Chapter 26: After sobriety

"I like you ......"

"......"

"I really like you ......"

"......"

The young man hung his head, his lips murmured half an inch above Qingcheng Xie's lips, his hair fell in front of his forehead, his eyes were confused and hot.

He clutched Qingcheng Xie's hand, and Qingcheng Xie was stunned by the sudden confession.

If he was just angry and surprised, this moment he was shocked as if struck by lightning.

He even resistance are shocked to forget ......

Who likes who?

Yu He likes him?

How is this possible ......

They are both male, and Yu He has never shown homosexual tendencies, himself is also thirteen years older than him ......

He was lying on Yu He's bed in the hotel, his bathrobe in disarray, covered in sweat, sluggishly and stiffly turning his head to look at the boy lying on top of him in the darkness, unaware that the boy was looking at him, gazing through him, at the girl who looked like him.

"I really like you ......"

"......"

"Do as you're told, don't stay with him ......"

"......"

Once these words were out, Qingcheng Xie slowly came back to his senses in shock and finally gritted his teeth and said, "...... you fuck!"

Yu He is drunk and fucking misidentified!

He took his eyes off Yu He's face and felt that all the things he had wondered about before were instantly connected into pearls - the scene Yu He had taken, his sudden illness, his earlier confession to a girl in Neverland, his upside-down drunken words... ...and everything becomes enlightening.

He understood it all.

Yu He This is with the unlucky girl who confessed and was rejected ......

Qingcheng Xie couldn't help but raise his head and hold his forehead. Because of the fierce fight between men, his forehead has been all sweaty. He was annoyed with the heat and scratched up the loose sweaty forehead hair, while his chest rose and fell violently breathing.

Yu He's neck still hurts, but not as much as his head, and he thinks it's been a hell of a day, but he can't help but feel glad for the girl he's never met...

This crime is fortunately not suffered in the girls.

And Yu He.

Mental Bola Ai patients need to be calm, restrained, reduce mood swings, the more rational the better, such things as love is too abrasive, as little as possible to touch. But Qingcheng Xie feels like Yu He now has "Qingcheng Xie ptsd" and is willing to listen to anyone, but not to him, not to his medical advice.

Sure enough, the situation has come to this.

It is also fortunate that the situation has only come to this and can still be closed.

Qingcheng Xie was pinned down by the tall, hot youth, and after clearing up the situation, he sulked and put his hand against Yu He's heart: "You fucking ...... get off me."

"Get up!!!"

Yu He's eyes have been lax since a while ago.

He took the medicine began to take effect, the sleeping effect gradually came up, he still stared at Qingcheng Xie, but the force of the hands gradually weakened. The person is also no longer so crazy, breathing gradually stabilized.

There was even a momentary flash of clarity in his eyes, but the consciousness only gathered for a moment, and soon scattered ......

Qingcheng Xie took this opportunity to break him free, grabbed the bathrobe and got up from the bed, his wrists were throbbing with pain.

Yu He finally calmed down, or maybe the drugs finally numbed his violent factor, so Yu He didn't do anything else after he was pushed away so hard.

He opened his eyes vacantly for a long time and whispered, "...you know what ...... I can't find the bridge ......"

"What?"

"I can't find ...... I can't walk out of ......"

"I ...... I can't get out of here ......"

These soft murmurs, not with Qingcheng Xie, not with anyone, he said these words with a hollow look, as if he no longer knew where he was, as if he was murmuring into a darkness.

Yu He slowly closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling gently.

Qingcheng Xie didn't react to what he was saying about the bridge, he was going crazy with torture tonight, he held back his anger and discomfort, his face tightened, threw the man onto the bed, threw the bed quilt to him, then turned around and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and rinse his mouth.

Qingcheng Xie is somewhat sexually frigid and does not like to have unnecessary physical contact with people, let alone being kissed by the same sex.

He was so disgusted that the tap water flowed out of the faucet, washed half a day, picked up a handful of water and poured it over his face, propped himself up on the flow table, finally slowed down and raised his eyes to look at his own face in the mirror still dripping with water droplets.

Young people's feelings is a bad account, just flip through a chicken feathers will fly, if not guilty to his head, he simply do not even bother to look at the account book a glance.

Fucking hell. The hell with it.

When Jiwei He saw the child for him, Jiwei He should give him money, and it is not right not to do so. He should go back to Jiwei He and ask for it.

Qingcheng Xie sulked for a while, raised his hand and pressed the Solar Plexus, which was vaguely painful, then screwed the faucet on, and went out to sit on the sofa chair next to the bed and stared.

