now.

Although not experienced, estrus can be difficult for Omega to control.

Jing Rong was sorry to take off his blanket again and just carried him to the bathtub.

"Come out later to take care of your wound, and try not to touch it in the shower." After saying that, Jing Rong, as if there was some fire chasing him behind him, noticed the broken bathroom door that he had kicked, and left at a faster pace.

"Hmm."

A very soft response, but with a hint of titillation at the end.

Omega in heat are unconsciously clinging to the Alpha, more clingy than usual.

Xi Gu mechanically takes off the warm blanket and buries himself in the bathtub, the warm water wrapping around his limbs that are cold to the point of stiffness.

When the body warms up, only gradually back to God, the two just almost frankly, not almost, is already ...... Xi Gu touched the back of the lower neck has been torn off inhibit paste to reveal the glands, slowly submerged his head into the water, from time to time there are bubbles bubbling to the surface.

It was only when he could hardly breathe that he came out of the water, his increasingly red face full of heat.

Xi Gu washed up this time and changed into the new clothes Jing Rong had prepared.

In previous years, the clothes in the villa were changed regularly, all new in season. They were custom-made by Ling Xie according to his brother's shape every year, but they were just never used. These clothes are tailored to Jing Rong's former figure, but Xi Gu wears them just a little bit bigger, looking a little bit more casual and small, like a little teenager.

Xi Gu came out with her cheeks puffed up, looking much healthier than before in the rain.

He came to the living room on the first floor, where Jing Rong was at the stove, putting chopped ginger into the pot, and didn't turn around: "You sit down first."

The food in the refrigerator here is put there by the aunt who comes to clean it every week.

The open kitchen is facing the floor-to-ceiling window, near dusk, the lawn outside the window still has a hint of afternoon light, the dew drops still fall on the grass after the rain, the luminous light of the community shines on the road, there are three or two people out for a walk with their dogs passing by the artificial lake in the distance.

Jing Rong also wore a white T-shirt, simple casual pants wrapped in long, strong thighs, replaced a casual suit just now, the whole person is permeated with the atmosphere of home, busy figure through the peace.

Xi Gu sat quietly, his gaze gradually focused and glued to the answer.

It was too quiet around, only the sound of boiling water in the pot, and everything that happened before was like a dream.

When Jing Rong turned around, Xi Gu immediately withdrew his eyes.

Jing Rong brought over the ginger tea: "It's still a little hot, drink it later."

Jing Rong brought the medicine box, Xi Gu naturally reached out. Jing Rong wanted to let Xi Gu handle it himself, he knew Xi Gu was quite independent and never wanted the Alpha to touch him, those few times just now were a matter of circumstance.

Jing Rong watched for a while and saw that Xi Gu had no intention of taking it back, so he rubbed his nose and resigned himself to treating his injured hand.

Look at the white skin, full of shocking injuries, cleaned more horrible, and bruises and red.

Perhaps Xi Gu is too white, the slightest injury is alarming, in order to distract Xi Gu, Jing Rong muttered: "Old wounds are not yet healed, and new ones are added."

Xi Gu lowered his eyes and said faintly, "Do you still remember that you are a junior, don't think that I can be no big or small just because I don't bother with you."

Seeing that Xi Gu could afford to make jokes, Jing Rong also laughed: "Are you now trying to educate me as a senior? But in reality, you are only one year older than me?" As he said that, his hands were quick to bandage Xi Gu's wound to minimize Xi Gu's pain.

"The entertainment industry is not about age, it's about seniority, it's about popularity, do you know how old I was when I debuted?"

"Fourteen?" He was picked up by Shengteng Entertainment at the age of twelve, and was forced by many parties to sign a contract at the age of thirteen, and went to Similac Junior Training Camp to train with no more than five hours of sleep a day. In order to make a debut, he trained until he strained his ligaments and was hospitalized many times for exhaustion.

Xi Gu was stunned, how did he know so well.

Xi Gu was a little uncomfortable to have Jing Rong know something about his past.

He never used to love to sell his misery, always felt that was something the weak did.

