Chapter 14: Talking about the past and secrets

"Qingcheng Xie , why did you just go into the fire with me."

It was easy to calm Xue Xie, so she sat back on the bench with the other rescuers to rest, Yu He and Qingcheng Xie received serious criticism from the fire brigade, after the criticism of the two walked to the side, Yu He used the afterglow to look at Qingcheng Xie who was lighting a cigarette - - that cigarette or he asked the police to come. -He asked the police for a cigarette. He felt that he could not see through Qingcheng Xie's previous actions, so he asked this.

"The half that you went to is not yet particularly dangerous." Qingcheng Xie smoked a cigarette, slowly exhaled, this time is completely relaxed some.

Star fire in his fingers a bright and dark, soot rustling under the snow.

"Tell us about yourself." Qingcheng Xie dusted off his cigarette and looked ahead, "When did it start."

He was asking about the blood compulsion.

Yu He : "...... shortly after you left. I met a mental patient when I went to a private hospital for a review and stumbled upon it. I used my blood as bait, and they would listen to me. -- You know about this situation?"

"I know." Qingcheng Xie coughed lightly, took another drag of cigarette, and tried to speak as gently as possible, "Blood compulsion, a mutated branch of the spirit Bola Ai. ...... You haven't spoken to anyone else in this situation, have you?"

Yu He smiled, his eyes a little cloudy: "Only you know."

"......"

"If I want to kill someone someday, just get you killed."

Qingcheng Xie gave him a blank look: "You try."

The police gave the cigarette is not right Qingcheng Xie's taste, too testy, actually or a pop bead mint, Qingcheng Xie smoking choked several times, some annoyance, the cigarette pressed.

"Don't say anything else about this to anyone else. Don't say anything to the doctor either."

"I'm not that stupid, Qingcheng Xie." Yu He faint, he is also really a noble son, have gone through so much, he is still the most well-dressed one in the crowd, look svelte and handsome, next to several rescued people are stealing glances at him.

"Mental Bola Ai is already an isolated case of the disease, and with this ability to make the mentally ill obey me, I will not be able to live in peace in the future."

"But Qingcheng Xie, you have to remember-"

He suddenly came over, his almond eyes indifferently measuring Qingcheng Xie's face, slowly moving: "These eyes of yours are the only eyes that witnessed all this."

He was so close that his eyelashes seemed to touch Qingcheng Xie's eyelashes, and the voice came low and slow to Qingcheng Xie's ears, and in the chaos, he was the only one who heard it.

Like a murmur, and like a threat.

"This mouth of yours is the only mouth that will reveal the truth."

His gaze fell on Qingcheng Xie's lips again, as if he would caress the thin pale lips, back and forth, his gaze is very light, inside the hidden deterrent but very heavy.

And Qingcheng Xie body is now cloaked in a piece of clothing, is the fire to be prepared for the rescuers.

Yu He stood in front of him, staring at his face, while raising his hand to adjust Qingcheng Xie's collar - this way of adjusting his clothes appeared to outsiders to be polite, but only Qingcheng Xie and Yu He understood each other, Yu He used a lot of force to adjust his clothes. The collar was tightened without moving, still a warning and coercion.

He finished the whole thing with a particularly gentle, sardonic smile, "So, the secret-"

"You can contain it well and hold it."

"Hold it nice and tight in there and don't let it fall out."

Qingcheng Xie said coldly, "Are you threatening me?"

"I wouldn't dare. It's just a reminder." Yu He's hand slid down Qingcheng Xie's collar and sighed, "I just want to live a normal life too."

Qingcheng Xie is too lazy to talk to this psycho.

Yu He Why is this necessary?

If he really would have told Yu He about this condition, he wouldn't have warned Yu He not to reveal it to anyone else.

But Yu He doesn't think so, Yu He doesn't have that much trust in Qingcheng Xie.

He only felt that Qingcheng Xie's mouth now seemed to him to be a threat that he wanted to gag, and it would be better to stuff it with something more, just like a hostage in bondage, so that he could not even speak, so that his secrets would not leak out.

Qingcheng Xie looked at him, "You said you just want to live an ordinary life, and why did you risk going into the fire with blood compulsion to save those patients."

"Because wanting and being is never the same." Yu He says, "I wanted to be normal. But I was always a psychopath."

