Chapter 244: Digging for eyes

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Qingcheng Xie was taken to a room on the roof of the building.

That's where Yu He was once imprisoned.

When Yu He was first brought back to the island, he was so rebellious, so volatile, and so uncooperative that Dela Man had to lock him up in this cell-like room until he slowly regained his composure under their kindness and authority, and until he expressed his willingness to serve the organization.

Now Qingcheng Xie is also imprisoned here, spending the last dozen or so hours of his life.

Shortly after his showdown, the sounds of warfare at the height of the battle ceased. Dela Man and the Dreambreakers had temporarily ceased fire.

Qingcheng Xie sat in his cell in the tower, eyes closed, letting time pass by.

Wen Duan sent people to check him several times, and when they drew blood for tests, they all looked very nervous, knowing that Qingcheng Xie had been searched a hundred or eighty times, and could never carry any weapons.

Qingcheng Xie knew that Wen Duan was wary of them, but believe it or not, Dela Man had to take a chance on receiving him.

Because the highly adaptable body of the first emperor is really something Cuizhen Duan dreams of.

Now Qingcheng Xie is leaning against the cold wall of the room, looking out the window at the mountains and the water. From here, you can see the east coast of Dela Man Island, it is dusk, the golden crows sink, the sea is a turbulent shimmering gold, like a thousand horses and armies clad in gold armor fighting in the waves, soon, as the sun sets, the evening sun splashes, those gold is again flooded with a large piece of bleak red, really like the blood of the battlefield as magnificent.

The view from this room is great, but if you look at it day after day and can't go anywhere, even a great view can be a nightmare.

Qingcheng Xie quietly sat by the window, he knew this position Yu He must have sat before, there are some scattered graffiti on the wall, is to take a small stone carved up, he came in not long after, found these things.

The graffiti was left behind when Yu He was trapped here.

Qingcheng Xie saw the long sleeper here, the name of the book on the water.

Saw a Muppet bear holding a hot air balloon.

Saw the lotus lamp candles, endless summer hydrangeas, grimacing little fire dragons ......

Qingcheng Xie raised his hand and rubbed his fingers over the traces that had faded a bit, as if the carousel song and the swaying light of the Ferris wheel were ringing in his ears again.

He saw Yu He huddled alone in this room, his eyes empty, taking tiny stones and drawing on the walls these things he thought he had lost forever.

He saw Yu He come down from the Ferris wheel, walked up to him and said, "Brother, will you hug me?

Qingcheng Xie slowly closed his eyes, but those images did not let him go, still in front of his eyes constantly floating ...... onlookers may never understand the contents of the wall above, but Qingcheng Xie can all understand.

He pressed his palm against the little fire dragon's tail flame as if Yu He's hand had only just left it.

At that time, Yu He hated him so much but did not betray him. Today, he only wants to use this crippled body to be a bridge for Yu He, so that he can return to normal society.

His plan - dangerous, with a low success rate.

But as long as it is done, it will be the least damaging and the most thorough way to damage Dela Man.

Qingcheng Xie is waiting.

Another tube of blood is drawn, and Dela Man's people are busy preparing for the confirmation of his status as First Emperor, but it's still too difficult to immediately determine Qingcheng Xie's physiology with just a blood sample, as the First Emperor's physiology is not like any other, and his highly adaptable body cells are very good at disguising themselves under the microscope.

Qingcheng Xie could see the agitation of the experimenters.

Everything is moving more tightly.

The sun had sunk completely, and there was no moon tonight, so he completely lost the tool to calculate the time.

Such detention can actually drive people crazy, because they do not know what will happen next, and do not know how long time has passed, and will maintain such a state of waiting for how long. Normal people can easily become mentally fragile in this situation, the breakdown of the mind.

But Qingcheng Xie is different.

He is much more tolerant than the average person.

