Chapter 121: You called me a kid again

One day later.

Qingli County Health Station.

Yu He sat at Qingcheng Xie's bedside, head bowed, silently peeling an apple.

Awen Yi was not the mysterious woman that night, but they learned more about Qingli County and saw the end of such a family.

Awen Yi was taken away, the police also found Yi Qiang's highly decomposed body from the attic of the shampoo store, and Lulu Yi is now undergoing psychological counseling and cooperating with the investigation at the police station.

And Yu He just kept on standing by Qingcheng Xie, he couldn't peel the apples, and half of the flesh went into the garbage along with the skin, but he still peeled the fruit with red eyes and handed it to Qingcheng Xie.

He now doesn't look at all like he tried to kill someone on the mountain path.

Qingcheng Xie is already awake, but has little energy to eat, and does not want to be fed.

Yu He : "I'll cut it into small pieces for you ......"

Qingcheng Xie's one hand is hanging, and the other is bandaged, so it's not easy to eat even small pieces of apple. He coughed gently and said to Yu He, "You can eat it yourself."

Yu He was about to say something else when the doctor came to the ward.

Qingcheng Xie's luck wasn't even E, but fucking F. The locomotive flew off, throwing two people over the cliff, he hit his head and lung, and now has a slight concussion and coughs with blood, not to mention the gunshot wound in his arm, he was much more unlucky than Yu He -

"The tendon is injured." The doctor looked at the case book, and they summarized the situation, "After the treatment is over, the strength of this arm can not be the same as before. And your body ......"

Qingcheng Xie suddenly interrupted the doctor when he heard this.

"I know." Qingcheng Xie said, "You don't have to say anymore."

"......" the doctor looked at him with a complicated gaze.

Qingcheng Xie : "I used to be a doctor myself."

The doctor was silent for a while: "Then, pay attention to recuperation."

"Okay, thanks."

Yu He listened to the conversation between the two of them, actually this is even finished, he is not willing to let the doctor go? Before he faced other people what mean cold murderous words can be said logically smooth eyelids do not blink, now once heard the doctor said Qingcheng Xie that hand problem, suddenly stood up, thoughts completely chaotic, almost brutally unreasonable::

"What do you mean? What do you mean his arm can't be the same as before? I've been shot in this position too, so why can't he when I'm fine? Are you guys not good at medicine or-"

" Yu He ." Qingcheng Xie scolded him sternly.

Yu He suddenly lost his voice, clenched his teeth, hard to strangle the increasingly violent emotions behind, red eyes, chest heaving.

The doctor was not angry and said to him, "It's the same if you go to the city to see it. Even if it's the same location, a little difference can have different consequences, and to be honest, he's much older than you, and his recovery is completely different from yours. I understand how you feel, but I still hope you can be calm."

"......"

"If there's nothing else, I'll go out first, and if you need any help, feel free to ring the call bell."

After the doctor left, neither of the two men spoke.

Finally, Yu He sat down and began to peel another apple, peeling it intermittently and anxiously, helpless and broken.

Finally he threw the apple straight into the trash with a fury.

"Bang!" The sound of a heavy bang.

The garbage cans were smashed over.

Qingcheng Xie lifted his eyes and glanced at them, saying, "What kind of skill do you have?"

Yu He ignored his words, he looked at Qingcheng Xie, red eyes, actually seemed angry, but also full of great sadness, after a while, he said: " Qingcheng Xie, what do you think you should do now."

"...... is just a hand, not to mention that it is not unusable." Qingcheng Xie was bland, "It's more important to find out the truth as soon as possible. Also, please pick up the trash can in my room."

"It's just a hand?" Yu He didn't want to care about the trash can or not, he repeated Qingcheng Xie's remarks and his voice became odd.

The man in the hospital bed did not answer him again.

Yu He endured half a day, finally could not hold back: "...... Qingcheng Xie , you keep telling me to cherish myself, what about yourself?" He abruptly got up and said in a stern voice, "Have you ever done this yourself?"

"What do you have to say?" Although Qingcheng Xie was very sick, he raised his eyes without anger.

Yu He was so angry with him that he cursed, "I don't fucking dare!"

"You're a student, don't talk dirty in front of me. Besides, my situation is different from yours."

Yu He was furious: "What's the difference?"

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes and didn't say anything else right away, looking like he wanted to pass the topic off.

But Yu He would not spare him.

" Qingcheng Xie , you say ah!" He gritted his teeth, "You and I, what is it about us that is different?!"

"......"

"You and I are both human, right?"

"......"

"You and I are both mental Bola Ai patients, aren't we?"

"......"

"Then you should stop bringing things like you are a psychopath so your life is not worth anything to me, because ...... because you lightened me when you lightened yourself!"

The more Yu He said, the more emotional, his eyes red looking at him, slowed down for a while before he could continue: " Qingcheng Xie , count me begging you ...... really ...... take yourself seriously ......"