"I went in to save people, first because the fire hadn't spread to that side yet and I knew it was too late. Secondly, you remember I told you that people and people can never understand or relate to each other, right? It's like two very different species. I think those people are more like my kind than you. The only thing that makes me different from them is that I'm just better at disguising myself."

Yu He indifferently said: "If even I think their lives are dispensable, then who else will treat them as a living person."

Just like a society, a group, a righteous organization, a□□ alliance. No matter what, all people need the same kind of people.

Because absolute loneliness can drive people crazy.

Yu He is such a lonely person, no one can understand his illness, others can only listen to his descriptions and know his pain superficially, those three people who are completely sick with him have all died.

He could only go to the similar crowd and try to find a little bit of a pontoon to connect with the world.

But such a Yu He is also dangerous, he can compel the hearts of those of his kind, his blood is a commendation for the mentally ill, and his words are a command that cannot be disobeyed by those.

He was able to use this to commit crimes if he wanted to.

-- and no wonder he doesn't want anyone to know.

It's no wonder he wanted to silence Qingcheng Xie, the only person who knows.

Qingcheng Xie: "The same kind is that important to you. So important that you can even ignore your life."

Yu He said coldly, "Doctor, you wouldn't understand us. You are in the light, and the night is what you can't see."

"......" Qingcheng Xie sighed and didn't want to continue this topic with him anymore.

"One last question. If you have a blood compulsion, why didn't you use it before when you were dealing with Lanpei Jiang?"

"Because it's unstable." Yu He said, "There's also a definite chance that my blood will make the patient more insane, and I can't afford to gamble in that situation. Unlike you-"

When he said this, he suddenly paused.

"You are really, the person is in the hands of the other side, and still talk to me about Singrila, you are such a big gamble, not afraid that I can not react?"

"I'm betting on this because I think you're pretty smart." Qingcheng Xie lightly said, "And the last time I went to your dormitory to change clothes, you want to talk to me is not Singrila?"

Yu He was quiet for a while, finally lowered his head and snickered, Qingcheng Xie also raised his hand against his forehead, between the two until then, there is finally some relief and ease after the robbery -.

Yes, they both still remember that incident, I did not expect it to become a code word to call the police in time to save their lives.

That was when Yu He was about eight or nine years old.

Qingcheng Xie felt that Yu He needed to get out more besides the basic medical program. Many doctors believe that the treatment of mental patients mostly relies on medication, but Qingcheng Xie is of another school of thought, he believes that mental state is a reaction to the environment in which a person lives, and that a mental patient should not be treated as an individual case and separated from society. The key to a patient's recovery lies in re-establishing a bridge between him and society and his family.

So, he told Zhishu Lv about this opinion.

Ms. Lu, in the midst of her busy schedule of making business calls, raised her eyes and smiled shyly at Qingcheng Xie: "I don't have time, Dr. Xie, you can take him there."

Qingcheng Xie pressed the fire: "He is your child."

Ms. Lu talked about business out of inertia, without raising her head: "I'll give you more money."

"......"

Then Zhishu Lv walked away with her phone in her hand, talking as if she were a businesswoman first and a mother second. The chubby noblewoman was smiling and calling "Mr. Zhang, Mr. Li" on the phone from the beginning to the end, and her eyes never fell on Qingcheng Xie even once.

Not to mention Yu He, who is standing behind Qingcheng Xie.

Qingcheng Xie turned around and looked down, but saw Yu He did not care about his mother's action, he seemed to be very used to this kind of parent-child relationship, sitting on the sofa without raising his eyes, peeling a big golden orange for himself.

The orange was bigger than his hand, and halfway through peeling it, Yu He didn't hold it, and it fell to the floor and rolled under the coffee table with a grunt. He jumped off the couch and tried to reach out to pick it up, but his vision reflected in a brightly colored peace fruit.

"You dropped it on the ground and still eat it?" Qingcheng Xie sighed, not knowing why his heart was soft, he handed Yu He the peace fruit and picked up the orange that had fallen into the dust.

"Tomorrow I'll take you to the amusement park."

So the next day Qingcheng Xie took his sister and Yu He to the amusement park. Xue Xie has a good personality, loves to laugh, and takes care of her brother, and Yu He seems to be in a much better state.

But when I came back, it suddenly rained heavily.

It was hard to get a taxi, but all three of them were already drenched, and since the He family villa was in the far suburbs, the distance was a bit long, so Qingcheng Xie took the two children to the medical school dormitory first.