What's more, when he closes his eyes, he will feel that the Yu He from three years ago is still with him, and the ultimate goal of his trip is to bring Yu He out, so he has a torch in his heart that will not be extinguished easily, and the light and heat of that torch keeps him from losing his mind in this extremely depressing atmosphere.

After an unknown amount of time, the door to the cell opened once again.

Qingcheng Xie lifted his eyes and looked toward the door, only one glance, then turned away.

He wasn't surprised that the man was Dongni An.

Dongni An is sure to come to him, and it's probably about that time.

The man with whom he had a meager blood relationship walked in alone, his face dark and cloudy, looking rather gloomy.

Dressed in a lab coat, he swept Qingcheng Xie's shackled hands and ankles around before approaching him.

Professor An, who was still wearing the plastic gloves from the lab and smelled faintly of disinfectant, forcibly broke Qingcheng Xie's face over and forced his cousin to look at him.

"Why are you turning your head away, disappointed to see it's me?"

Qingcheng Xie turned his eyes, and Dongni An's shadow was reflected in the only eye that could see: "Then what do you want me to say. Good evening? Welcome?"

I didn't expect Qingcheng Xie to be so calm at this point, Dongni An was stunned, then narrowed his eyes and said viciously, "You are really hard-boned."

"That's natural, how can you be your brother if your bones are soft."

"You're not my brother!" Dongni An shouted angrily at him like something painful had been touched, "You're just a thief who took my things! Thief ......! It's your own fault that you've come to this point! It's your retribution!"

"......"

"You're going to die soon, Qingcheng Xie." He tightly pinched Qingcheng Xie's cheek, staring at this man whom he had hated to strangle in his dreams countless times, "For so many years I wanted to kill you, Wen Duan has never allowed it, and now he has finally let go - so you are the first emperor ......! I said how you dawdle all the time dead, but now - everything is coming to an end! I can finally see your corpse ...... I can finally watch you disappear from this world!"

"I congratulate you in advance Lishen Xie." Qingcheng Xie was still very calm in the palm of his hand, "Many years of wish could finally come true."

Seeing his reaction, Dongni An's face was even more ugly: "What are you pretending to be calm for?"

"It's fine if you want to think I'm faking it." Qingcheng Xie paused for a moment and said, "But I know your nature well, and I'm really not surprised by what you've done, I just feel like I'm wasting the last bit of time in my life because you're the one who came this time."

Dongni An suddenly let go of his hand and threw him back hard against the window: "Nonsense, you know my nature? I'm a senior researcher at Dela Man, I'll be doing the transplant, I'm here to work! What were you expecting Cousin Xie, who do you think you wouldn't waste your garbage time on? Yu He? Don't laugh at me, you can't be so naive as to think that Yu He will come to see you of his own accord until now!"

"......"

"That device is worn on him, his brain will be completely controlled by Dela Man, he is now our fighting machine, he has no business coming to see you and he won't have any idea to come to see you! I'm telling you ...... I did all this!!!" Dongni An's demeanor twisted to the extreme, "I did it! I was the one who washed him into the ultimate blood compulsion! I was the first to take credit! Why are you telling Wen Duan that you are the First Emperor, Qingcheng Xie? Do you know that you have ruined my big event again!"

"I just finished brainwashing the blood parasite and you blew yourself up as the First Emperor! Why do you always have to take my thunder and steal my benefits!!!?"

"Now it's good ...... you have to die! By the time Yu He regains his senses, your body will already belong to the grandmother, and you won't even see each other for the last time! This is all your retribution! Retribution! You will never see him again! You'll never see him again!

Qingcheng Xie coughed softly and glanced at the old graffiti marks left by Yu He on the wall, he slowed his breath and said to Dongni An almost calmly, "We have met one last time."

Dongni An's face scrunched slightly, but after thinking that Qingcheng Xie did not have any chance to see Yu He, he said morosely, "Are you crazy, hypochondriac? How many times do I have to tell you to understand that the time he recovers is the time you die--!"

Qingcheng Xie gazed at Dongni An's grim expression in front of him.