When he went out, Yu He had already drugged up and fallen asleep, lying on the bed hugging the quilt in a very good manner, no different from his usual appearance of the three good students top ten models, completely different from the beast that just pestered him.

Qingcheng Xie looked gloomy, unscrewed the mineral water given by the hotel to drink a sip of fire, but as soon as his lips touched the mouth of the bottle, a sharp pain. He hissed a cold breath, raised his hand to touch, found that his lips have been Yu He bite - he lived thirty-two years, no one has ever dared to bite the corner of his lips. Qingcheng Xie's face is black.

He heavily put down the mineral water bottle, also do not care if Yu He like it or not, lit a cigarette and began to smoke in the room, so that the little animal lying in bed to breathe enough second-hand smoke, he only put out the butt of the cigarette.

...... Forget it.

Forget it!

In the end he thought, "If you fucking kiss it, you kiss it. What else can you do?

He's a guy, he won't have anything to lose, and there's nothing wrong with that except being disgusting. And in the end, it's just a misunderstanding.

Qingcheng Xie is a very rational person, he won't waste too much emotion on a stupid misunderstanding.

Rationally, what is more important now is actually Yu He's current situation.

He experienced the onset of Yu He's current stage, very nervous, and only semi-onset, or a controlled situation.

What if you are completely sick? Then what?

Yu He's situation may not be as rosy as it seems.

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes, he had expected that if Yu He fell in love, the condition would certainly fluctuate to some extent.

That day he stopped Yu He from confessing on the island, not only for the girl's sake, but also for Yu He's sake, but Yu He wouldn't listen.

Yu He and he said, "Nineteen years, I haven't hurt anyone, I just like someone, but I can't have that power, can I?"

He looked into Yu He's eyes at that time and suddenly couldn't say anything.

Yu He, the child he grew up with, was too sick. Psychological and physical abyss, he wandered in it for more than ten years almost twenty years, but could not find an exit. This kind of patient is very hostile in his heart, and when the mental illness attacks, he may even become extremely violent and bloodthirsty.

Yu He, however, chose to consume internally.

He has been staying in his own evil dragon lair, hissing and wailing, or head to grab the wall, he never went out to hurt the innocent, only in the darkness of the day alone to suffer these tortures.

--

So the girl he didn't know was a light that Yu He was chasing?

Qingcheng Xie thought back to the tears that Yu He had just dropped on him, remembered the boy choking and saying that he liked her a lot, and couldn't help but look back at the youth who was already sleeping over on the bed again.

Is that why he left school, why he couldn't bear it, why he triggered the sinking disease in his heart?

Qingcheng Xie lifted his hand and subconsciously touched his lips that had been kissed by Yu He, and in the mood of "this beast is abominable", some feelings of "this beast is pitiful" arose.

But Qingcheng Xie is really too stimulated, and did not think deeply, only Yu He just said the "Xie" as Yu He half conscious half confused to see him read out the name. He did not think in the direction of Xue Xie.

In Qingcheng Xie's concept, although Yu He and Xue Xie are the same age generation, but after all, there is still a five-year gap here, the difference of five years in his eyes is unlikely to have any male and female love, so he never suspected that Yu He has any illicit feelings for Xue Xie.

What's more, how old is Yu He? Nineteen, not even two dozen head, shelved in ancient times are not weak crown, on a minor.

To be honest, in the stereotypical Qingcheng Xie view, nineteen-year-old boys in love are considered early love. The hair is not even full grown and the book is not even finished reading before thinking about falling in love. The heart is not set yet, talking about it can last? In case of an accident, he can lead the girl to the Civil Affairs Bureau to make a certificate and stamp it? On his own, he can support a family of three and four elderly people? Without parental support, he can give the child to earn enough money for milk powder so that his wife does not have to worry about livelihood during pregnancy?

Waste, neither can.

Then it's still a teenager, not a man.

Qingcheng Xie, of course, would not equate such a person with his future brother-in-law.

This time the boy in bed seemed to be upset by something and frowned in his dream. Qingcheng Xie did not want to look at him again, much less at the already messy bed.

He got up, pushed the door and walked out.

Yu He woke up early the next morning.

He opened his eyes in a daze and raised his hand to sweep over his loose forehead hair and cover his slightly cool forehead.

The memories of people after a hangover are like smashed porcelain tiles, and then to repair and put together, it is inevitable that the corners of the broken porcelain will be cut painfully.

Yu He endured the winding pain in his skull, the events of last night was gradually restored to a general outline, he remembered the confusion of his own wrong person's kiss, the whole body stiffened, and immediately realized -

He ...... seems to be ...... kissed Qingcheng Xie ......

"......"