"Do you know that on the cliff ...... if that shot had hit your heart instead of your shoulder, then you would have died in front of me like that, I really ......"

I would really go crazy.

Murder and arson, splitting and slaughtering, I can do anything.

"This matter, I hope you do not blame yourself." Qingcheng Xie, however, said soberly, "Because you are here with me, protecting you is what I must accomplish."

"......"

"And I can't watch a person's life in danger in front of me and then stand by and do nothing."

Yu He : "But that's taking your life in exchange!"

"...... exchange is nothing, I am considered your elder, I have an obligation to save you. Well, let's not talk about that, I'm not dead either, am I."

Yu He felt that every word he said to Qingcheng Xie was like sprinkling another handful of salt on his heart.

He had a vague feeling that there was something in Qingcheng Xie's personality that was more frightening than his, as if he was completely treating his life as an object that could be self-destructed for some purpose or exchanged for something, as long as he saw fit.

Yu He said hoarsely, "You are simply making light of your own life ......"

Qingcheng Xie finally got annoyed with him and looked up at him, "I'm not belittling myself. I know exactly what I'm doing, I'm thirteen years older than you, and I'm the first person who can control the emotion of mental Bola Ai disease and overcome it, so what makes you think I'm belittling myself?"

"- My hand, wounded is wounded, unable to recover its full strength is unable to recover, I told you a long time ago, what has happened, since it can not be changed, we must learn to accept."

He said very calmly, one might even call it mechanically.

"I've just come to terms with these facts, that's all. I wish you would stop speculating about my heart, Yu He . You're still too young, and you and I just have the same disease, but not the same way, and you don't really understand me."

When Yu He heard his last words, he suddenly turned blue and was silent.

After a long time, he opened his mouth almost sadly: "...... Qingcheng Xie , can you not think that I can not understand you?"

"You and I ...... we are the most special kind of people, I have been trying to get closer to you since I learned this truth, I want to understand your heart, want to understand how you think ...... "

"But you always kept resenting me for being young, you resented me for not being cool enough, you even ...... you even thought about giving me back that shot in the shoulder."

" Qingcheng Xie, how much do you not want me, how much do you want to be done with me?"

Yu He's voice actually choked up a little.

"You ...... had to go this far so you wouldn't owe me anything, and then say I couldn't understand you and dismiss everything I did to try with a 'we're not on the same page,' didn't you? "

Qingcheng Xie did not expect him to react in such a condescending manner and froze for a moment.

"...... That's not what I meant either ...... you're making some kind of a scene."

Who knew that Yu He was too stimulated by him, and his emotions got the best of him, and when he said that, he couldn't accept it.

He glared at him with red eyes, "Look, now that you've paid off everything, you can really talk to me like this, even if I'm concerned about your situation, you can resent that I'm making a scene."

"......"

Qingcheng Xie was already a little dizzy from a mild concussion, and now she had a headache.

"Why don't you sit down and I'll talk to you properly."

"I'm not sitting! You see me anyway you think I'm childish, you think I'm not the same as you anyway, you think I can't understand you, so what can I do sitting down?"

"......" Qingcheng Xie headache, "...... then you go."

Yu He was so angry that his eyes turned red: "I knew you wanted to kick me out again! You don't owe me anything now, you want me to go and you want me to go. I don't even have the right to stay anymore, do I?"

Qingcheng Xie felt that the most petulant woman he had ever come into contact with was not as difficult to understand as Yu He: "...... So what do you really want?"

Yu He is angry and sad, so stared at him for a while, suddenly lowered his head, propped on his hospital bed, after a moment, he lowered his eyes, seemingly drooping tears, kissed Qingcheng Xie's arm wrapped in bandages.

"I don't know ......" Yu He's voice softened, with some huskiness and wetness.

"I don't want you to give it back to me."

"......"

"But ...... but now ...... you've given it all back to me."

"......"

"I just don't know what to do now ...... Qingcheng Xie , I don't know what to do now."

He kissed his arms and finally went to kiss his neck and his lips. His hands tightened on Qingcheng Xie's bed sheet, and his tears fell.

At that moment he suddenly felt particularly sad.

" Qingcheng Xie , why are you doing this to me?"

"......"

"Why can't you treat me a little better and be willing to owe me a little ......"

He kissed him, kissed him, and finally restrained himself from reaching out and hugging him tightly.

"Why can't you see me as different from everyone else?"

Qingcheng Xie was kissed by him like this, but he felt very uncomfortable, he didn't know what Yu He was doing - they were just an accidental relationship in bed, after the bed relationship was over, they were just two sick friends who had the misfortune to suffer from the same disease, he felt that Yu He's dependence on him was really too much. He felt that Yu He's dependence on him was too much, and his physical intimacy was like a train that hadn't stopped under inertia.

He kissed him and finally asked him almost sadly, " Qingcheng Xie ...... can you acknowledge me? Can you ...... you hug me? Just like I hugged you."

"......"

"Can I?"

Yu He waited for a long time, a long time ......

