Chapter 66: miserable, counted, present vs. past

After the promise was made, Zuoshan Ji stayed up all night thinking about many things.

In the mech school, no one dares to bully Zuoshan Ji.

Of course, it is not because Zuoshan Ji is tough, because Yanchao Zhan simply does not allow him to fight with others, so much so that others are laughing behind their backs, Yanchao Zhan this is not raising human animals, is raising a young bride.

Since it was Yanchao Zhan's pre-booked Omega, of course no one dared to touch it.

Of course, there were unpleasant words and speculations, but Zuoshan Ji heard them and did not take them seriously.

After all these years, he has heard a lot of unpleasant things from Yanchao Zhan, and a few comments that don't hurt are nothing to him.

Whenever I heard the sarcasm of those young masters, Zuoshan Ji would always think with pride, "Yanchao promised me that I would not be a human animal.

Because there is more hope, Zuoshan Ji also has many more thoughts that should not be there.

Yanchao Zhan is fond of him, which Zuoshan Ji can confirm.

After all, almost no one his age is willing to tolerate his bad temper except him.

And this "only" belongs to each other, so that the dominant Yanchao Zhan very much like, and very adaptable.

This person is very extreme in love and hate, hate to tear two pieces of flesh from Zuoshan Ji's body, love and sticky to pester Zuoshan Ji, teeth and claws to force Zuoshan Ji to say how much he likes himself.

Zuoshan Ji reddened her earlobes slightly and said, "Stop it."

Yanchao Zhan hung on him and went to bite his ear, "I won't make a scene if you say so."

Zuoshan Ji thought about it, "I like you as much as I like my younger siblings."

Yanchao Zhan glared: "Ji, you're looking for a fight."

Zuoshan Ji had to say, "I like you more than I like mechs."

Yanchao Zhan laughed haha: "Not enough. Not enough not enough not enough."

Zuoshan Ji was so pestered by him that he thought again and replied, "I like you more than I like myself."

Then Yanchao Zhan hugged him and kissed him, kissing Zuoshan Ji could not make a sound.

Every word of Zuoshan Ji is not a lie.

In his heart, he himself is standing back, mecha second, his younger siblings and Yanchao Zhan are the people he values most.

He thought that if he could become a top Alpha, he could break away from the Zhan family and build two gardens larger than the Zhan family, one for his younger siblings and one for Yanchao Zhan , lest the two parties fight.

He Zuoshan Ji not so big vision, only hope and like the person on an equal footing, together in the winter shopping, tying the same scarf, share a baked sweet potato.

...... just like he saw when he was a kid holding his big sister's hand and following his two Beta parents down the street.

His promise was a mountain, so he thought Yanchao Zhan's promise to him should also be like a mountain.

Thinking of his past unrealistic dreams, Zuoshan Ji's cheeks were on fire.

But what can he do about it.

He bought is for Yanchao Zhan do human livestock, these years, the Zhan family to support his siblings, to provide for his life, can he now say he does not want to do it.

The rules of the mecha competition have been clear to Zuoshan Ji for a long time.

Winning or losing determines where the energy belongs; and the degree of winning or losing determines how much energy is transferred.

The total amount of energy that can be gained from a bad loss, a big win and a tie is very different.

There are times when a single fiasco is enough to shift away the vast majority of the energy in one's body.

Therefore, in the game, as long as one side has the advantage, they hate to press the other side to beat half dead. And those who are pressed to the disadvantage will do their best, even if they pull to a draw and then admit defeat, it is too much better than a crushing defeat.

After all, a hair's breadth is the difference between heaven and earth, so every time the game, it is inevitable that death and injury.

The so-called warrior is also cultivated in this kind of duel to the death.

Because of the loss of hope, Zuoshan Ji only carried out Yanchao Zhan's request in the mecha competition and won mediocrely.

Yanchao Zhan was quite upset: "Why don't you hit them hard? I wanted to surprise them."

Zuoshan Ji hid his resignation in a flat tone: "If I act too out of character and lose to you then, they will think I let you in on purpose and will doubt your own ability."

In fact, Yanchao Zhan himself is an excellent mech manipulator without the need for Zuoshan Ji to give way.

Yanchao Zhan, of course, did not want to be misunderstood and took Zuoshan Ji in his arms, curled his index finger in Zuoshan Ji's hair and muttered, "I also took great pains, ah. I was afraid you would run away."

Zuoshan Ji asked rhetorically, "What am I running for?"

Yanchao Zhan said, "You've become an Alpha and you're still not running?"

Zuoshan Ji : "I'm not going to run."

Yanchao Zhan nuzzled his neck, smiling cheekily: "Believe you're a ghost, Alpha heart are big, when you will certainly run away from the shadow. Be my Omega, marked you, you can not go anywhere, a lifetime is my people."