Seriously, he said, "Just know that I am a former former former senior, be respectful."

Xi Gu is holding a white porcelain cup, wearing a soft white T-shirt, looking soft like a rabbit, with no offense, but still carrying the stance of a senior, as if trying to find some face.

"Okay, got it. 'Old' seniors." Jing Rong made a few perfunctory remarks, unexpectedly saw another side of Xi Gu, and his heart softened.

"It's not old, it's seniors!" Xi Gu seriously corrects, no matter how old he is, he doesn't want to hear old, not to mention he is indeed a year older than Jing Rong, which is a bit offensive.

Jing Rong smiles, smiling as Xi Gu takes a small sip of ginger tea, spitting out her tongue because it's a little hot.

Cat's tongue?

The Xi Gu is so dynamic and energetic that it is no longer dead.

The two disliked each other for a few minutes, the atmosphere was much lighter, no one mentioned what happened in the bathroom, it seemed to be forgotten, and just seemed to be.

Jing Rong sent Xi Gu, who had finished her ginger tea, upstairs and chose a special room.

Jing Rong is still uneasy about Xi Gu's mental state, whether he encounters it in fiction or in reality, and he senses that something may be wrong with Xi Gu, and if there is, he wants to be able to pull him back when it is not yet serious.

I don't want to see the seriousness of the novel to the extent of multiple attempts, Xi Gu should not become that way.

"Do me a favor?"

"Good." Xi Gu sat on the bed, squeezing the quilt in her hands, looking at Jing Rong while her heart lifted.

He heard the first half of the sentence, the second half of the sentence [either -] again murmured, to others never murmured, only Jing Rong's often appear, in the end is not broken.

Jing Rong is doubting him, yes, that kind of look, in the bathroom can make themselves into that ghostly look, who can not doubt whether they met a crazy person?

Jing Rong asked Xi Gu for his cell phone. Xi Gu didn't know what he was going to do, but he handed it over without hesitation.

Jing Rong found the SCL-90 self-assessment form that he used to test his brain for wattage and asked Xi Gu to do the same.

Jing Rong did not want to say their own hidden worries, said: "My brother's company recently in the investigation of young people's psychological state of a small questionnaire, should be for the new product launch to do promotion, you help do a little?"

Xi Gu pupils trembled, but calmly took over, a look at the very beginning of the topic, there is a question: * unnecessary thoughts in the mind ......

Thinking about him, count.

Xi Gu didn't seem to notice the difference and said, "Then wait for a while, I'll finish it for you."

A total of ninety questions, Xi Gu did very carefully, because with his head down, Jing Rong did not notice the apprehension in Xi Gu's eyes, as if he was a prisoner waiting to be tried in court.

Jing Rong has already gotten used to Xi Gu non-estrus yu look outside the cold, just sit on the side and wait patiently.

When he was done, Jing Rong took the phone.

Clicked OK and the results came out in seconds, from F1 to F9, the values were better than his. Only one interpersonal sensitivity is mild, the others are all normal.

This means that Xi Gu is in very good spirits.

It looks like he was overthinking it.

Jing Rong always felt something was wrong, but couldn't tell.

But no matter what, Xi Gu no problem he is more or less relieved, in the future can not move to suspect Xi Gu to lightly.

Before Jing Rong left, another issue came to mind that had to be addressed at the moment.

He is an Alpha and it is definitely not appropriate to stay with Xi Gu during such a period.

Lone A and O's, like words.

Beta certainly can not, Beta crazy up may be more than Alpha. Beast.

How about asking Xi Gu to call an Omega he can trust to come here and take care of it? This should work.

But before Jing Rong could open his mouth, Xi Gu said coldly as if he knew what he was thinking: "I used to have a pheromone leak that affected Omega, and when it came to heat after that, it was ......", as if he was thinking of some embarrassing memory.

Xi Gu is trembling slightly, like a helpless and frightened little animal, making people pity him.

But his eyes were as cold as ice and snow, a shiver that was for Jing Rong to see. He had been an Omega for so many years, and although he had never done it before, he knew what look could arouse the Alpha's protective desire.

