Chapter 50: I am not as I was yesterday

"How did you know I was here?"

Inside the room, Yu He poured himself a glass of red wine and also poured a glass for Qingcheng Xie, gesturing to the woman beside him to hand it to Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie did not want.

Yu He folded his fingers and looked at him quietly.

After a few moments, he said, "Dr. Xie. In fact, if you really want to talk to me properly, this glass of wine, you better drink it."

Qingcheng Xie suppressed his complicated feelings, standing and looking down at him, trying his best to maintain his calm: " Yu He , you should go back."

"Don't say that, if you don't know, you'll think you're my person." Yu He laughed as the attractive woman beside him lit another cigarette, which Yu He surprisingly took this time.

His almond eyes stared unblinkingly at Qingcheng Xie, slightly loosened his mouth, held the cigarette filter, slowly and deeply inhaled, and then exhaled gracefully and calmly.

Green smoke scattered.

Yu He does smoke, and sometimes he smiles and whispers a cigarette in order to blend in with the whole atmosphere at a social gathering. But he doesn't like it, he never touches it in private.

So before today, Qingcheng Xie never knew that Yu He was obviously a person who hated smoking, but he could hold a cigarette in a very relaxed and even skillful way.

"Pass one to Dr. Xie, too."

The woman complied and lit her cigarette again, bringing it to Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie didn't answer: "I don't smoke."

Yu He laughed at once, the hand holding the cigarette against his forehead: "My God ...... Dr. Xie, you are indeed hypocritical enough, how I did not know before."

Qingcheng Xie said, "There are many things you don't know, you go back with me first, whatever you want to ask, as long as I can say, I will tell you."

When Yu He heard Qingcheng Xie say this, he finally changed from slouching to slouching to sitting. He sat up and rested his elbows back on the back of the sofa, then nodded with a slight sigh.

"Yes, what I don't know is a lot." A pair of dog-like almond eyes raised, but at this moment, his eyes were cold, but more like a wolf.

"For example, ......"

"For example, why did you suddenly not want to remain in the hospital before, and why did you suddenly avoid me like a snake fierce beast ......"

He paused, still not planning to tell Qingcheng Xie about Xue Xie, and about the contract.

Only these are already enough, why involve more, more increase their own stupidity.

"Qingcheng Xie --" Yu He eyes up, cold look at the man, word by word, every inch of the words are broken between the teeth, "these things, I was, indeed, did not know. "

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes: "...... This is the reason why you run to this kind of Pansi cave to degrade yourself?"

The girls of Pansik-dong: "......"

Yu He smiled more obviously, which makes his normally unexposed tiger's teeth out in the open, the original gentle face because of this subtle change and suddenly look a little evil.

"Dr. Xie, first, this place is a positive business, gambling and drugs do not touch, people waiters look beautiful and thoughtful service does not hinder you anything. I 100,000 yuan to open a bottle of wine I always do not want a group of crooked waiter."

"Second - Qingcheng Xie , may I ask why you always lift yourself up like this?"

"......"

"Who are you considered to be, and will I be influenced by you in where I go and what I do?"

The smile suddenly converged away, leaving only a side of sunken clouds.

"Professor Xie, I know that people who are older like to hold on to it, plus you're a good professor, there are a lot of students who are after you, so it's inevitable that you're floating around, and you're used to taking yourself seriously everywhere you go. I can understand that middle-aged people have this problem - but to be clear, I do things just because I am happy."

Yu He lightly lit the body of the cigarette, dusted the ashes, leaned back, the hand not holding the cigarette open, pillowed on the back of the sofa.

"Not half as much to do with you."

Qingcheng Xie then realized that his eyes were bloodshot, and his lips had an abnormal, sickly color. This is simply worse than Yu He's previous serious illness, he heart a sudden, subconsciously want to probe Yu He forehead heat.

Yu He is often in a high fever state when he is ill, and Qingcheng Xie is more familiar with his illness than anyone else, so he habitually acts in this way.

But his wrist was snapped by Yu He's grip.

Yu He didn't look like he was exerting force, but his fingers were closed, not moving, and his force was actually too strong to deny: "Well. Say something properly, don't move your hands."

