Chapter 151: The night of my twentieth birthday

Yu He is in a half-crazy, half-awake state, his consciousness is not so clear, but all his feelings are still there.

Perhaps he subconsciously wanted to confirm whether Qingcheng Xie was real or not.

Maybe he still thinks it's a fantasy, and there's no harm in indulging in some.

He was so sullenly dragged Qingcheng Xie to the parking lot, Qingcheng Xie reacted halfway, tried to break free, but his physical strength is weakening, and drink, the left arm since the case of Yi Jia Village, but also can not use any strength.

Although he could tangle with Yu He for a while, he was no longer a match for Yu He.

The door of the big Cullinan was opened, and Yu He lifted up high, pushing the man violently into the last row.

" Yu He , you ......!"

Yu He remained silent and got into the car, but did not close the door.

He did not Qingcheng Xie up, attached to press down, arm propped on the side of the man's slightly pale face.

He just stared at Qingcheng Xie in awe, and after a while, he silently shed a series of tears.

He silently shed tears and lifted his hand, stroking Qingcheng Xie's face little by little.

From the eyebrows, to the bridge of the nose, to the lips, to the line of the jaw ......

As a rule, Qingcheng Xie should break away from him.

But under the ambient light inside the car, Qingcheng Xie can see Yu He's eyes at this moment.

Those were eyes that were too sad.

Yu He's hand touching Qingcheng Xie's eyebrows and features is trembling gently, as if a person who has lost his light and is in perpetual darkness is checking to see if there is really someone around him.

It is also as if he wants to know by this touch whether what is with him is illusion or the real Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie does not know if he drank too much wine, a heart actually trembled violently under such a gaze.

He once suspected that the deep dependence he saw in Yu He's eyes, as if he would die if he left him, was false, a self-induced illusion.

But then he learned that it was all true.

Yu He is really so in love with him, irreplaceably in love with him ...... but he can't be with him ah, no matter from what aspect, they can't be together.

Even he had wanted to make this clear with Yu He after seeing the longshots today.

This moment but nothing can be said.

Yu He's tears fell on Qingcheng Xie's eyelids and trickled down the curve of his cheeks before being wiped away by the owner's own hands.

" Qingcheng Xie ......"

The only ray of hope in the eyes of this young man, who is in despair, is the Qingcheng Xie reflected in his eyes at this moment.

If Qingcheng Xie pushed him away.

His light is about to go out completely.

" Qingcheng Xie ......" Yu He looked into his eyes and sought his hand.

He held him.

The boy's trembling hand clasped the man's slightly cool hand.

The ring on Yu He's wrist, still orange, was not in any kind of stable state, and even still flashed a little red now and then as his mind ebbed and flowed. The glow was like handcuffs, as if to tightly handcuff the two of them together.

Thorough and entangled.

Yu He said, " Qingcheng Xie , I am twenty years old."

"Whether you're real or not, you stay with me, okay ......"

After he said this, he lowered his head and kissed Qingcheng Xie's lips.

The young man's kissing skills are not too clever, but expensive in the hot, and his kiss can feel his whole heart burning with love, so stubborn so crazy burning, as if until the end of life will be extinguished, and as if his life was rekindled because of the fire of love.

Qingcheng Xie was pinned underneath him, the boy's fingers not getting into his dark hair, holding him, not letting him go.

Qingcheng Xie was gradually kissed by him to lack of oxygen, their hands were entwined, at this time Qingcheng Xie's hands began to make no strength, he texted the English inscription wrist drops down, fell on the leather seat cushion.

" Qingcheng Xie , Dr. Xie ...... you don't leave me."

Between the gasps of the kiss, Yu He looked at him and murmured like he was in a nightmare.

Like madness.

"Don't leave me ......"

He was brutal, but like a glass that had fallen apart.

Qingcheng Xie clearly saw the cracking of his soul, and he suddenly thought - Yu He had pulled him to his side on New Year's Eve, when he was in the most pain.

Do you want to push him into a desperate situation on his twentieth birthday?

Qingcheng Xie's heart fluttered.

Yu He murmured softly right in his ear, as if begging for help: " Qingcheng Xie ...... Can you hold me again?"

"I really put up with it for a long time ...... I'm dying of uncomfortable, Qingcheng Xie , you save me ...... you save me ...... "

Today is his birthday - Qingcheng Xie thought - Today is Yu He's twentieth birthday.

Even if he had a heart of stone, he could not say anything desperate to Yu He at this time.

Qingcheng Xie in such repeated entanglement, eyes light finally slowly softened - he knew they could not be together, the teenager wanted everything, he ultimately can not give. Soon, he still has to take up the blade with his own hands, will be between them a thousand strands of mess to cut off.

But -

"I like you."

"It hurts to love you, Qingcheng Xie , it hurts to love you, I can't get ...... I know I have to let go, but I'm still ...... still loving you day by day... ..."

What echoed in his ears was the hottest confession Yu He had ever given him.

A confession he is not destined to respond to.

Qingcheng Xie knew that he would have to leave.

In that case ...... that's ...... the last time.

Before saying those decisive words, let him spend his twentieth birthday with him for once. Twenty years, the boy has lived so lonely, never spent even one successful birthday.

He doesn't have much money and can't give Yu He any material things, what he can give and what Yu He wants is only his own body.

Sorry, Yu He.

What I have is really too little.

There is also really too little to give you.