"I don't expect you to understand what I'm talking about. Lishen Xie , I just feel sorry for you."

"You feel sorry for me?" Dongni An seemed greatly offended, "You're a dying man - you feel sorry for me?"

"My death is my own choice." Qingcheng Xie looked bemused and said, "I have spent my life pursuing what I want for myself. I have ideals, I have family, I have friends, I have a self, I have people I want to protect, I have things I aspire to do. I lived with dignity, even in this death, and I got the results I wanted for myself. Wen Duan is a man with a better bottom line than you, and I know he will send Yu He back to the Dreambreakers after I die. And you can't stop him at all. You're just a guy who works for him."

"............" Dongni An was simply furious, his handsome face was twisted, "I'm a doctor! After I left your house, I went abroad on my own merit! I studied the same major as you and did the same job as you! I was so poor and so good in the United States that Dela Man offered me an olive branch! Can you do that? Huh? I can sell everything I have to the most powerful people at the most humble times to succeed! Can you go out on a limb like I did? You can't!"

"I've never been worse than you!" He glared with bloodshot eyes.

How difficult were those years?

How hard is it to get to the top of society from scratch?

He relied on his godfather, who was fifty-eight years old, to get out of the country when he was eighteen! Because Qingcheng Xie called the police, he had theft on his record! He had to spend those years smiling and coaxing that fat pig with a fat brain and a belly bigger than a pregnant woman in August!

He hated Qingcheng Xie at that time, his skin and soul do not want to also want to take a breath to get ahead, in the future to become more than Qingcheng Xie hard-handed people.

"I did my PhD at the United States ...... my alma mater is much more impressive than yours! But you have the audacity to say ...... I'm a fight ...... fight ......"

Qingcheng Xie didn't want to hear any more, he interrupted Dongni An's madness by saying, " Lishen Xie , you are mad like this, have you ever thought about it."

"What has ...... thought about!?"

"What else could be your motivation to live after my death."

Dongni An's shoulders suddenly stiffened.

Qingcheng Xie raised his eyes to look at him, and because of the light in the room, it seemed to Dongni An that his blind eyes were as cold and clear as they would have been if he hadn't been blind.

"I really pity you after hearing that you've been living in the midst of loss. When your father lost his inheritance, he transferred that loss to you like a cancer. You always think about everything you've lost and count for it, but never look ahead of the road to see that there's something worth pursuing."

"......"

"Lishen Xie, all you've thought about since you were a kid is how to screw me by any means, how to take away my things - have you ever cared about yourself? Have you ever cared about your own dignity of living, the meaning of living, what you really like?" Qingcheng Xie coughs slightly at the window.

At this moment Dongni An had the strange feeling that they were both back in Moyu Lane's hut, with his slightly older brother lecturing him with a serious face.

And he couldn't take a step away from that hut even if he was more unconvinced.

Qingcheng Xie asked, "You simply don't like a lot of the things that I have. You don't like studying medicine, yet you became Dr. Dongni An, you don't like white, yet you have to wear a lab uniform - and you don't like Yu He."

Dongni An : "......"

"You don't like him, you're just using him for the purpose of making me feel bad. I admit that you did succeed, but now I know that what you said was all false, and that the reason you know those things that only he and I know well is because you used hypnosis and glimpsed his memories."

Qingcheng Xie's sickly face carried a hint of a sigh: "What are you really after, Lishen Xie. Can't you take your eyes off of me and look at your future? Does your life have to be structured on the hatred of another human being? Can't you respect some of your life as an individual - and after this battle, think about what it is you really want."

Dongni An's face is mottled, a blue piece of purple, he was Qingcheng Xie said the annoyance to the extreme, but deep inside extremely embarrassed.

He cut his teeth and said, "What are you pretending to be? Don't make it sound like you're still standing in my shoes for me!"

"As a matter of fact." Qingcheng Xie said coldly, "These words of mine are for you from your point of view."