He looked at Qingcheng Xie from behind her wrist.

"I don't think I've ever been close enough to you that you could just touch me if you wanted to."

After he said this, I could feel Qingcheng Xie's strength gradually loosened and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.

After a moment of stalemate, Yu He let go of his finger while Qingcheng Xie dropped his hand.

"...... Yu He . Whether you believe it or not." After a long time Qingcheng Xie turned his face sideways, avoided Yu He's grim gaze, and said, "At first those words ...... I was not referring to you. I did not refer to you."

"Which words?" Yu He tilted his head in pretended confusion and thought, then grinned, "Oh--'It's not worth dying for a patient, and being killed by a psychopath is so wrong that it's ridiculous.' --Well said, that makes sense, so why do you need to explain more?"

He looked around and said indifferently: "Are any of us here a psychopath? That kind of person should not be locked up, locked into a cage, fastened with a restraint belt, subjected to electric shocks, drugged, and if necessary, directly manipulated to cut certain nerves in the head, how can be free to breathe fresh air. Do you think so."

Qingcheng Xie did not answer, there are too many people standing in this room, and Yu He as a psychiatric patient, in fact, is a secret that not many people know. He really is not convenient to say anything more in full view of the public.

He was silent for a moment, raised his peachy eyes, and asked him, "Can you let these people out first?"

"Why."

"There's something I want to say to you alone."

Yu He smiled: "It's not necessary, right?"

"......"

"Dr. Xie, this kind of preaching is not necessary. You have so many students waiting for you to expound the truth with them, so why commit to me? I am nothing special to you either. You are the same to me. That's fine, I don't want to complicate this relationship any further."

"......"

"If there's nothing else, you can go."

With Qingcheng Xie's temper, he must have criticized him severely and ordered him to follow his orders.

But Qingcheng Xie is now at a disadvantage in front of Yu He.

Qingcheng Xie eventually just said, "...... What will it take for you to go back. Your parents would not want to see you like this."

He did not mention Jiwei He and Zhishu Lv, but it was fine, but the mention of these two people made Yu He's mood even darker.

He stared at Qingcheng Xie's face.

Having said all that, it still comes back to his parents.

Yu He thought of Qingcheng Xie and Jiwei He sent those messages, that is much more real than talking to himself, maybe in his heart only Jiwei He is the person who can be his equal.

And the day of the separation, he had put down his dignity, so wretched that he even wanted to use pocket money to retain the man's footsteps.

Because he felt that as long as Qingcheng Xie was gone, Xue Xie would be gone, and he would fall back into a terrible loneliness that he could not forgive himself.

He said to Qingcheng Xie at that time, I have a lot of pocket money, I can ......

But Qingcheng Xie interrupted him.

And then and he spoke a bunch of grand reasoning, and told him that his employer is first Jiwei He, you Yu He and can not afford to hire me, these dispensable money, why not save to buy some cake to find some happiness.

In fact, Yu He should have known that in Qingcheng Xie's eyes, he was always just Jiwei He's son, and if it wasn't for his father, Qingcheng Xie probably wouldn't even care about him.

This thought made Yu He's already cold heart even more crazy.

But his face was still light.

He looked at Qingcheng Xie for a long time, thinking about Jiwei He , thinking about the Canton Tower, thinking about Xue Xie , thinking about the sincerity he never got ...... He hated Qingcheng Xie in his heart.

He really wanted to rip him apart.

Yu He thought so, while sizing him up and slowly finishing his glass of wine, he raised his hand to pour himself another glass.

Suddenly, the cup in front of Qingcheng Xie was still full.

Yu He could not help but be more annoyed, sneering: "Dr. Xie really does not know the rules, which someone to apologize, first take the person's parents pressure, but not even a drink to accompany. Keep these, is trying to raise fish?"

With that, he took another empty glass and casually copied a bottle of wine that had been opened and poured it full.

"Sit down, since you are here, sit and drink with me for a while. Finish your drink."

"......"

"Dr. Xie you don't smoke, does that mean you don't drink either?"

Qingcheng Xie knew he would not be able to dominate today.

