Chapter 221: we want to fake it

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Yu He didn't expect Qingcheng Xie to hear about this, but he was not surprised.

Qingcheng Xie also fully understands this point.

He was so perceptive that he realized something was wrong when the maid came in to clean up and change the sheets.

Under normal circumstances, even if you are staying in a hotel, it is impossible for the attendant to change the bedding every day, let alone this is Yu He's usual bedroom. Besides, Yu He's bed sheets were clean and could be seen to have been freshly made not long ago, so there was no need to change them at all. However, the maid removed the old sheets.

Qingcheng Xie knew that this was Duan Wen checking the authenticity of the relationship between Yu He and him. After all, if Yu He was really doing it for his own selfish reasons, then he couldn't have done nothing if he caught himself back.

Duan Wen is not stupid and does not trust Yu He that much, so he sent someone to check, to see if Yu He has another plan.

This is too disgusting, but now they have no choice but to put on the show as realistically as possible.

So the night became very weird.

Qingcheng Xie and Yu He have stopped arguing, but only just.

The emotional side of things, they are not explained by anyone.

Because there is no position.

Explain their feelings, the first thing is to know that the other party cares about the feelings, if the other party does not care, their own initiative to mention, it is too much to take themselves seriously.

Qingcheng Xie is very good at heart to heart, he feels that his current situation is similar to when he divorced Ruoqiu Li, Ruoqiu Li came back to see him on New Year's Eve, if he suddenly said "Xie, I have no feelings for him, I have nothing to do with him", then he as an ex will only feel embarrassed and inexplicable. It is inexplicable.

Qingcheng Xie knew that he had broken Yu He's heart during the sea battle, and although Yu He had already let go of his hatred, how could his love as yesterday still be there, so if he went to Yu He at this time and said, "Yu He, I have no feelings for Man Chen, I have nothing to do with him "The company's main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the public.

So Qingcheng Xie, a steel engineer, thought he was doing the right thing, and that he would get a hundred percent for his analysis of the solution.

And what about Yu He? This young man is even smarter.

He used to confess to Qingcheng Xie, for Qingcheng Xie made head bleeding, paid so many feelings, Qingcheng Xie but never accepted him, even sex and love can be divided beyond clear, but also always advised himself not to waste feelings in the uncle. Although Yu He saw the broken little fire dragon, but he was rejected too many times, he simply did not dare to Qingcheng Xie is not in love with him that side to think, he is deep inside the inferiority complex, he always feel that they are no one wants, this inferiority complex makes him flare up, but also a lot of love timid.

The literary young man thought sadly, "Oh, that little fire dragon, it should just be Qingcheng Xie's guilt over his death, it's nothing.

Then since they no longer like each other, it's good to have the peace that we have now. Some things, there is no need to talk about them anymore.

They are just like the middle school students who have not yet said their hearts, no one dares to easily step on that line, get along with each other with some suspicion, some uneasiness, and even a few cautious, no one has the courage, also think they do not have the position to tell the depths of the heart still exist in the unrequited love and love.

At night, after a bath, Yu He and Qingcheng Xie went to bed, and with the goose down quilt caged, they were left face to face again, and it was not easy to see each other's faces in the dark, they were like dragons in a dark nest, almost relying on their nostrils to identify each other's positions.

Yu He whispered, "You know what I think of now."

Yu He had a faint smell of cigarettes, Qingcheng Xie smoked less in the past few years, smelling this smell but still some instinctive desire, he fixed his mind: "What."

"I think we both look like the underground, the fake couple during the National/Communist civil/war, doing the work of the organization during the day and still having to do it for the eyes at night when the door to the room is closed, acting 24 hours a day, every minute of the day."

Qingcheng Xie sighed, this child really choreographer: "...... Then have you finished your spy work today during the day?"

"It's done."

Qingcheng Xie then knew that Yu He had successfully transmitted the data from the laser speed cold light back to Headquarters.

With this data, it won't take long for the Dreambreakers' full-scale attack to begin, and until then, all they have to do is lurk inside Dela Man for as long as possible in order to make a ploy, the longer the better.

Qingcheng Xie This person actually put aside the war years is very suitable for the underground party, because in normal circumstances, he almost nothing personal emotions, and he is very clear about what is important, the flesh of the matter for him is actually irrelevant, since now to have some substantial relationship in this bed to dispel the suspicions of Duan Wen, then he will naturally take the overall situation as the most important.