Dongni An threw back his head and laughed, then spat at Qingcheng Xie and said in a stern voice, "Ridiculous! You? Thinking of me? Do you really think I'm a fool, or does His Majesty the First Emperor really think he's the savior? What makes you think about me, don't you hate me? Aren't you disgusted with me? Qingcheng Xie! Don't live so hypocritically forever!"

Qingcheng Xie looked at him indifferently: "I never said I didn't detest you. But this may be the last time you and I talk alone. Lishen Xie. This may also be my last time, and I don't really want to waste it completely."

"......"

"You at least called me brother, whether it was out of sincerity or not. I also remember my parents used to tell me to let you off more because you really suffered a lot. The most important thing is ......"

He paused, his eyes still seemingly able to peer into the deepest recesses of the human heart.

"When I think about it, you protected at least one person at one time."

Dongni An's expression suddenly froze.

Qingcheng Xie : "I wasn't sure what this was all about until I found out you were working for the Dela Man organization and I figured out what it was all about - Lishen Xie, you saved Xue Xie."

"The first thing that happened was that Rong Wei tried to drug Dongheng Wei and me at her wedding, but I was the only one who got hit, and Dongheng Wei dodged a bullet by drinking tea laced with sleeping pills." Qingcheng Xie said, "I thought at first that someone was secretly protecting Dongheng Wei, after all, Dongheng Wei looked more like someone some forces would value than Xue Xie. In fact, the opposite is true."

He looked at Dongni An with a nice gaze.

"The person who gave sleeping pills is you who belongs to the same Dela Man organization as Rong Wei."

"......"

Qingcheng Xie's long fingers were folded, and he said, "You only resented me the most, but not Xue Xie - because she was very young and good-natured at the time, and always treated you more kindly than I did. As far as I can remember, you were the only one who didn't have any arguments with her, and you called her to check on her after she was almost killed by Lanpei Jiang when she mistakenly entered Chengkang Mental Hospital. She was probably the only one in our family that you didn't hate."

Dongni An strained his face and did not say no.

But he knew in his heart that Qingcheng Xie was right.

Xue Xie was too young at that time, so no matter if he caught Qingcheng Xie or Lishen Xie, he called his brother.

He was not happy at first, both are older brothers, what is the difference between this and that? He always bullied her in secret, soaking caterpillars in her milk, stuffing spiders in her little shoes, and spitting in her face when no one was home. Xue Xie was often made to bawl, but after she cried, she didn't remember and asked him to hold her.

Lishen Xie once had a really bad intention and tried to push her into a pond in the park during a family outing. The pond was full of green weeds, and it looked just like grass, so no one would suspect him of doing it if she fell, and everyone would think that the children had accidentally taken the weeds as greenery, which led to the tragedy.

The plan was so compelling that Lishen Xie couldn't help but slowly approach from behind her and reach out ......

He was thinking, if Xue Xie accidentally fell into the water and died, how wonderful the expression of Ping Xie's family would be? The more he thought about it, the more he felt his heart surging and his hand was about to push Xue Xie's back, but...

"Brother!"

Xue Xie suddenly turned back at once, so small that the little girl, unable to stand, jumped straight into his arms and shouted in a slurred language: "Brother!"

Lishen Xie was annoyed, thinking she was trying to get him to hug her again, and he was so impatient that he even tried to throw her into the water.

But just as he lifted her up, she stretched out her tiny lotus pink arms in a protective gesture and blocked him, puffing out her face and shouting nervously at him, "Brother look out!" Lishen Xie froze for a moment, missed her shoulder, looked behind her, and then he saw-

A small pond across the river, there is a young boy playing simulation sniper rifle, that toy gun made realistic exception, Xue Xie and very young, can not identify the real, she only knew that this seems to be a very dangerous thing, she had seen on TV, so she did not think twice to turn around and recoil in front of her family ......

Dongni An hates Ping Xie's family.

Only because of this incident, Xue Xie became the exception.