Since Yu He said so, he didn't say anything and sat down on the sofa opposite Yu He.

"I'll drink and you'll leave, right?"

"I wonder if Dr. Xie is willing to lay down his life to accompany me, a villain?"

The box is very quiet, everyone seems to be affected by the atmosphere around the two of them, the atmosphere does not dare to breathe.

In this deadly silence, Qingcheng Xie's hand reached out and poked into the invisible rain of blood. He took the tall glass of wine resting on the marble table and moved it to himself with a "clang".

In the swaying color of the wine, in the hazy light, Qingcheng Xie's eyebrows are as cold and hard as the water into the rock in the ice pool.

He lifted the glass of dry red and drank it down. Then he picked up another glass of wine that Yu He poured for him and drank it without blinking.

Strong wine in the throat.

Yu He finally smiled again, "Good. Brother Xie is really good at drinking."

He tilted his head, his eyes still fixed on Qingcheng Xie, but said to the woman next to him, "Fill him up again."

"......" The leader, however, changed his face.

She gathered her courage, leaned down and whispered quietly in Yu He's ear.

Yu He was stunned, and his eyes swept to the bottle of wine he had just poured for Qingcheng Xie on the table.

"!"

59 degrees of plum fragrance ......?

He, he actually unintentionally poured this bottle of aphrodisiac wine to Qingcheng Xie ......!

This wine Yu He originally intended to drink today's mood is not good to indulge ...... surprisingly inadvertently to Qingcheng Xie filled down.

This wine--

Yu He glanced up to see Qingcheng Xie, but met with the other side's calm and cold eyes.

The alcohol has not yet kicked in and he is still unaware of it.

But Yu He knew that Qingcheng Xie would not remain sober for long.

"Smell, first taste, are very high class taste, but drink, but it is lowly and frivolous ......"

The friend, who was half-drunk at the time, said this in his ear and it surfaced again.

How could he make such a stupid mistake.

When he poured the wine just now, how come he didn't see it?

The heart rhythm is extremely rapid and wild.

Cold sweat came down.

But then, in the dozens of seconds of silence, Yu He's heart went from stunned, to calm, from calm, to mad -

He quickly realizes that a mistake has been made, does he have to rush Qingcheng Xie to the hospital?

He could never do that.

Besides, this wine is useless to send to the hospital, it is just an aphrodisiac, not toxic.

He was silent, staring intently at Qingcheng Xie.

Staring at his well-dressed and suited body, staring at his serious and self-possessed, very majestic face.

Then - suddenly, because of this unintentional coincidence, an idea suddenly sprang up in Yu He's crazy heart and burst into flames ......

This is perhaps ...... is the providential arrangement?

This is retribution -

This is Qingcheng Xie's retribution ......! He had it coming, the sky couldn't see his hypocrisy, that's why there was such a coincidence.

Qingcheng Xie is a human being, is a human being will have the desire, desire to flourish and can not be sought, will be in a terrible situation, kneeling and begging for alms.

Yu He silently stared at him, he suddenly thought, Qingcheng Xie if the wine burned his heart, kneeling in front of him, incoherent, deep desire, loss of decorum, and what would be a scene?

Qingcheng Xie had finished his drink and put down his glass: "Is this enough?"

"......" Yu He did not answer, that thought of his was still turning lazily, tempting him, but because the previous drink was unintentional, not deliberate, he was a little hesitant for a moment.

Qingcheng Xie said, "If it's not enough I'll drink with you again."

"I can drink until you're satisfied and willing to go. As long as you don't degrade yourself tonight, as long as you don't fool around."

"......" Yu He was stunned for a moment and raised his eyes, "Why."

Qingcheng Xie told him word for word, "Because it's my fault, it's my mistake, and it shouldn't be you who pays the price."

In the midst of the chaos, Yu He's heart was violently touched, just as it was when Qingcheng Xie first told him that mentally ill people should also be treated equally.

But he then felt angry.

He was angry with himself. Why was he still moved by this man's trifling words when things had come to this?

Extreme anger instead spawned ruthlessness.

Yu He, who had a moment of hesitation earlier, finally decided at this moment that he had a bad idea in his heart.