Yu He's first reaction was to hope that he was having a nightmare, but there was still blood faintly at the location where his lip was bitten, and a lick was accompanied by a stinging pain that couldn't be more awake, signaling that what happened last night was real.

As a model student from childhood, Yu He has the typical traits of a bully: he is very receptive and responsive to all kinds of things. But this was just beyond his threshold, and he sat frozen in bed, his face pale.

At that moment, there was the sound of a drip swipe at the door of the room, the door slammed open, and Yu He watched with a sullen face as the object of his unintentional sexual harassment last night walked in from outside.

Qingcheng Xie did not sleep all night, went to his room for several hours out of his mind, now very calm. Yu He woke up just before he finished washing up and came in to see that this psycho had woken up and was staring at him with a messy head of hair and open almond eyes.

It actually looks a little innocent and bewildered, plus that red lips and white teeth bleached face of the schoolmaster, as if he was the victim.

The beast.

Qingcheng Xie directly copied Yu He's T-shirt from the sofa chair and flung it at the beastly schoolmaster's face, covering the two annoying gazes.

In a cold voice, he said, "Get up."

The beast schoolmaster pulled down the white T, very some difficult to speak: " Qingcheng Xie , last night, we ...... me and you ...... me is not ... ..."

Qingcheng Xie Sen Sen said, "Yes."

Yu He's face became a little more ugly.

Qingcheng Xie : "But let's not talk about this kind of crap any more."

"......"

Yu He was stunned again, he did not expect this brother to open his mouth is a pair of hanging indifferent attitude, if he is not sure his memory is not wrong, he almost have to suspect that last night is not their own eyes kissed the wrong person, but Qingcheng Xie want to have a long time to harass him.

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The two had such an embarrassing physical contact last night, even if it was a misunderstanding, it was enough to make people vain.

Yu He relatives short mouth, change the usual must have been bumped over, but today is really some slow over, Qingcheng Xie how to say, he did how to do it.

"You went to confess to the girl you like, didn't you?"

"...... did not."

"And you're going to hide it from me? You said yourself last night what you don't remember."

Yu He vaguely remember some, but he is not too clear-headed at the moment, a long time before saying: "...... I was mistaken for someone else. I didn't confess with that girl, I just know she has someone she likes ...... Forget it, I'm explaining so much to you for what, if you want to laugh, laugh."

He raised his eyes: "I know you're happy in your heart that everything has gone the way you said it would, that no one likes me and I'm not in control of myself, that everything you said has come true, and you're happy?"

Qingcheng Xie stared at him, "I'm glad you're not more completely insane."

After a pause, seeing Yu He's face full of wariness, Yu He seems to think he should say - this patient I have thought about it all night to give you two sets of treatment plan you see you want chemical castration or physical castration two choose one you are welcome.

Qingcheng Xie sighed, he really did not want to dwell on this issue, quite childish, and a waste of time. So he said directly: "...... forget it. Yu He ."

"Let's leave it at that."

Yu He looked at him, the bully is used to grab answers, especially the animal kind of bully even in bed, so Yu He asked, "But?"

"But--" Professor Xie sternly swept over his face, dissatisfied with his snatched answer, and continued, "I thought about it for a while, and what happened last night makes me think that you are in a very poor condition. To tell you the truth, your father and I spoke on the phone before, and indeed he asked me to watch you a little more for him in general. This indiscriminate use of drugs after your attack and even attempting to hide it from everyone is very unbecoming, so ......"

Yu He's father, Mr. Xie, started to lecture.

Yu He still some did not slow over, head buzzing, the whole person are distracted, father said what, he only listened to the beginning did not go to the ears, what else can be said, certainly can not spare him.

But then you think about it, you have never asked Qingcheng Xie to control him, it is Qingcheng Xie himself to barge in and approach him, they are both straight men who have no feelings for the same sex, to say bad luck, they are also unlucky, and do not owe him anything.

Fortunately, I did not say Xue Xie's name yesterday, otherwise things are more difficult to clean up ......

"...... Pretty much, that's it."

At some point, Dad had finished his training and made a summary.

"Did you listen to it?"

Yu He lifted his head and met Qingcheng Xie's gaze that fell straight to the ice cinder.

Qingcheng Xie is also speaking thirsty, copied the mineral water bottle next to unscrew the lid, drank the water that did not drink last night, cold: "...... If you want, this thing is even past."

Yu He didn't really listen to what he was saying, his hungover head only picked up the words "this is over", but as a student used to being good, he instinctively nodded his head.

Qingcheng Xie looked at him from top to bottom, unable to see any expression: "Then, when you come back from the killing, you will come to the medical university to find me."

"......"

Yu He then came to his senses and realized that he had just agreed to some request in his mind wandering, so he finally came to his senses and asked in a hoarse voice, "Wait. I'm sorry, what did you say?"