Lishen Xie How can not forget her eyes at that time, bright and sparkling, so beautiful, so firm, so pure ...... that a pair of peach blossom eyes, like a never fading gemstone, became the only sparkle in his gray life.

"You saved her, and I don't want to owe anyone anything." Qingcheng Xie said, "So I hope you can find your meaning of living again ...... This is the last time I will speak to you as your cousin."

Dongni An finally took up the fight after a long silence.

"...... Hum, yeah, I do care about Xue Xie . She's been able to be safe and smooth all these years not only because you've been protecting her in the open, but also because I've been keeping an eye on her safety in the dark. I think that's the only thing we both have in common, at this point."

"The only mistake I've made over the years was the Chengkang Hospital one, I didn't think she would almost be killed by Lanpei Jiang as a hostage." Dongni An said, but laughed lightly, the smile a little gruesome, "But so what? I am always in the dark, you are always in the light - she is most grateful to you, the most dependent on you, as long as you are still alive, she between you and me, will and will only choose you as a brother. So I say well, you've been stealing from me all along."

"......"

Qingcheng Xie choked and coughed, breathing a little sharply because of the coughing too much, he slowly made his chest rise and fall to slow down.

Lishen Xie looked at his sick and rotten appearance and sneered, "But it doesn't matter anymore, when you die, I have ways to make her come to my side obediently."

Qingcheng Xie for the first time because of his words and pale, he looked up suddenly, because just violently coughing, peach blossom eyes are still tinged with a slight red and moisture.

"What do you want to do with her? I'm telling you Lishen Xie, don't you fucking hit on Tyrannicide!"

Because of Yun Li's previous experience, Qingcheng Xie almost immediately saw Dongni An's longing in his look: "Do you think she's still the same Xue Xie after you made her a violent killer?"

Dongni An narrowed her eyes, "Why not. To be able to keep a part of her mind, and to weed out the mind I don't want, and to keep her honest and listen to her brother-"

"She is a living person!" It was at this moment that Qingcheng Xie finally showed her anger, " Lishen Xie , she's a living person! What kind of thinking are you going to weed out of her and make her listen to your bullshit?"

Qingcheng Xie has been restraining his emotions since he met him, and this time anger surged, a pale face only finally came alive.

Dongni An looked at his face and was suddenly a bit stunned.

Qingcheng Xie gritted his teeth and said, "Wake up, Lishen Xie! After doing so many bastards and killing so many people, isn't it enough for you to feel guilty? You can't see Wen Duan's Yun Li, Ya Zhuo's Wa Ai? Those androids are simply fake! It's a dream - you have a living sister and you're thinking like this, are you crazy? You're getting deeper and deeper into this fucking organization!"

Dongni An's body shook slightly.

He stared into Qingcheng Xie's eyes--

Reddish, watery peach blossom eyes.

The face of Xue Xie suddenly flashed in front of my eyes.

It was the last time the always cheerful Xue Xie shed tears in front of him. It was after Qingcheng Xie's parents' accident, when he actually went back to Xie's house twice while Qingcheng Xie was away.

The second time is to steal money and steal things for the first time ......

For the first time I don't know why, I just want to go back and see.

He stepped on the spot, no one was home that day, and he sat for a while in the empty house, looking at the wall where a photo of himself with the family had once hung. The photo had been taken down, and only a few traces remained in those places that could not be removed.

He raised his hand and touched the marks with a twisted smile that could not be described as mocking or something else - then he left and walked to the corner of the alley when he suddenly heard a childish voice, calling him -

"Brother."

Surprised, he turned his head and saw Xue Xie on a small assisted children's bike.

Xue Xie is the only one.

At that time, Xue Xie still did not understand many things, and when she saw Lishen Xie, whom she had not seen for a long time, she thought he was coming back, so she pedaled hard on the low bicycle and rode hard to him, tilting her head and calling out to him, "Brother, are you home?"

"......"