It is Yu He some young people's shortness of breath, the young man now remembered before he did some shit, some can not face, but also worried about making Qingcheng Xie unhappy. So he propped up the quilt, tangled for a while, before asking him in a low voice: "So ...... that ...... you willing?"

"......"

There were several seconds of silence.

For the first time in a long time ...... many years, Qingcheng Xie was repressed, but had some rare interest, because he suddenly felt at this moment that Yu He really looked like a nineteen-year-old.

He was quiet for a moment and actually asked knowingly, "Hmm? Which one?"

Yu He did not yet perceive Qingcheng Xie is stored in mind to toss him, more embarrassed: "Just ...... that."

Qingcheng Xie : "I don't understand."

Yu He was at a loss for words when he met Qingcheng Xie's eyes, and when those eyes met, Yu He froze for a moment and then responded, "You understand."

Qingcheng Xie was caught in the act, some embarrassment, coughing: "...... no way, we also have no choice."

Yu He didn't expect this attitude from Qingcheng Xie, he froze for a moment, if it was before, he would have wanted to ask Qingcheng Xie - don't you care how Yan Chen feels?

As for Qingcheng Xie, although he was locked up in Yu He's home for more than ten days, has long been seen Yu He and Dongni An is not considered a couple at all, at most is a bed partner. But even if it is a bed partner, he is also uncomfortable, he estimated that he would also knowingly ask a question, then you do not fucking care about Li Xie deep?

But after experiencing the incident of the attack, they talked about a lot of things except their feelings, Yu He no longer wanted to hurt Qingcheng Xie, and Qingcheng Xie seemed to not want to mention Dongni An's shit anymore.

The two sharp knives that have tormented each other for too long between them have not yet been pulled away, but neither of them wants to go down deeper. They do not mind each other's feelings, just lone dragon and lone dragon intertwined, they saw each other's tired scars, they no longer want to hurt each other, even if their hearts are still hard.

Yu He had done so many beastly things before, this time surprisingly looked a little clueless and raw: "Then, then we ......"

"...... Just think of it as an office. ...... no other choice but not to care too much about the situation. Can't be a showdown with Duan Wen because of this kind of thing can't it."

"......"

The relationship between the two of them exploded because of revenge, because of misunderstanding, because of infatuation, and because of entanglement.

The only thing that has never been so publicly embarrassing.

Yu He and he lay face to face for a while, still felt inappropriate. The relationship between the two of them was so hard to repair that he did not want to act rashly. The youth is torn, suddenly thought of something, hand rustling on the side of the bed pillow took something in. Qingcheng Xie this person is more direct in this regard, for a moment thought he thought Yu He took a set, the result of the out-of-sight dark beneath the futon suddenly lit up with blinding white light.

Qingcheng Xie couldn't help but narrow his eyes, "What did you bring the phone in for?"

Yu He coughed lightly and said, "I think you are not well ...... I was thinking, we should ...... otherwise still act?"

Qingcheng Xie did not understand, sword brow frown: "Act? This how to act?"

Yu He licked his lips, more embarrassed: "It's like this. It is that we do still have to do, but can do both real and fake, just like actors acting in bed, can deceive Duan Wen is good."

Qingcheng Xie still doesn't understand: "...... How do you call it both true and false?"

Yu He gave up, he felt and Qingcheng Xie roundabout useless, so took a wireless headset, himself put on, and another handed to Qingcheng Xie, and said: "Watch the movie."

Qingcheng Xie : ".................."

The solution that Yu He came up with is to do it yourself.

Early solution to this problem, early can cover the quilt and colleagues to talk about work, so as not to be inattentive again by a colleague to seduce can not hold themselves.

Yu He randomly logged on to a website, cell phone fluorescence reflected in his handsome face, he deliberately tense face, not much expression, as if talking to Qingcheng Xie next battle plan, while browsing the page, while asking a question.

"What type do you want to see."

Qingcheng Xie : "...... Do I need to see it too."

"...... you don't look, can you?"

Qingcheng Xie said that even if he looked at it, it would be useless, he has always been indifferent in this kind of things, before and Yu He so out of shape indulgence, but also almost all rely on Yu He trouble to provoke fire.

But how can I say such things to Yu He?

And when you think about it, this method, although it sounds outrageous at first, is the least costly solution for both of them. Qingcheng Xie therefore said, "Whatever you want, just do what you want."