Yanchao Zhan was born without the string of "trust", and Zuoshan Ji could not convince Yanchao Zhan that he was serious about his commitment.

He couldn't dig his heart out for Yanchao Zhan to see.

He could only win mediocrely along the way until he met Yanchao Zhan.

Even Yanchao Zhan didn't expect Zuoshan Ji to let his hand go like this, the mech was already heavy, Zuoshan Ji only sold a gap, three ribs were broken in unison.

But he hung in there, not showing any sense of defeat, all the way down and refused to admit defeat, but he acted similar to the previous victory, anyone would think Zuoshan Ji lost reasonably.

Yanchao Zhan hit half a day before he realized that something was wrong and took the initiative to stop and get out of the cabin and into Zuoshan Ji's mech.

Once he touched his sunken sternum, Yanchao Zhan was so angry that he slapped him across the face: "What's wrong with you? Why didn't you call for a stop when you were hurt like this?"

Zuoshan Ji lay in Yanchao Zhan's arms, enduring the gradual collapse of energy and spirituality, thinking, "All these years of kindness, now it's paid off.

After nearly a year of recuperation, Zuoshan Ji degenerated into an Omega.

He had the smell of pheromones, a faint aroma of red wine, which was interspersed with a bit of orange fragrance.

On the contrary, Yanchao Zhan was so angry that he cursed people at home every day.

His pheromones were slightly sweet and milky, and smelled particularly uninspiring.

Still, there are many benefits to being an Alpha. Yanchao Zhan almost couldn't wait to mark Zuoshan Ji , rely on his side every day, claiming to dip his flavor over.

After becoming an Omega, Zuoshan Ji's body can be called weaker than before, can only be rubbed by him, and occasionally eat Yanchao Zhan two whips, the intense pain is simply unbearable to him.

Every time when the combination was unbearable, Zuoshan Ji would tell Yanchao Zhan, "It hurts, slow down.

Yanchao Zhan said, "Why are you so pretentious? You weren't like this before."

Although he will pay a little more attention after this, but the words make Zuoshan Ji powerless very much.

It is true that this was not the case with ...... before.

They were together for more than six months before the swarm invasion broke out again.

The city turned into a battlefield as the overwhelming steel beetles attacked, steel limbs and mechs melded together with broken and burning pieces, indistinguishable from the insects and humans.

Yanchao Zhan, of course, was going to the front line, but his whimsy came untimely again.

He said to Zuoshan Ji, "You go with me."

Zuoshan Ji cried and laughed: "I can't go."

He had planned to retreat with his younger siblings to the underground fortress, where there are abundant resources and also a centralized resting place for Omega, which can provide comprehensive services for the battle-weary Omega.

Yanchao Zhan said, "I'll send your siblings away, and you accompany me."

Finding that Yanchao Zhan was not joking, Zuoshan Ji really didn't know what to say to him: "What am I going to do with you? I can't help you now."

Yanchao Zhan rightfully said, "I want to see you."

For Yanchao Zhan, Zuoshan Ji has long been a necessity.

Can he go to war without a towel and toothbrush.

Zuoshan Ji said no, and Zhan's father did not agree, Yanchao Zhan was provoked, saying that he would not go if Zuoshan Ji did not go.

Zuoshan Ji said helplessly, "It's not like you to not go."

Yanchao Zhan has the potential to be a scoundrel: "I've done a lot of things that are not like that."

Finding the man unreasonable, Zuoshan Ji had to back off, while preparing a large amount of inhibitors in his luggage.

On the planet, Omega's heat period is calculated on a monthly basis, and Zuoshan Ji's last heat period has just passed, but it's always a good idea to be prepared.

And all the tragedies in the world, by and large, happen when paralysis sets in.

Zuoshan Ji's location was always safe, in a rear rest camp, and he was only responsible for Yanchao Zhan's dressing, food and living, and he was always out of the house to avoid bad publicity.

...... until that day.

Yanchao Zhan and Zuoshan Ji were having dinner when a daredevil staff officer broke into the tent and couldn't move his eyes once he saw Zuoshan Ji.

This staff officer is quite eye-catching, Zuoshan Ji also could not help but look at him more.

Just this glance aroused Yanchao Zhan's fire.

This time back he was slightly injured, the mood is not good, where can not stand their Omega with others eye-to-eye, directly Zuoshan Ji even pushed and scolded locked into a small warehouse to preserve food, through the window into the pen and paper, let him write a check to himself.

In the Beta, Yanchao Zhan liked to lock Zuoshan Ji in a small dark room, he even once prepared a coffin specifically for Zuoshan Ji, moving to lock him in for a day and a night.