Jing Rong shocked, Xi Gu's pheromones have been fierce to O are ......

Thinking about the scene of the chance encounter in Maya City, Jing Rong had palpitations, as if it was really not an accident.

This is difficult to do, the original, this is a pass, Jing Rong indeed do not know, now how good to say let Omega over, that is not the harm of Xi Gu.

What about Xi Gu's situation, we can't leave him alone in the villa.

Especially according to Xiang Zhou, hit so many inhibitors, something happened, really want to kill people, it is not a joke.

"Can you stay." Xi Gu looked like she had summoned up the courage of her life.

I've never been so mean, for the first time, in a mean way, to approach you.

Jing Rong thought he was hallucinating, did he know what he was talking about?

Jing Rong jammed, looking at Xi Gu, always with his head down, like a desperate, helpless beast.

It took a while to say, "I'm Alpha."

"It's obvious."

"I'll probably just tag you."

"......" looks up at him.

"Don't look at me like that, you're beautiful, what's so strange about that. Do you think I can sit still when someone like you stays by my side?"

"......" you can.

What else is a gas mask?

Xi Gu does not want to recall the image of Jing Rong appearing at the door of the bathroom at that time, because the memory is too deep.

Seeing Xi Gu's silence, Jing Rong's expression suddenly changed and he quickly approached Xi Gu, as if he was a different person, and sat at Xi Gu's bedside.

Xi Gu was so shocked that he immediately looked up and saw a handsome face close at hand, without the gentle smile of Jing Rong cold and charming.

The two men looked at each other and suddenly the atmosphere was tense.

"Know what I just said, I'll emphasize again, I'm A. I can pounce on you at any time, including forcibly tagging you and turning you into mine, and you, powerless to resist." Jing Rong said coldly, suddenly releasing his breath and looking at the Omega who was simply powerless to resist at this critical moment, "I could have burst in while you were in the shower, or I could have ripped your clothes off while you were sleeping, or I could have been at your most uncomfortable... ..."

Jing Rong's fingers slowly touched Xi Gu's stiff neck, near the graceful, swan-like glands at the back of the neck, and touched them with a strong suggestive taste.

That is one of Omega's most sensitive places, Xi Gu unconsciously shivered, but did not escape.

The two people's eyes, as if after countless times to meet.

Xi Gu said calmly, "Oh."

It was calm, calm as if to say, "The moon is so full today.

Jing Rong a little bit can not act, what the hell, this can not be scared away?

He knows that in the original, in order to not be marked by the group of scum attack, Xi Gu paid a price, it is not possible because he helped him a little, there is a sudden change, Xi Gu is not the kind of what others say is what the silly white sweet.

"Don't believe me, you'll have to suffer when the time comes." These words are far less intimidating than the previous ones.

Xi Gu nodded his head, indicating that he knew.

The look in his eyes seemed to say, "I know you can't.

Who can't, where can't I?

Three times being doubted about your X-ability, even the best natured will be annoyed.

Must I do a three days and three nights to prove that my physiological structure is normal?

When Jing Rong wanted to explain, but did not know how to explain, Xi Gu smiled, like a thousand stars and fires blooming.

Jing Rong suddenly remembered a line from the original, as long as he is willing, no one can escape his charm.

Jing Rong went out with a heavy heart, Xi Gu said again, "You live, don't be too far away from me, I'm afraid I can't call out."

Jing Rong doesn't want to talk now, just wants to be quiet.

This is not the protagonist of the novel suffer, this must not be.

Why are you not afraid of me, why do you trust me so much, do I have to prove once that I am an animal? Beast?

Xi Gu's smile only faded when Jing Rong left.

He looked at the whole room, the windows were closed and only the overhead ventilator was operating.

All such high-class villas will have an airtight room, including the door seams are sealed, just so that A or O can safely get through the hard times.

He didn't have to worry about Jing Rong smelling it later when the inhibitor effect was lost.

As soon as Jing Rong left, the pain in the body raged again.

Jing Rong is in, he can still divert attention. He is no longer there, those deliberately ignored the taste, and began to turn over.