He stood dumbfounded, for no reason, and suddenly felt very afraid.

He felt that not only was she alone in asking herself, he seemed to see the dead aunt and uncle also standing behind the little girl, full of sorrow, asked, Li Shen, you went home?

He couldn't breathe at once, and actually turned around and fled.

Xue Xie froze, children do not understand so many twists and turns, she only knew that Lishen Xie saw her like a ghost and ran away, which made her very sad, she had not seen him for so long ......

Her small bicycle is three wheels of the kind of auxiliary school car, simply can not ride fast, but she strode hard on the short legs behind him chasing, while chasing while crying out, "Brother, go home! Go home ......"

Brother ......

Brother!!!

Lishen Xie was suddenly awakened from his memories.

He came back to his senses, his face pale, and stared into Qingcheng Xie's eyes.

It's these eyes ......

These eyes are so similar to Xue Xie's.

But at this moment, it can still put him in a trance, make him anxious, let him hear the cries of sorrow that seem to come from the abyss of hell.

Go home ......

Lishen Xie , go home ......

That voice came from that man and that woman ...... that dead man and woman, that hypocritical man and woman ...... that ...... that good man ...... and woman ......

He is so jealous ......

That man and that woman - why not his parents?!!!

This is actually his true heart! This was his true heart all along! He cursed Ping Xie and Muying Zhou, saying they stole his life, but the only one he really hated was Qingcheng Xie! Why? Why are these parents not his? Why didn't he get them, but only a gambling father and a bitch mother!

Why ......

Why?!!!

" Lishen Xie , go home." The man said.

"Li Shen, from today on, this is your home." The woman put her hand out to him.

He was afraid to touch it.

Fake ......

He was always so sure in his mind that - FALSE! Fake!!!

They weren't even his real parents, his real parents didn't want him, both treated him so viciously, this man and woman were just his aunts and uncles, how could they have been good to him? How can they always give him a home! One day it will be taken away ...... they will one day show their true colors and just take Qingcheng Xie away and leave him alone again ......

Yes, it's all fake ...... hypocritical ...... fake!!!

The image is cracked and broken, the figures of Ping Xie and Muying Zhou are scattered all over the ground, reflected in the fragments on the ground, all the □ □ he suffered as a child.

The slap from his father, the endless spitting at him when he was drunk, the neighbors' pointing, the rice in the bowl so dry and hard that it looked like glass crumbs -

These are the only ones that are true.

He has no home.

Qingcheng Xie parents can't be really good to him.

But ......

But until they died, Lishen Xie found no evidence that they had treated him badly.

He was sad.

Repressed for twenty years ...... all the fault of life, if Ping Xie and Muying Zhou from the beginning is his parents, then there will not be such things happen. If ...... if there was no Qingcheng Xie it would be good ......

The countless pieces on the ground defied the geocentric force and were put back together again as if by magic, forming a glorious and complete picture.

He saw the glowing picture of him standing in the middle of Ping Xie and Muying Zhou, replacing Qingcheng Xie as their son, holding their hands and surrounded by Xue Xie, who was smiling with a milk tooth.

Lishen Xie's heart trembled so deeply that he almost knelt down under the scroll ......

And then -

Suddenly, the AI prompts in the headset went off.

Dongni An jolted back to his senses - there was no scroll whatsoever.

In front of him, there was only Qingcheng Xie alone, looking at him calmly with those peach blossom eyes that he had so violently desired and hated.

"......" Dongni An and that pair of eyes a stare, actually shuddered and hated ......! This is the reality ...... This is the reality!!!

This this is his nightmare, his weakness, something he cannot easily look at with.

He and he, as he and his eyes, so similar, yet so different! ...... Hate! Really hate!!!

The malice that had been pent up in his heart for more than thirty years was burning like a ghostly fire, dancing fiercely in his chest, and he suddenly seemed to be the child who was ready to push Xue Xie down at the pond. It is full of viciousness, malice, and the impulse to do whatever it takes.