Yu He found a high rating and high click on the home page, and Qingcheng Xie wore headphones separately and watched it on a screen.

Both of them acted ironically and absurdly, never imagining that one day the two of them would actually enjoy a midnight movie together under the covers.

That film is Europe and the United States, the main actors are very pleasing to the eye, editing and production are very good, it can be seen that the director's work, but Yu He and Qingcheng Xie lying in bed watching half a day, the two are very numb.

Yu He : "What do you think?"

"Not good."

Yu He said, "Why don't I change to a Mandarin one?"

"......" Qingcheng Xie , "That's fine too."

Yu He changed the film, this time did not want this industrial film, he found a domestic couple self-timer, good guys, clarity plummeted, no camera language to speak, but the valuable in the full of emotion, and is the native language dialogue, can directly stimulate the brain, do not have to go through the brain translation system.

A few minutes later.

Qingcheng Xie looked at it and frowned and said, "Do you think this woman looks familiar?"

"...... is a bit."

"She looks like that nurse Chow from our old hospital."

Yu He was not very interesting to watch, so when he heard this, and then associated with it, he directly closed the box.

"...... I'll change another book."

"Then pay attention and look for it properly."

It is obviously such an awkward and sexy thing, but Qingcheng Xie said a kind of seniors to guide juniors to do the PowerPoint temperament to. Yu He was made more embarrassed, simply exit the whole page, open another section, after scanning a circle, picked a good look and began to play.

This time he looked for two male leads.

But the two Homo sapiens in the movie chest hair actually longer than the chimpanzees in the zoo, and the sound than the African elephants spraying water when the sound is also appalling, Qingcheng Xie watched less than a minute to take off the headphones: "Watching this is better than watching Animal World."

Yu He thinks so, what is all this and what not.

He turned off the website and looked sideways at Qingcheng Xie. By the faint light of the phone, Yu He could look at Qingcheng Xie's face clearly at such a close distance. His eyes traced Qingcheng Xie's jade-white face, knife-like eyebrows, and lingered on the pair of ice-cold, foggy peach blossom eyes.

Those films acted more indulgent, but not as Qingcheng Xie so unobtrusive look at him.

Yu He is depressed about his feelings for Qingcheng Xie, he obviously wants his heart to be as strong as a city, why does his heart get so soft as long as he is around him, he only wants to kiss Qingcheng Xie's cool lips?

Even just thinking about it made my heart hot and burning, and my belly was on fire.

His eyes were slightly red and he stared unblinkingly at the other man.

But Qingcheng Xie didn't notice, and asked, "Can't you find a decent one?"

Yu He : "......"

"No inventory?"

"......"

Qingcheng Xie thought it might be really difficult for the child to do this kind of thing with the uncle who has no emotional entanglement. Forget it, this kind of trouble is better to do it yourself, so said: "Why don't you give me your phone, I'll help you find it."

Yu He said dully, "What experience do you have again? I used to help you with your coursework, and look at your computer, you don't even have a restricted film."

At this statement, both were quiet.

They now rarely mention what happened a few years ago, whether it was painful or tender, as if the past had become a sore that could not be healed.

The moment Yu He blurts out without thinking, as if pulling them back to the college campus three or four years ago, when nothing wrong had happened between them.

Between these memories, Yu He gazed at Qingcheng Xie's face with a good gaze, and the redness of his eyes gradually ceased to be only because of embarrassment and desire, and took on some other emotions.

He looked at Qingcheng Xie's blinded eyes.

Looking at Qingcheng Xie's sporadically graying hair.

He looked at a man who was once so brilliant, like wax burned to a residual age, and from brilliance to downfall, are these times he missed.

This blind eye does not belong to himself, this white hair does not belong to himself, the years flooded and ...... this person even if the crippled to S, no longer belong to himself.

Yu He staggered back from his lost soul, crawling bloodily back from the hell of Abbey - he saw only a mutilated, Qingcheng Xie taken from him by others.

He didn't really manage to pretend to be anything like magnanimous and calm as usual.

He just doesn't want to hurt anymore, so he pretends not to care.

In fact, he still can't let go.

His feelings for Qingcheng Xie, can only be intense love, what peace, what put down, what release ...... that is all fake, is pretend.

Seeming to finally sense the danger in Yu He's expression, Qingcheng Xie fell silent and tried to turn his face away, but it was too late.