In the dark room, only the light of the phone was on, shining on his face.

Xi Gu thought about the test questions just now and silently shrunk his head into the blanket.

I have been seeing a psychiatrist regularly.

I also know I'm in bad shape sometimes.

I'm not a psycho, I'm really not.

Don't you be afraid of me, OK.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a soft knock at the door.

Seemingly a bit agitated, Xi Gu played too many inhibitors and was physically exhausted, but in good spirits.

"Didn't sleep, what's up."

Then Jing Rong walked in, the gentle and unassuming aura belonging to this Alpha made Xi Gu close his eyes again, he knew Jing Rong would not deliberately come in at this time if he had nothing important to do.

Although a bit restrained, Jing Rong did say with a sense of joy, "I've been accepted into the cast of Royalty, and I just got a call from you, so I'm really going to get to work with you this time!"

Jing Rong always remembered the words Xi Gu said that day downstairs, smiling in the sunlight.

There is no denying that he is looking forward to it. He has seen Xi Gu's films and is a bit of a roadie fan, so it makes sense that he can't work together, but it would be a surprise if he could.

As a former multiple film star, the effort to audition ended up embarrassing, in fact, it is a lie to say that there is no impact at all, he has his pride. Originally did not report the hope, and again are so long past, he thought the crew has long set the candidate, are planning to go elsewhere to try.

Xi Gu closed his eyes and gave a muffled cry.

Of course he knows, because he was the one who made the decision with all the force.

The director asked him why he wanted Jing Rong, Jing Rong's fatal flaw that would likely cause a waste of the crew's resources.

I believe that he will have a miracle.

That was several days ago, just slightly familiar strangers.

He was grateful, but he would not joke about his career, and at that time he only wanted to promote potential students.

He saw Jing Rong's performance, the Alpha that stirred up his adrenal glands. He could feel Jing Rong, who was acting, was different from her usual self, with her whole body emitting deadly hormones.

This is a top-notch talent and he is looking forward to playing opposite Jing Rong.

It would be a shame to miss out on opportunity after opportunity just because Jing Rong is temporarily unable to face the camera.

Jing Rong just wanted to be the first to share the good news with Xi Gu, and he doesn't know why Xi Gu was the first to come to mind.

When I saw Xi Gu with his eyes closed, I thought he had fallen asleep.

Jing Rong touched Xi Gu's head, except for a little sweat, it was not hot.

I hope that the dozen or so inhibitors go down, do not have anything happen, or stand by next door at all times.

As he was about to leave, Xi Gu suddenly spoke up: "Do you know that there are some big scenes in this movie?"

Jing Rong looked at the people who suddenly opened their eyes, the original only said it later exploded, but because it was not Xi Gu starring, so it did not elaborate on the specific.

Xi Gu looked at the man in the backlight, and felt as if Jing Rong had been controlling all the rhythms all day today, and finally felt like he had gotten one back.

"It's not a power drama?"

"It's a drama cloaked in power and with a heart of love."

Jing Rong is really did not expect, he thought Yu Liu is a serious director, the last "Lota" not even a love, pure to death ah, "...... how much?"

"Well, okay."

Jing Rong breathed a sigh of relief, that's good.

"And just as exciting . Kiss, strong kiss, then strong kiss, woods strong X ......"

"It can't be released, right?" Two men, how do you get past the review?

Xi Gu wondered, "Why? The original novel is like that."

Jing Rong baffled, oh yes, the world is more open to the idea of sex, after all, this is a world of pheromones, a place where gender attraction is always in abundance, it is impossible to forcefully curb the nature, and in the eyes of the audience Alpha and Omega should be a pair.

As long as the scale is well grasped, a little lust but not color, you can pass the trial.

No one thinks it's unreasonable?

Well, the only one who doesn't make sense is him.

"You ...... don't object?"

"I'm a professional actor." Xi Gu didn't answer positively, but again, it looked like an answer.

"You can't?" Xi Gu asked rhetorically.

"Okay." Jing Rong didn't even know what he was answering, he just responded reflexively.