" Qingcheng Xie ." He opened his mouth, his voice was softly pressed, yet it seemed more terrifying than ever.

His fingers were shaking slightly because of that mad impulse, and he swallowed.

Dongni An approached Qingcheng Xie, staring hard at those eyes.

Qingcheng Xie, still unaware of what he was about to do, gazed at him with his eyes unblinking.

At this moment he still looks very still, the kind that makes Lishen Xie jealous, the kind that he thinks only someone who has had a perfect childhood can reveal, strong and calm from the heart.

Lishen Xie was more and more hurt and stung by this composure. His face was getting closer and closer to his cousin's, and he was at the window, leaning down to stare into Qingcheng Xie's peachy eyes that almost made him lose his heart.

Yes ...... must never have anything like this again.

In this world, there must not be such a pair of eyes again.

So much like him, but better looking eyes than he ...... can't have!

Dongni An thought, that beautiful face gradually revealed a hideous look, he used one hand to fiercely pinch Qingcheng Xie's chin, fiercely fixed that sick to the marrow of the man! The other hand is shaking more and more, but it is also lifting up little by little, and the two fingers are getting closer and closer to Qingcheng Xie's eyes ......

Qingcheng Xie finally realized what he wanted to do.

Qingcheng Xie's body a tense, face abruptly white down, this reaction let Lishen Xie a hint of pleasure: "Are you afraid ......? You are finally afraid ...... cousin, you also have fear of the time?"

But when their eyes met again, a few seconds later, Lishen Xie's smile disappeared. Because he didn't see fear in Qingcheng Xie's eyes. Qingcheng Xie didn't seem to be losing his blood over the impending damage to his torso.

Sure enough, the man's pale lips opened and closed through his loose forehead hair, and he said to him, " Lishen Xie , don't let your life shatter even more."

He's not afraid? Not even at the end of his life?

"...... My life is shattered by you." Lishen Xie murmured with hatred, full of malice. His voice was shaking, beads of sweat were pouring down, his eyes were shining with a radical light, he was shaking so hard that he seemed to be the one who was about to be tortured compared to Qingcheng Xie: "My life was shattered by you ......!"

He couldn't stop repeating it in a low voice.

Beads of sweat kept rolling down, Lishen Xie's eyes were, abnormally, perverted.

" Qingcheng Xie , I'm telling you ...... I'm doing this ...... not that I'm jealous of you! It's that the blood sample is too small ...... we're on a tight schedule ...... you know, huh?" He seemed to be looking for an excuse for his upcoming actions, his throat knot rolling up and down frantically as he swallowed, his eyes almost glaring into a doorknocker, his breath spraying on Qingcheng Xie's slightly cool skin, "We have to get more of your flesh and blood for the pre-op analysis... ...understand? This is what must be done. It's not that I'm afraid of you it's not that I'm jealous ...... not!!!"

With that, he jerked Qingcheng Xie closer and raised his hand high - down - to those eyes -

"...... This is what I ...... have to do ......!"

Ruthlessly downward -!

The fingertips have touched the eyelashes, trembling badly, but did not withdraw.

These eyes are like a bronze mirror, shining on a figure that Lishen Xie no longer even recognizes.

Qingcheng Xie was still calm until this moment.

He will not be unsettled, to this point, he has even given up his life, what torture is not unbearable for him.

He knew that Lishen Xie would not stop.

Those fingers trembling to Qingcheng Xie's eyes, in this last moment, Qingcheng Xie suddenly turned his eyes sideways -

If this is the only glimpse left of earth, what does he want to see?

Those glassy, beautiful eyes had their own answer.

He had looked at the walls of the cell, at the mottled graffiti on the walls ......

He looked at the English on the wall and looked at the endless summer.

Looking at the little fire dragon, looking at the teenager who only he could see, carving these with a stone by the wall.