Qingcheng Xie's face sank and his tone was very hard: "Do you have any other conditions to discuss with me?"

Yu He thought, "What are the conditions?

He didn't even listen to what he just said lightly with his upper lip touching his lower lip ......

Damn, what exactly did he promise Qingcheng Xie?

On the other hand, Qingcheng Xie feels that he is really forgiving to Yu He.

He didn't even talk to Yu He about the shit that happened last night. Of course, the main reason was that he didn't want to talk about the kiss that had made his skin crawl.

Yu He now this disease condition, he did not see it, even if you see it can not care, not to mention Jiwei He's face, even if an ordinary patient in front of him so, he could not stand by and ignore.

Although he couldn't do the treatment himself as he did in the past, he could still control Yu He's emotions and give some guidance to ease the situation.

In addition, in the process, he can also ask Yu He to do some hard work for himself - Yu He this labor is still very good when he is obedient, smart and smart, wearable. If you can use it as you did before, it will even out your account for being licked by a dog.

Something that kills two birds with one stone.

See Yu He distracted, Qingcheng Xie again impatiently simply repeated: "After the killing, you come to the medical university, according to my requirements to sharpen their own, do things for me, distracted distracted, do not spend all day sluggish thinking about the east and west. Since you have someone you like, it is time to adjust your mind and learn to keep your emotions under control earlier. You will not lose out."

Yu He was silent for a moment and said, "...... She has someone she likes now, not me."

Qingcheng Xie sighed: "The girl you like is not too old, right?"

"...... is not big."

"It's impossible to say what will happen later. What's more, even if she still doesn't like you afterwards, you may have a girl you look at again, and by then it would be good if you could manage your condition."

Yu He was quiet again for a while and suddenly said, "...... Why don't you ask me who I like?"

"What does this have to do with me."

"......" Yu He bowed his head, dropping his eyes with some slight mockery, "It's okay."

He thought of his conversation with Qingcheng Xie at the police station.

At that time, Qingcheng Xie said that no one could ever like a person like him and that he would definitely fail.

He felt he was slapped hard, he thought at that time, if he and Xue Xie together, he must see Qingcheng Xie out of shape, want to see Qingcheng Xie collapse, but now, everything is the other way around.

On the contrary, Qingcheng Xie saw his wretched appearance.

If you retreat at this time, it will really lose face in front of him ......

Yu He closed his eyes and smiled, "After all, you came to see me make a fool of yourself, didn't you?"

"If you want to think so, that's fine."

"......"

The man's indifferent and provocative eyes, Yu He's heart deepened.

He really hates Qingcheng Xie's demeanor, which he has seen countless times since he was a child, and each time he can really feel Qingcheng Xie's indifference and the sense of forcefulness that makes him look disgusted.

He was pensive for a while and finally looked up at Qingcheng Xie: "You want me to do something for you to distract attention. What do you want me to do?"

"Haven't thought about it." Qingcheng Xie very casually, "However, you have followed me before, you know that I am a person, in order to let you suffer more, tossing is not less."

"...... Are you planning to screw me?"

Qingcheng Xie paused for a moment and raised the tail of his eyebrows slightly: "You're afraid."

Yu He did not want to lose his self-esteem after losing face: "You are joking, I have nothing to fear."

Qingcheng Xie listened to his answer, bowed his head and felt a cigarette, biting between his lips and teeth, vaguely: "I hope you're serious, don't come for three days and then cry about giving up. The lighter is at the bedside, pass it to me."

Yu He ignored him and got out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and rinse his mouth - although there was nothing left of that kiss yesterday, Yu He still felt disgusted, thinking that he had misidentified someone yesterday and actually kissed a man with so much passion, he felt even more uncomfortable and thought he had to clean himself up.

Before going into the bathroom, he also glanced back at the object of his own passion last night. He was very sober this time, very decent, as if he was not the one who held the person in bed last night and kissed him like he was in heat: "Second-hand smoke can not be counted in the training you gave me, it is no different from chronic murder. You want to smoke, please smoke outside."

Saying that, he closed the door of the shower and went to wash up.

In the lavatory.

Yu He looked into the mirror and wiped his fingertips over his lips that were bitten by Qingcheng Xie last night--

He scooped up a handful of water and dipped it onto his face, then held the faucet.

The back of the youth's hand tendons slightly protrude, force the faucet tightened, water loss suddenly stopped, he straightened up and looked at the person in the mirror.

What's the point of refining him? Doesn't he just want to continue to see him laugh, toss him, and use him?

...... him this time, really inadvertently committed in Qingcheng Xie this old rascal.