Qingcheng Xie's college dormitory was the same as Yu He's school now, with four students to a room.

When he came back with the two fallen chickens, his roommates were busy working on projects in the lab, and the dorm room was empty.

"Brother! The cactus you have is blooming!" As soon as Xue Xie entered the house, he jumped onto Qingcheng Xie's desk and smiled brightly as he fiddled with a cactus with a circle of small goose yellow flowers in an eggshell potted plant, "Wow ...... it's so beautiful."

She has apparently visited her brother's dorm more than once.

Qingcheng Xie made a cup of hot ginger tea for each of them, and slipped it into the hands of the two children without any further ado.

"Drink it all while it's hot."

Xue Xie like spicy food, holding a cup of ginger tea on the chirping up, a cup of hot ginger tea quickly bottomed out, Yu He, but not - the young master can not eat too strong stimulating things, holding the cup with his head down half a day can not drink two mouthfuls.

Qingcheng Xie went to the bathroom to wash her hands, Yu He was not sure what to do with this cup of hot and spicy stuff, next to Xue Xie but a sigh of satisfaction: "So delicious."

"......" Yu He turned his face sideways and scowled at her without moving.

Feeling his eyes, Xue Xie also turned his head, smiling at him heatedly, eyes glancing straight to his cup: "If you don't like it ......"

"No, I like it." Yu He said lightly.

"How is it possible, look at you so long before you drink so little!"

Yu He laughed a little: "It's because I like it, so I can't drink it."

"...... oh ......" Xue Xie seemed to be convinced, nodded with some regret, and was about to turn his gaze away.

Yu He only then handed her the mug he had wanted to give away: "Here you go."

"Hey? Don't you, don't you like it?"

"I'll let you have it if you want."

The little fool's eyes widened for a moment and he gratefully accepted the hot ginger tea.

Yu He did not forget to calmly admonish the fool: "Drink quickly, your brother must not find out that I gave up my cup to you. Otherwise he will lecture you again."

"Mmmmmmmmm." Xue Xie was sold but still counting the money for the grateful snot, gobble gobble gobble with a very fast speed to drink the hot tea at the bottom of the breath, and almost choked, "cough cough cough ......"

Yu He smiled and patted her on the back.

"I like ginger tea the most." Xue Xie slowed down, eyes warm, holding the still warm mug, quietly to Yu He said, "When I was a child under the snow, we live in the alley, there is no heating things, my brother will give me to brew this ......"

It is obviously such a difficult and heartbreaking experience, when she said, her pupils are glittering and glowing.

It's as if you're remembering something incredibly interesting from the past.

Qingcheng Xie came back from washing his hands, and he looked at the two kids sitting side by side on the edge of his dorm bed: "Are you two done drinking?"

The two children looked at each other and exchanged secrets. Yu He was calm, while Xue Xie was a bit panicked and nodded quickly, but when she nodded, she couldn't help but open her mouth slightly and burp a little because she was too full of wine.

Qingcheng Xie left them alone and went back to the closet to find a change of clothes. Qingcheng Xie had prepared some dry clothes for her so that she could come over and change, which came in handy.

"Bella or Singrila?" As the big brother's rummaged through his closet, what came out of his pale lips were the names of two soft fairy tale princesses.

The little girl was delighted: "To Bella!"

Qingcheng Xie handed her a yellowish princess dress. Xue Xie cheered and ran to the bathroom with the dress thumping to change.

Xue Xie was gone, and Yu He was still standing wetly on the edge of the bed.

Qingcheng Xie continued to look in the closet for a while longer, and finally sighed, came back to his senses, and did something very inhuman -

"You wear this one."

Yu He took the clothes, unfolded them and looked at them, and calmly: "Dr. Xie, you have made a mistake."

"There's no mistake."

Yu He stiffened for a moment, slowly raised his head, his eyes slightly narrowed, and his expression gradually surfaced a grimness that could not be hidden.

"What you handed me was the dress."

And also Singrila's blue princess dress.

In the face of Yu He's repressed anger, Qingcheng Xie, not knowing if it was intentional or unintentional, actually laughed a little, but his frosty, snowy face, even if it was smiling, was indistinguishable from a cold smile or a real smile.

"You don't have a choice. It's the only one I have that's the right size for you."

Yu He : "I think I can wear your shirt."