This time, the punishment seemed to him to be too gentle for his own good.

But he forgot to give Zuoshan Ji a bottle of depressant, and forgot that he had a reconnaissance mission to lead three hours later.

Only when the fever flared up in his body did Zuoshan Ji realize that he was in early heat.

He slumped at the window and called Yanchao Zhan's name with difficulty.

No one paid any attention to him.

Zuoshan Ji slapped the railing, but could not control the pheromones overflowing from his limbs and bones, aromatic and unusual.

His voice changed, "No kidding, Yanchao!"

Instead of Yanchao Zhan in that tent, there were a few more prying eyes looking for a taste, poking around.

The former Zuoshan Ji, where these few iron bars can stop, but he exhausted all his strength, but could not escape from the thatched roof and iron fence.

The ...... battlefield is full of alpha, what Zuoshan Ji can't do, they can easily do.

By the time Yanchao Zhan returns in his mech and discovers the chaos on this side of the granary, it's too late.

He was so jealous that he instantly ran over with his mech.

The war was preceded by infighting and killing was a major crime, not to mention that the source of the trouble was also brought by Yanchao Zhan, and Zhan's father went to great lengths to keep Yanchao Zhan from being court-martialed.

When Zuoshan Ji woke up, he bumped into Yanchao Zhan's angry face.

He pointed at Zuoshan Ji and yelled, "You won't fight back! You let them - like that. Didn't you used to be a good fighter?"

Zuoshan Ji looked at his capricious and jumpy appearance and wanted to make some excuses for him like before.

But he was tired.

Yanchao Zhan scolded enough, also sat on the edge of the bed, briefly reflecting on his fault: "I should not lock you up ...... but rest assured that the people who dare to touch you, I gave all killed, and I will not mind you in the future, do not worry."

Zuoshan Ji shivered slightly.

But he remained faint, he didn't even have the strength to be angry: "Hmm. I see."

He did not want to see Yanchao Zhan, but he simply could not get off the ground, those Alpha in heat - all beasts, directly broke his legs, and Yanchao Zhan was dismissed from the military, can only stay at home every day.

Once or twice to coax, three or four times to coax, Yanchao Zhan still suffer, all day long to a dead face, he can not stand, but do not know what is wrong, can only spread the fire in Zuoshan Ji body.

He felt that Zuoshan Ji must care about his attitude, so he repeatedly stated, "I said it all! I don't mind you, really! Why don't you believe it?!"

Zuoshan Ji almost wants to laugh.

He wouldn't say a word to Yanchao Zhan.

Yanchao Zhan was forced to do nothing, and one day a good idea came to him.

He told his siblings about Zuoshan Ji.

Yanchao Zhan drove the children home with great enthusiasm, and just after entering the bedroom door, he raised his voice and said, "Ji Xiao, look, who is here?"

Zuoshan Ji put down his book and glanced at the door.

When he saw the little tearful faces, Zuoshan Ji suddenly lost control.

He pulled the covers up over his face and screamed miserably, "Get out!!! Let them out!!!"

The younger siblings were stunned by his loss of control, and one cried even harder.

Yanchao Zhan was dissatisfied: "You don't know them? This is your sister-in-law."

Zuoshan Ji did not speak, while Yanchao Zhan nudged one of them and said urgently, "Go quickly, go find your brother."

The fourth sister who was pushed out by him trembled and said, "Second brother, I, I will go out first, don't be sad."

After saying that, she ran out quickly, the remaining few also with a small rabbit-like, red-eyed, fleeing one faster than the other.

Yanchao Zhan is simply baffled: "What did you call them for? What are you running for?"

Zuoshan Ji lifted the quilt and stared angrily at Yanchao Zhan .

He does not know how to accuse people, at this time shivered with anger, but the words that came out were also a light sentence: " Yanchao Zhan, you are too much."

Yanchao Zhan looked bewildered: "What's wrong with me?"

Zuoshan Ji opened his mouth and stammered.

He had endless hatred to say, but seeing Yanchao Zhan like this, he had lost all his strength to tell him what was in his heart.

...... That's it. What else is there to say.

Zuoshan Ji stopped pursuing the matter, but Yanchao Zhan got energized and asked, " Zuoshan Ji, what do you really want? I've told you, those people are dead-"

Zuoshan Ji turned his back on him, thinking, next he must say, he does not count.

...... Wouldn't that be great.

After Yanchao Zhan left unhappily, Zuoshan Ji looked at the ceiling, laughed out loud, and then vomited out a mouthful of blood.

Zuoshan Ji just got by and began to think that when he recovered, he would leave his family and Yanchao Zhan.