So the last thing I can send you ...... is just a little something like this, as a compensation for the illusion of your sixteenth year, to make up for the reality of your twentieth. And after this ......

Qingcheng Xie did not think further, he thought, chest actually throbbing, he looked at him, in Yu He once again lowered his head to kiss him, Qingcheng Xie finally did not side head to avoid away.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier as the two kissed in the car.

" Qingcheng Xie ...... " Yu He choked up, " Qingcheng Xie ...... "

Qingcheng Xie was recited by him one by one, the voice so helpless, so devout, so desperate ......

The voice of Qingcheng Xie's slightly drunken brain, slowly, became more dizzying compulsion than alcohol. Qingcheng Xie listened to him call himself, felt his tears fall on his face, his heart slowly grew unprecedented sadness and pity - he was really drunk?

He is really drunk, right ......

" Qingcheng Xie ......"

After Yu He called his name again with a sobbing voice, Qingcheng Xie raised his hand and wrapped it around the back of Yu He's neck, bringing him down. He indulged himself, and as he took the initiative to kiss the heartbroken and confused teenager, Qingcheng Xie said in a low voice, "Okay, okay, good boy, don't cry."

Yu He's response was to be stunned for a long time, and then, with tears falling, kissed him fiercely, with too much force, and the taste of blood soon seeped out of their mouths.

Yu He said, "You must be a fake ...... is my illusion ...... Qingcheng Xie never talks to me like this ...... he Never ...... He never has ......"

When it comes to the back, the sad look, but also brought a few points of begging madness.

Qingcheng Xie looked a little frightened by the madness, but he has also made up his mind, tonight, nothing, nothing, this is the only response he can give Yu He.

Final response.

So after Yu He murmured in a low voice: "It's okay if it's fake...... you stay with me okay...... do it with me...... ", Qingcheng Xie still did not dodge away.

The hot kiss pressed down once more.

In a blur, Qingcheng Xie thought she was really crazy to do such a thing with Yu He in the open parking lot.

Even though it was late and their parking spot was remote and there were no cars around, there was no guarantee that no one else would pass by.

Yu He did not even close the car door tightly, and began to take off his clothes. The boy would have endured a long time, the heart is very anxious, and sick, some dream awake indistinguishable, the action is less restrained, more rough.

"Wait a minute, you close the door first ......"

(......1w words)

Yu He had long since sobered up after some intense rain.

He had fully realized that the person he had tangled with in the garage until midnight was not nothing, but was indeed Qingcheng Xie.

It was Qingcheng Xie who was comforting him.

It was Qingcheng Xie who accompanied him.

It is Qingcheng Xie who finally did not choose to leave, but used blood and flesh and desire and heat to quell his heart's chronic illness and stop his pain.

Yu He's hand is trembling, he is in extreme infatuation and fondness, constantly touching Qingcheng Xie's eyebrows gently with his fingertips ...... and sixteen years old that year Xue Xie is not the same.

Qingcheng Xie, it's true.

Just as the two slowly slowed down in the afterglow of passion, the bell on the top floor of the Grand Theatre was rung.

Thud--

Thud--

Thud--

......

Countless past events ran and stepped in this magnificent bell, covering the bell in the once large empty villa like snow.

The young man looked at him, looking at the truth and warmth that he had waited twenty years to finally come, tears fell once again, dropping on Qingcheng Xie's face.

Qingcheng Xie was originally by the young man are on fire, want to slap him, but Yu He actually finished fucking and crying in his face, he reached out and did not hit the crying face people, actually really did not go down hand.

On the contrary, it is speechless.

"What are you ...... doing here again?"

Yu He hugged him.

The evil dragon felt as if something was going to roam out inside.

He hugged for a while, and then pressed on top of Qingcheng Xie, sweat and heat lingered between their bodies, Yu He and Qingcheng Xie's eyes met, Yu He gazed into Qingcheng Xie's eyes.

"Thank you brother."

The teenager said.

"You know what? This is the first time in twenty years that someone has spent my birthday with me."

"Thank you."

"I love you."

"......"

Because the boy's feelings are too deep and heavy, just after the passion, thoughts are still a little slow Qingcheng Xie did not know what to return to him.

It's as if it's wrong to scold him for responding to him.

Qingcheng Xie weakly leaned back in his chair, the leather seat had been made damp and sticky, a scene of desolation. He did not know what to say, and tired, simply did not say anything, the eyes are also a little lax, by the teenager kissed his lips, the tip of the nose, earrings ...... to the neck.

"Brother ...... you're so wet ......"

Qingcheng Xie powerlessly: "Roll ......"

Yu He : "I'll take you back to my house, it's close to my house, and I can give you a bath, I'll help you clean ......"

Qingcheng Xie grabbed the mineral water bottle next to him and smashed it on Yu He's head to stop his rambling.

"Get lost you."

Qingcheng Xie's categorical "get out" and lazy bullshit "get out" is different, Yu He has been scolded by Qingcheng Xie so many times, has long been clear what emotions in his voice.

This is the roll of the lazy and nagging him.

The magnetic voice has some lethargy in it.

Yu He smiled, and the monitoring ring on his wrist had reverted to an aqua blue symbol of tranquility. He put his clothes over Qingcheng Xie's body, and lowered his head to kiss him again.

Qingcheng Xie was so annoyed that he dragged it down.

Yu He covered him again.

"Brother, you don't want to catch a cold." He rubbed the tip of his nose and coaxed in a small voice, "I'll go drive."