But in the end, naturally, he didn't wait for a hug from Qingcheng Xie.

The boy buried his young face at the man's shoulder socket and slowly, slowly closed his eyes in disappointment as he waited.

...... is fine.

It's okay, I knew this is how it would turn out, didn't I?

Qingcheng Xie have been two clear with him, and how will still indulge him, and how will still hug him in order to coax him ......

It's okay. He's used to it. In fact, there was never any hope of that.

As long as Qingcheng Xie doesn't break free, it's enough.

The ward was quiet, with only the faint ticking of the instruments and the sound of both of their breathing.

Yu He hugged him so stubbornly for a long time, Qingcheng Xie actually did not understand what he meant by asking for a hug at this time, but he felt Yu He's emotions were too fragile and he did not want to stimulate him any more at this time.

So he didn't push him away, and it took a while before Qingcheng Xie said to Yu He, "Let go of me."

"Don't."

"...... hot. Get off me."

"No. You let me hold it a little longer."

"......"

Yu He said, and really did not let go, as if the one-sided hug he could also hold on for a long time. He even hugged him tighter, as if by doing so, he could fill the strength that the other party had not invested in this hug.

He murmured, " Qingcheng Xie , now you don't owe me."

"What about what I owe you?"

"What should I do. You tell me what I should do."

Qingcheng Xie felt the teenager's rumbling heartbeat pressed against the mouth of his chest, that eagerness, and that persistent pursuit, finally gave him some inexplicable confusion.

That sense of confusion made him more uneasy, he tried to push him away with that uninjured hand: " Yu He , there is no how to do ...... things between us has turned the page, you just do not come to disturb my private life, do not pull some with me again, those things in the past I do not want to I don't want to pursue it with you anymore. Now, let go of me, will you? You're really heavy and hot. It's like ......"

It's like a large dog.

A particularly troublesome large dog.

Yu He : "You think I'm too heavy ......"

Qingcheng Xie : "......"

What the fuck. Can't he just stop talking?

But I thought so, but I couldn't help it, Qingcheng Xie was really confused by the teenager: "No, Yu He, I don't understand what you really think of me now. I have no intention of rehashing old debts with you, do you have any dissatisfaction? I gave you the gun, but also because no matter how others, I do not want to owe anyone anything, there is no other meaning, there is no desire to break off with you and never see each other again. You now so ...... you a boy, little girl as mushy, what do you want in the end?"

In fact, if Yu He is replaced by a woman, Qingcheng Xie can immediately understand that the feelings Yu He has for him now are called "like".

Unfortunately, Yu He is a man.

The company's main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to its customers. As for the sexual experience, the 20-odd boys curious, this kind of physical things, naturally can not be taken seriously.

That's why Qingcheng Xie asked him that.

Yu He received such a question, but could not honestly give Qingcheng Xie an answer, because he knew what Qingcheng Xie's reply would be.

So his sentence " Qingcheng Xie, I like you ah", can only be his frustration blocked in the chest, throat, smothered his eyes full of heat and aggression, but how can not say.

He finally had to say drearily, "Because I am the only person in this world to whom I can say something completely from my heart. So I don't want you to die."

" Qingcheng Xie , you promise me ...... you promise me okay? In the future, make sure you don't hurt yourself for others."

"Be sure not to sacrifice yourself for anyone, ever again."

"Because ...... because your life is also a life." He paused for a moment, "Your life, is a life that is exchanged for Ciyan Qin's life. Think about it ...... will you think about it?"

Qingcheng Xie originally did not think, until hearing these words, the body only slightly trembled.

Yu He undoubtedly felt it, and he put the second half of the sentence down -

" Qingcheng Xie , you should ...... you should not live up to his life again."

"......"

Qingcheng Xie's back was tense, and only after a while did he slowly loosen up, never refuting Yu He's words.

Yu He also finally let go of him, straightened up and gazed into Qingcheng Xie's eyes, "Then, I'll take that as a yes."

"......"

Seeing that he didn't answer, Yu He went on talking to himself: "From now on, you can't have this kind of thing anymore. Qingcheng Xie, you are the first emperor, the disciple of Ciyan Qin, I believe you still have a lot of things to do in this world, your hands and feet, your organs, your life, all should not be treated so lightly by you."

"I won't allow you to sacrifice for anyone else." Despite knowing that the blood compulsion was nearly ineffective on Qingcheng Xie, Yu He bit his lip and whispered to him as he lowered his head again to exchange a blood-filled kiss with Qingcheng Xie, "You must be good and obedient. This is my order."

Qingcheng Xie closed his eyes, raised his hand, and patted Yu He's cheek after that fishy-sweet kiss ended.

Sigh, "Kid, you really have a middle-aged problem."

Just one sentence, Yu He's heart trembled violently - he suddenly got up and turned his head away, so that Qingcheng Xie could not see his own look at that moment.

Qingcheng Xie : "What's wrong?"

"...... is nothing."

Nothing, it's just, you haven't called me a brat in a long, long time.