Even though Xi Gu's words took his mind away, Jing Rong didn't forget to remind him, "Don't use inhibitors anymore." He couldn't imagine how painful it would be.

Xi Gu's lips opened, and it took a moment for the sound to hum out of his throat, "Hmm."

The door of the room closed again, Xi Gu opened WeChat, ignored a bunch of messages for his absenteeism inquiry, and picked only one of the latest ones.

Yu Liu : kiss and loo replacement has been found, and when you are well, they can enter the group.

Two pictures were then sent over, a four-sided photo of the two doubles, which did look a bit like each other from the back.

Although Xi Gu has promised to have a natural physical contact when the emotions are in place in the plot. But Yu Liu knows that Xi Gu has been facing a lot of Alpha's crazy pursuit, the bones are repulsive, anyone else can be by this group of hungry Alpha to the whole collapse.

This is why it is considerate to ask for a good deal in advance, so that when Xi Gu is still not working, it will be difficult to close.

Xi Gu was actually just teasing Jing Rong, and it was very interesting to see Jing Rong's dismayed look without that gentle air.

I typed "yes" in the box, but I hesitated to click send.

I don't know how long it took, but the Alpha at the door had left, and there seemed to be some noise next door.

Xi Gu wrapped himself in the blanket again, showing only his head, and deleted the word "yes".

Change it to: no need for now, I want to slowly adapt to emotional scenes, the crew is short of funds, save it.

Xi Gu turned down Jiarui Xun for the lead role, not wanting to waste a spot on a moralistic person.

After that the main investor withdrew the money, as expected, before this main investor seems to have cast Jiarui Xun another, the relationship can be seen very good. The crew was once again poor. But the last one is so over, Yu Liu does not feel any bad, pulling investment is the responsibility of the producer, he is only responsible for making a good film.

Yu Liu quickly sent: do not be brave, then throw up again, can be delayed for several days.

Yu Liu still remembers a director saying that Xi Gu was still a newcomer at that time, so he didn't have a part to play in a scene. In a kissing scene, before he touched his lips, he threw up because he was too nauseous. It was so serious that he was sickly for several days, which was not faked, but Xi Gu's physical inability to accept it.

Xi Gu : This time, no vomiting.

Yu Liu : [I'll just watch your performance quietly.jpg]

Xi Gu smiled, his body ached, but just wanted to smile as he looked out the window at the lower moon.

Tomorrow, it's going to be a good day.

Jing Rong slept in the room next to Xi Gu, and was frightened by the little devil in angelic garb next door, and spent several nights tossing and turning in bed.

Xi Gu didn't come out these days, usually writing a list of what he needed the first night and putting it at the door of his room, while Jing Rong prepared what he needed and put it at the door, including three meals a day in addition to daily necessities, which the two passed silently by notes.

Xi Gu settled down knowing that Jing Rong was nearby.

After no more inhibitors were used, a strong pheromone was completely released.

Even in his former home, he felt cold, but this time he felt always wrapped in warmth and slept soundly.

Jing Rong had a few days of anxiety, worrying about Xi Gu's accident with the inhibitor, and remembering what Xi Gu said.

Even one night the dreams were all a mess, and the next morning looking at his own solemnity, he was convinced it was his body betraying his mind, whispering, "I can't, I mustn't."

Ling Xie noticed Jing Rong's face like an overindulgence and frowned: "Kidney deficiency, I'll ask Xiang Zhou to buy you some kidney multipliers." The brother has a look of a single dog, must be just a simple kidney deficiency.

Jing Rong expressionless: "......"

Would it scare you to death if I said I had been living with an Omega for days.

Brother you are single so far, not without reason.

Jing Rong saw Ling Xie's eyes were also black and blue, and asked, "Brother also did not sleep well?"

This time it's Ling Xie's turn: "......"

Zhanhong Xie recently do not know what crazy, every day to his bed stuffed with different styles of Omega, even if the escape to the hotel have "surprise".

Ling Xie has already blacklisted the obscenely nervous father.

The brothers gave each other a look.

"Ugh."

Sigh at the same time.