Lishen Xie shouted something in his ears in annoyance, but he didn't listen anymore and didn't care. He just looked at those simple lines, but suddenly he felt that the lines came to life, and the patterns drawn by the white stones were suddenly filled with the most brilliant and vivid colors he had ever seen in his life.

He closes his eyes.

"I have to do it ...... have to do it!" The hissing has been like the curse of the devil.

Crazy General ......

And then finally - "snort"!

Creepy.

The sticky sound of flesh and blood separating, and the sharp pain that erupted from within the eye socket, became the final resting point of this conversation.

Fascia rupture, foreign objects into the eyes, shattered the colorful still inhabiting his retina, fingers force, ripped off his vision and the world's last link, the pain has been ruthlessly stabbed into the skull into the bone into the heart, buried deep in his flesh and blood and then suddenly ripped out!

The flesh that brings light, away from the bone.

The eye that has seen all that is good and bad in the world of man and left him.

Flesh and blood are away from him.

Had looked at parents, benefactors, little sister, friends, had looked at Yu He's eyes, away from him ......

His eyes, which had caused him so much pain, had seen many things he didn't want to see, but he was still grateful for it because it had allowed him to see those people.

He has seen love and goodness.

Since then, never forget ......

Blood, slowly flowing down his face ......

"...... call ...... call ......"

Lishen Xie's rapid breathing echoed in the room.

Qingcheng Xie bit his lower lip without saying a word, but Lishen Xie let out a horrible whimper like a trapped animal, he stared at the bloody flesh in his palm ...... he looked at Qingcheng Xie's eyes dripping with blood tears... ...

Half the time, he did not know whether out of hate or something else, in a very odd, weak, distorted voice, asked: "...... Qingcheng Xie ...... Qingcheng Xie Don't you hurt ...... ah?! Don't you hurt ...... !!!!"

"Don't you hurt!!! You talk!!! You cry and howl! You beg for mercy!!! You beg for mercy from me!!! You fucking kneel to me!!! Why are you ...... why are you not even afraid to die! I hate you to death! Bitch!!! Say it hurts!!!"

Qingcheng Xie always clenched his blood-soaked lips and didn't say a word.

He didn't let Lishen Xie get what he wanted.

Even at this moment, his eyes were gouged out alive by his cousin, and the pain was so severe that he could not see anything.

But he still managed to endure.

His eyes have said goodbye to him, but it still treats him with tenderness.

Because at the moment the blood fell, he saw the endless summer on the wall -

Three years ago Yu He painted the endless summer, in the last moment he could see the light, it actually bloomed only he could see, beautiful purple and red flowers ......

The blue is upright, just like the parents' police uniforms in the sunlight. White is bright, like the white of the teacher's clothes. And pink is delicate, like the pink that brims in the little sister's smile, and those belonging to Yu He's color, colorful ...... When he looked at him and said "Qingcheng Xie, I like you", the almond eyes were flowing with light, overflowing with color. The two almond eyes are so bright and overflowing with color.

They all bid him a gentle farewell in the midst of that splendid and endless summer.

It turned out that they had been fixed in his eyes all along.

From the time when he was still a young Xie, to the time when he is now gray at the temples. Because of their longevity in his eyes, no darkness has accumulated until this moment when his eyes are separated from his flesh and blood.

Only the water of the peach blossom pool was clear, shining their faces and smiling at him.

It was his last glimpse of the world - he saw all the people he loved.

It was Yu He who gave him the analgesia.

"Qingcheng, you are very brave ......" Slowly, the blue disappeared.

"Brother, it doesn't hurt anymore ......" the pink sank into the puddle.

"Little Xie, I know you won't give in." White is also returned to his heart.

"Brother."

They were gone, but their faces were turned into his heart. He finally heard Yu He's soft call, very gentle.

In that moment, the blood weeping down his no longer young face.

Qingcheng Xie seemed to see Yu He looking back from the window and said to him:

"Look, Endless Summer, the flowers are blooming ......"

That's what only you can see.

Blossom.

Published at: 08/05/2022 11:07