Qingcheng Xie clasped his arms, leaned on the ladder of the high and low bed, and looked at him from the top down: "Kid. My shirt is too big for you."

"......"

"Not wearing it? If you don't wear it you'll have to go out naked."

"......"

Outside the sound of rain does not stop, became the background rhythm of this conversation pattering back then ......

.

The fire in Kang Cheng Psychiatric slowly got under control, firefighters entered one after another, and the police were busy doing investigations. Qingcheng Xie and Yu He looked at each other and saw a reflection of the past in each other's eyes.

Yu He said: "You also said to me at that time, I do not lose, the princess dress pocket has a candy, suggesting that I turn over the pocket, as a kind of spiritual compensation for me. But I said you gave that is poison, I will not eat. Now think about it, you were really lacking in virtue at that time."

Qingcheng Xie : "...... don't remember."

He said he was going to leave.

"You're lying to hell." Yu He raised his hand to stop his way, propped his hand on the tree behind Qingcheng Xie and narrowed his eyes, "Don't you remember? Do not remember when you were caught by Lanpei Jiang, how to remind me to look through the phone in your clothes pocket, and I said Singrila in the candy?"

Qingcheng Xie is not at all vain, his face is cold: "Coincidence."

Yu He came on fire.

He felt that he was Qingcheng Xie back to the dormitory and gave him a T-shirt to wear is really cheap, now it seems that even if you call a flash delivery also have to get him a wedding dress to wear, but also must be an erotic / interesting models thighs with lace inside the buckle strap kind, stockings are given to him to wear, not to wear, he cuffed up and threw on the bed hard set, or humiliate him, because this man is too shameless!

"Don't remember do you?"

He looked down and said to him.

"Then you have to be careful not to get yourself so wet again ......" Yu He's eyes slowly slipped over Qingcheng Xie's eyebrows as he whispered, "or next time I'll give you something to wear that might not be an old t-shirt. It's not an old T-shirt anymore."

When Qingcheng Xie faced his threat, he responded by raising his hand and patting Yu He's face: "Don't worry kid, you don't have a chance, I can go out naked even if I get wet."

"What naked?" A police officer came over and saw that it was the two psychopaths who just broke into the fire and immediately said, "No more going in naked! How dangerous it is! No, I mean, not naked also can not go in ......"

Yu He smiled gently, his eyes were warm and good: "Yes, I was talking about him. How dangerous is it, isn't it Brother Xie?"

"What are you talking about him for? Wasn't it you who ran in first your brother he followed in?" The little cop glared at them, "Hey, forget it. You both have your wounds treated, right? After the treatment and we go back to the police station, there is a busy tonight."

Because of the high impact of the case and the number of people involved, everyone has to be questioned carefully in turn and make a good statement.

Police cars in batches to bring the relevant people back to the police station, because there are really too many people, too busy, the Institute packed them a few lounges, so that people who did not have a turn in the lounge first spend the night in the chaos.

Xue Xie also came after Qingcheng Xie and the others.

As a girl, she was placed in a room with a female nurse, and Yu He and Qingcheng Xie were placed next to them.

Xue Xie went in for a nap before, people have eased over a lot, she was unconscious throughout, saw the bloody scenes not a few scenes, so no big excitement, but has begun to comfort the terrified nurse sister.

"It's okay, a great disaster will come, we'll rest first, a police officer will be called when it's our turn."

"I can't sleep ooooooooooooooooooo ......"

"You can't sleep I'll sing to you, throw ah throw ah throw handkerchief..."

"Ahhhhhhh don't sing this kind of netherworld song ah!

Xue Xie unknown: "I do not know why this song popped up in my head, it feels like someone has been singing next to me when I was unconscious ... then I change the song, blue sky in the Milky Way, there is a small white boat ......"

Nurse: "????"

Xue Xie looked frustrated: "Brain fog, sorry sorry sorry, I'd better tell you a joke."

Qingcheng Xie and Yu He were placed in a lounge.

"You two sleep here, the conditions are not very good, just make do. Feel free to call us if you need anything. Someone will call when it's your turn." The small police officer hurriedly explained things and left, there are still a bunch of witnesses to arrange it.

Qingcheng Xie and Yu He pushed the door together and entered the house. As a result, once they saw the layout of the house, they both froze -

This is really a temporary packed out lounge ......

A room with a fucking sofa bed.

How do you sleep?