Yu He slowly leaned back, completely, against the back of the sofa and sighed softly, "Xie ...... you see, you are coaxing me again."

"......"

The sudden change of address seemed to give Qingcheng Xie some hope.

Qingcheng Xie looked at him.

Yu He supported the side of the face, still sighing look: "...... but how I am still willing to be coaxed by you."

" Yu He ......"

"...... Xie, tell me, this time you and I say, are you sincere?"

Qingcheng Xie stared at him, and for some reason, his heart felt a little hard, and he said, "It's true."

Yu He quietly watched him for a while, and his face actually showed a look like that of the young dragon again: "So you don't lie to me?"

"I don't lie to you."

"Then let's pull a hook."

Yu He slowly leaned forward, and he spoke childishly as if he too had been drinking.

Only at the moment when Qingcheng Xie's tail finger was extended, Yu He suddenly changed the action of pulling the hook to opening the whole hand and passing through--

Ice coldly-

Touching on Qingcheng Xie's handsome face.

He looked at him with a playful smile, the pure of the young dragon, right under Qingcheng Xie's nose, gradually, all turned into the gloom of the evil dragon.

"Naive, Qingcheng Xie. Are you really going to pull the trigger with me?"

"Unfortunately this time, I'm the one who's lying to you."

"And how can I trust you so easily anymore."

"......"

"You hurt me so badly."

Qingcheng Xie had a little light in his eyes, but at this moment it was dimmed again.

A long tens of seconds of silence.

The teenager looked at the fire extinguished in the man's eyes.

"Let's do it this way." Yu He thought about it and said.

He sat up straight again, did not move, drew the 59 degrees plum, instructed the lingering woman to take the empty cup, personally filled most of it and handed it to Qingcheng Xie side.

The leader was shocked -

She thought Yu He would not give the man in front of her this bottle of strong wine after he knew about it, the dose just now was already difficult to end, how could she expect Yu He simply poured another glass almost full this time?

"Seeing you like this, I am also a little moved." Yu He lightly said, "I can give you another chance, only you have to let me see your sincerity."

The first cup was poured by mistake.

This second cup, he had to coax Qingcheng Xie to drink it willingly.

"I don't ask for much, you continue to drink a few more rounds. Drink until I'm satisfied, and I'll go back with you. ...... I won't force you, but if you really start to care about me, you won't even be willing to agree to this little thing." Yu He raised his eyes, "Do you think it's okay?"

Qingcheng Xie looked at him without saying a word, and after a moment, he once again lifted the glass Yu He gave him.

"As long as you go back. I'll drink."

Yu He looked at him with his head tilted and the knot in his throat swallowing and rolling. Slightly drunken emotions burned up a thick smoke rolling resentment.

...... Drink up. Drink it all down.

This drink too much, karma will come.

Retribution.

Yu He once again thought so.

He will look at all his ugly desires, see him lose his cool in front of women, struggling to entangle but begging for more.

That's called real karma.

Call it a loss of face.

The waiters in the room were too breathless to breathe.

They could see that Shao He was simply intent on screwing the man in front of him, and he bam, he poured 59 degrees plum into a large red wine glass, and by the looks of it, he was planning to make the man in front of him drink the whole bottle dry.

There were two women standing close to the back looking alarmed, pulling each other's skirts of their ultra-short skirts and whispering, "What to do."

"What else can we do, we can only stand and keep them company."

"I'm so worried that something will happen, this wine last time a boss drank a little too much, he brought that mistress is about to be tossed to death, a little later in case Shao He let us accompany him what to do ah ......"

"It's okay, it's okay, that, that can also be refused, we are here originally just entertained with a drink only, the other that is a private matter of your wish ...... even Shao He he can not force us ...... "

"But ......"

Their two voices slightly loud, was heard by the leader of the front, the leader glared back at them warningly, the two girls immediately did not dare to make a sound, lowered their heads, each heart are straight drums.

The third cup has gone down.

Qingcheng Xie's face is flushed with a thin red, and his eyes are slightly messy. But he has not realized that the wine is not right, just look at the boy in front of him.