Yanchao Zhan such childishness, he really can't afford it.

He doesn't want to have another one.

He spoke to his siblings about his plan, and they were in full support, and said that they wanted to go with the second brother, and that several of them had become adults and could support the second brother.

They agreed on a date to leave, and a place to meet again.

Who would have thought that on the day he was ready to leave, a unit of insects came around to the rear of the unit and dropped a large number of mechanical insects.

Although there were reserve mechs in the rear, those who could fight were basically Beta and a small number of Alpha of low caliber, so Yanchao Zhan also joined the guard and drove his own mech to rush out.

In the midst of the chaos, Zuoshan Ji tries to find his siblings, but he collides with a mechanical bug that falls from the sky.

Since it is bumped into, there is no point in running away again.

In the end, he fell with the mechanical worm by the ruins of the fortress that had been blasted with several gaps, the mechanical worm's foot limbs penetrating his lungs while he ran a piece of steel through the mechanical worm's brain marrow.

He struggled for a long time before he died.

He saw the way Yanchao Zhan stepped out of the mech and hurriedly searched for him, and the way his eyes were bloodshot when he called his own siblings in for questioning.

He heard his fourth sister shout, the second brother took advantage of the chaos and left, you will never find him again.

Yanchao Zhan threw the fourth sister to the ground and yelled at some of the Zhan family's guards beside him, "To the ends of the earth, I have to catch him back."

Hearing this, Zuoshan Ji laughed.

Before completely losing consciousness, he moved himself to the side of a burning house and flung himself into a blazing fire.

The fire would burn away his face and body, and he never wanted Yanchao Zhan to find it again in his life.

And his only regret was that the place where he had agreed with his siblings, he could never go there again.

After reading an entire story line, Xiaochi Chi fell into silence.

He delivered his post-viewing comment succinctly, "Little yakuza."

061 has acknowledged this positioning.

Xiaochi Chi asks, "What is the situation now?"

And the answer given by 061 gave him a slight sigh of relief.

It is now six months before the duo turns 18 and they are still attending mecha school.

This time, Yanchao Zhan again made a mess.

A few of the new transfers don't know about Yanchao Zhan and certainly don't know the relationship between Yanchao Zhan and Zuoshan Ji.

In their eyes, Zuoshan Ji and Yanchao Zhan are wearing the same school uniform, so they should be students of high status as well.

A girl named Qian Luo looked at the silent and handsome Zuoshan Ji and liked him, so she pulled Zuoshan Ji into a conversation.

Yanchao Zhan found, sneered, this is my human livestock, you do not move.

Qian Luo is most uncomfortable with the existence of "human animals", and Zuoshan Ji looks really like people, she said casually, Zhan, according to your strength, you also do not need human animals, why not give me.

As a result, that week just home, Zuoshan Ji was held back by the fire Yanchao Zhan more than a dozen lashes, locked in a small coffin prepared for him, and only when he was boiled to suffer, Yanchao Zhan proudly invited the day, including Qian Luo in everyone, let them come to see, this person is his own.

Hearing Qian Luo's almost provocative statement, Yanchao Zhan laughed coldly and looked down at Zuoshan Ji: " Ji Xiao, quite powerful ah. After only a few meetings, you've already hooked someone up like this."

Qian Luo said nonchalantly, "I'm talking to Zuoshan Ji, why are you interrupting?"

Yanchao Zhan laughed, "Okay, you talk to him. I'll see what he can say to you without my permission."

Qian Luo looked encouragingly at Zuoshan Ji, palms flattened upward, and issued a sincere invitation, "Will you come with me? I don't need a human animal, you just need to be my practice partner."

Yanchao Zhan was amused: "Yes, that sounds like a tempting offer. If Ji Xiao agrees, I'll let him go."

Qian Luo raised his eyebrows: "Are you serious?"

Yanchao Zhan took the whip and pointed at it, arrogantly saying, "There are so many people here, and they are all witnesses."

Last time, Zuoshan Ji also accepted such an invitation.

But at that time, Zuoshan Ji's body was so hard to bear that only a vague thought remained: stay here, I can also do Alpha's.

Besides, he did not dare to trust Qian Luo completely, he was afraid that it was another Yanchao Zhan's long-planned joke to probe his sincerity.

And this time, Zuoshan Ji shakily lifted his hand.

Yanchao Zhan is not in the least bit impressed.

He believes that Zuoshan Ji will definitely push Qian Luo's hand away.

However, Zuoshan Ji's hand, covered with scars, gently touched Qian Luo's open palm.

He then lunged forward and fell into Qian Luo's arms, all hot.

Seeing this, Yanchao Zhan's smile froze on his face, and his cheeks were hot and spicy, like being flung hard twice.