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you're getting into. The heavy, hot breath spurts out, brushing the skin, burning through the heart. This kiss is unstructured and unpredictable, like the counterattack of a beast that has been forced to a desperate place.

He kissed him fiercely and wildly on the lips, jaw, neck, those emotions suppressed for a long time, suddenly broke the bank, so Yu He seemed to become a demon, it seems to bite Qingcheng Xie's throat.

At the end of the rough and impatient kiss, Yu He breathed heavily, propped up under the covers, staring at Qingcheng Xie as if he were about to be ripped open, and then murmured softly: "I actually have a very nice one, but I'm afraid you'll be angry ...... not dare to take it out. out. But ...... I've been looking at it for the past few years ...... I'd love to go with you, without quarrelling ...... to have a look... ...look at our former ...... you ...... this time, would you like to join me?"

As soon as Yu He said this, Qingcheng Xie knew what he was referring to.

He tried to get away from Yu He, but Yu He put a headset back into Qingcheng Xie's ear while raising his hand to open the screen, and without even looking, he found the video that had been saved in the player.

Twenty rainy night voice snatched into their ears, the video Yu He watched for nearly three years, even without looking at the picture, can know what the two people in the video are doing, and what will be the next move.

Although Qingcheng Xie had already known that Yu He had such a thing in his hand and had seen the video on the day of the medical report, it was still exciting to see it again.

"Do you think that's okay?"

Qingcheng Xie's face is white, but he refuses to mess up the battle - he himself said that the official business, can not show any young people should be helpless. And Yu He originally took a step back and solved the problem himself is already the best way. So he said as calmly as he could, "It's average. Mostly I don't like to watch my own videos. Let's change the book."

"......" Yu He stared at him, stared for a while, he tried to hold back, but finally couldn't, he said, " Qingcheng Xie ... ... did Dongni An tell you that he slept with me every day, and that I showed him this video?"

"......"

Seeing Qingcheng Xie silent, Yu He's eyes became red, some with aggression, some with annoyance, and some with burning desire: "...... He lied to you! This video is he watched from Duan Wen, he pervert! Not me pervert! Who has slept with him! He lied to you! He framed me!"

Qingcheng Xie was speechless and stunned.

In fact, he didn't care who Yu He slept with, Yu He never established any relationship with him, not to mention that they had already broken up completely, and it was Yu He's freedom to sleep with whomever he wanted.

Qingcheng Xie heart most over or Li Xie deep knowledge of what had happened between them, at this time to hear Yu He so denied, his heart for a time trembled a lot, the brain also became some confusion.

Dizzy between, he then some hands and feet, words are at a loss, said: "You just do not talk about perverted or not perverted things first, or change a ......"

However, Yu He was upset and irrational, vaguely with a crazy energy, his mind was not clear for a moment, Qingcheng Xie's words only half listened to, only heard the word "pervert".

He tormented even more.

Does he think he wants to see it?

But these three years he has no one around him, no one ...... to know, these three years, he can actually only from this volume of mirrors to touch the afterglow of that night ......

He watched the video and even felt extra tired and sad afterwards, because he would remember the day of his twentieth birthday, Qingcheng Xie had said a happy birthday to him.

It was the only true greeting he had ever received in his life.

He knew then that he was miserable, that only one person had treated him well for twenty years, but he felt happy that there was finally one person who had treated him well for twenty years.

Who knows that the only person who was true to him, he ended up missing out on.

"I know what he said to you ...... but that's not even true ...... that's not true." Yu He spoke hoarsely, his voice could not be heard as exasperated or aggrieved, "I didn't show him the video, I didn't show ...... me anything personal about us to him!"

Qingcheng Xie has been in these words and Yu He's emotions are made unable to think rationally, he can not round any bend at the moment, his eyes only reflect Yu He some crazy and incomparable aggrieved face, the brain buzzing.

Yu He took a deep breath, his eyes were red, and he seemed unwilling to talk much about Dongni An. In the time he spent with Qingcheng Xie, he didn't want to mention anyone's name: "You believe me, okay, you said you would believe me."

"......"

" Qingcheng Xie , I've watched this video back and forth a hundred and eighty times, I like it so much, I just have a feeling for it. I don't want to change it."

At the end of the sentence, there was a surprisingly somewhat roguish tone.

But he also did not lie, between the two entangled ......

Published at: 07/15/2022 11:07