He raised his hand to hold his forehead, with some alcohol on his nasal voice: "...... Yu He , it's almost time, you stop, and I go home."

Yu He's voice became soft, not as cold as when he first met Qingcheng Xie.

He poured another full cup for Qingcheng Xie and pushed it over, compelling him, "Yes, of course I will go back with you. You are so prestigious, I will listen to your words ...... Come on, Brother Xie, have another drink, this cup goes down, the whole bottle will be almost finished, don't waste it."

Qingcheng Xie leaned back on the sofa, his eyes were already bloodshot, the peach blossom eyes were a little wet with wine, and his face was a little red. But he still suits well, his shirt is buttoned tightly, there is no desire to overstep the mark.

He drank his fourth glass of wine.

But this wine are almost filled, Qingcheng Xie but still self-control is very good, did not look at those beautiful women a glance.

It seems that people pretend for a long time, there are always a few acting into the real, is not it?

"......" Yu He was silent.

Some displeasure, some irritation.

He thought that perhaps Qingcheng Xie had been single for too long and that he should give Qingcheng Xie a little catalyst.

He then raised his eyes and glanced at the two women standing next to Qingcheng Xie.

The two sisters glazed heart, instantly understood what to do, one smiled and picked up a glass of wine, one went around the back of the sofa, sat down softly, to Qingcheng Xie side.

"Handsome ......"

"Listen to Shao He called you Xie brother oh, then I also call you so, okay?" The woman's body is very soft, softly raised face to Qingcheng Xie's ear breath like an orchid, point kodan hand close to Qingcheng Xie's broad chest, fingertips touched his buttoned strict, very ascetic shirt buttons.

Men's shirt collar buttons are designed in such a way that they are easy for others to unfasten.

The girl saw Qingcheng Xie face handsome, very manly, teasing with a few genuine love: "Xie brother, how about I come again to accompany you for a drink ......"

"Pop".

The woman had a jolt.

Her slender wrist was tightly clutched by Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes, his eyes actually had a few moments of clarity, and he threw her off with a hand: "Go down."

Woman: "......"

"Go down. Don't give face."

The woman's face was blue and red for a while, and finally she looked at Yu He with some embarrassment, not knowing what Shao He's reaction would be.

Then she saw Yu He's scary eyes.

Yu He leaned on the sofa, one elbow spread leaning on the back of the sofa, the other hand holding a glass of wine, the young man's slender legs racked, kept staring at the man across from him.

The eyes are cold, the calculation does not work, Yu He finally stopped pretending.

His gaze was frozen into ice, with frost running through it.

"You ......" Qingcheng Xie's head hurts badly, and his body bursts with a terrible burning fever, "Are you going or not... ..."

Yu He sighed lightly, "In less than two soft words, it's just another call and response. Brother Xie, you are really a heartless thing."

There was a pause, but the corners of his lips bloomed into a cold, dangerous smile -

"Hmm. I'd be willing to go with you, but are you, right now, going to be able to go?"

"......"

Qingcheng Xie raised his eyes inch by inch, his eyes were like burning.

He finally felt that something was wrong, and the force of 59 degrees of plum had begun to rush madly into his limbs. Qingcheng Xie gasped, his body had a visible reaction to alcohol intolerance, right under Yu He's nose, Qingcheng Xie originally pale skin flushed with some abnormal thin red, snow days in the ice inkstone frozen rouge like, wine color seems to seep into his bones.

"You the wine ......"

"It's a little expensive." Yu He said gently, "But it's a good wine."

"...... you ......!"

"Dr. Xie has been so kind to me, so of course I must treat you well. Isn't it?"

Qingcheng Xie suddenly stood up, he could not believe that Yu He could do this, anger burned up his heart which had been suppressed, he swept the wine on the coffee table, wine bottles ping-ponged and broke all over the floor.

He stepped over the coffee table and grabbed Yu He by the lapels: "Are you fucking crazy? You actually ...... Yu He ...... you actually ......"

"I actually?"

Qingcheng Xie was so angry that his voice was trembling, even if he felt guilty again, he was still angry and red-eyed when he encountered such a psychopath's work: "You dare to drug me--!"